fore·ground: the part of a view that is nearest to the observer, especially in a picture or photograph.
But often goes unnoticed.
2015 was an eye opener. I spent most of my time thinking less about myself. I don’t regret anything about it because I learned a lot from other people. People will come and go, no matter how long you’ve known them. They will fade out of your life, but not entirely. But there are some (Hi Jomar and Paige!) who will stay and convince how worthy you are, how good you are, and how you deserve all the things that God has given you. The ones who teach you how to be thankful and appreciate all the things that surround you. The ones who teach you not only to love others, but to love yourself also. The ones that make you feel lucky to have them.
Turning down job interviews was one of those tiny regrets. I’m lucky enough to have a day job where having a freelance job is totally acceptable. But there was never a time that I did not consider quitting just because I don’t see myself doing this in the future. And the thought of not being good enough was one of the main reasons, and it’s still is.
I’ve also turned down some freelance projects because of the same reason. I’ve always thought that there are someone out there who could do it better than me. That the client deserves something, someone better.
I want to experience more things that would improve every aspect in my life. I’m not in a hurry, but I can really feel the need to grow. I also need to learn how to accept myself. To love myself. To be confident. And to be totally thankful everyday. And 2015 made me thought of that.
I told myself that I want to be good enough this 2016, but a great friend (Hi Reena!) told me this instead..
“To realizing that you’ve always been good enough.”
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