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a member of the tortured poets department

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AND IN THE MORNINGGGGGGGGG SUN HITS THE WATERRRRRR IS THIS NIRVANAAAAAAAA

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last day of admiring you:

yep. it officially ends here. i have been rejected yet once again. wala eh. haha. the worst part? di niya kasalanan. kasalanan ko actually. i lived in my false hopes and delusions. ayun. sinampal ng katotohanan.

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jazel, sorry di muna kita minemessage ngayon, baka kasi magmukha akong desperate, pero i hope makauwi ka safely from your midshift.

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kung alam mo lang how much you've helped me last year...

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i fucking miss you so much jazel gusto kitang yakapin nang mahigpit kaso hindi ata pabor ang mundo...

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it's been several weeks of distantly admiring you:

jazel, salamat sa pagrecommend sakin ng demon slayer, it means a lot to me... siguro naiirita ka na sakin kasi madaldal ako kapag katabi mo ko... if im noisy that means i'm comfortable hahahahahahahha.

tbh i know na favorite mo si shinobu pero you're giving muichiro x giyu hahahahahahahahaha

pero bakit di mo ko crush :(((((( di pa tayo magkikita bukas :(((( pwedeng pavoid???? pls?????

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day ??? of distantly admiring you

congrats on being regularized!

parehas pa tayo ng score sa PA natin haha 95%

you deserve it jazel, you. are. magnificent!

if only i could say all of these to you...

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day ??? of distantly admiring you

grabe yung dedication mo when u talked about side hustling...

when u said one of your fave films is i'm drunk, i love you, and alam mo yung burnout...

hindi mo lang alam but that song is exactly how i feel for you.

i really, really... like you jazel and it hurts.

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day whatever of distantly admiring you

i miss u so much jazel, u feel so near yet so far...

it's a bit tiring to yearn for you but i cannot stop thinking about you...

hanggang friends lang ba talaga??? :(

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day 20 of distantly admiring you

yung humor mo ha /lalong nafall

kumusta kaya tree planting mo?

i am excited for your regularization!!!

pero malungkot pa rin na i can't say all of this to you huhu

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day 19 of distantly admiring you

ikaw ha yung humor mo ha sige lalo lang akong mafafall eme

everything just feels so light when talking to you. sapat na siguro to?

advanced congratulations to your regularization jazel.

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day 16, 17, and 18 of distantly missing you

u smiled yesterday when we talked about music and nung nakabalik na ko sa shuttle

but u seemed tired today so i gave u space

rest well po jazel :<

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day 15 of distantly admiring you

thanks for waking me up sa byahe sobrang pagod lang

ps. medyo nagtulugtulugan lang ako nung malapit na ko sa san isidro HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ✌️😗

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day 14 of distantly admiring you:

you're an aries pala kaya intimidating, hehe ok lng pogi pa rin

sana di kayo binabaha dyan take care jazel

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day 13 of distantly admiring you:

12 am hits and i feel sad again kasi i cannot be the one to be in your life... your goals, what you're thinking about, your interests, your fears... i want to see it all jazel 😔

wishing upon the universe na sana, sana, you see me the way i see you.

can you be my plottwist before 2025 ends?

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day 12 of distantly admiring you

thank u for challenging me ❤️

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day 11 of distantly admiring you:

glad you're back jazel from tarlac kaso potential sad news, di kita makikita for a week or 3 weeks kasi nasa pampanga ka huhu

anyway, im really happy that you're sharing your work experience mo sa tarlac plant, that alone, already makes me happy :)

if only i could say i love you to you ginawa ko na. u rejected me but i keep falling :(