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04.11.2020 Studying for exams as Boston grows colder and darker, the soundtrack to my revision is the hissing of the steel radiator while my soft lights twinkle.
pairing: daniel ricciardo x fem!reader
synopsis: you and daniel have an exciting announcement to make. (in my mind this all happens next year when danny isn't racing)
(no face or body claims for reader)
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danielricciardo vacation time with the wife! happy 1st anniversary baby, I love you 🤍
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y/nricciardo less instagram, more helping me with the bags please 🙄
↳ danielricciardo on my way!
michaelitaliano have fun lovebirds! and happy anniversary!
↳ y/nricciardo thank you michael! I'll keep him in check 😉
thericciardofam they're so cute! 🥺
↳ y/nricciardo ❤️
↳ danielricciardo ❤️
y/nricciardo
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danielricciardo giving them a sneak peak at our new collab merch I see?
↳ y/nricciardo well it is our anniversary collection! seemed like a good time
charlottesiine happy anniversary guys! looking forward to getting my hands on that merch! 💛
↳ y/nricciardo charlotte my love! can't wait for our brunch date when we get back to monaco. 💛 we'll send you some merch don't worry 😉
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danielricciardo there is no better photographer than my wife ❤️ such a special holiday! exciting announcement coming soon
📸: y/nricciardo
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y/nricciardo I think michael would disagree baby... but thank you ❤️
↳ michaelitaliano I do disagree indeed 😃
↳ danielricciardo you're a close second mate
↳ michaelitaliano I'll take it 🤷♀️
landonorris looking good mate 🔥
charlesleclerc missing you round the track mate but glad you're having a good break!
charlottesiine is this announcement what I think it is? 👀
↳ y/nricciardo 😉
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y/nricciardo just senna doing a spot of light reading... baby ricciardo due september 2023 🤍
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danielricciardo so excited to start this new chapter with you my darling 🤍
charlottesiine oh my god you guys 😭 so so excited for you both! I haven't stopped crying since you told me at brunch 💛
↳ y/nricciardo of course you had to be one of the first people we told 💛
↳ charlesleclerc she's crying again 😭
↳ danielricciardo I can hear her on facetime with y/n right now... they're both crying
↳ y/nricciardo it's the hormones 😭
sebastianvettel congratulations guys! it's an incredible thing and I know you guys are going to love every second
landonorris congratulations! hope you got enough practice looking after me
michaelitaliano congratulations! cannot wait to meet baby ric!
f1 another honey badger for the paddock! congrats!
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danielricciardo y/n is currently taking a nap as the excitement of announcing baby ric has tired her out but I wanted to come on here to thank you all so much for the love and support you've shared with us, it's touched our hearts and we feel incredibly lucky 🤍
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charlottesiine you make sure you look after her okay?
↳ danielricciardo of course
y/nricciardo that nap was so needed 😭
↳ danielricciardo I almost joined you ❤️
y/nricciardo oh my god you look so dad vibes in this pic I can't deal 😭🥺
y/nanddannypics omg omg omg I still can't believe it
thericciardos OH MY GOD THEY'RE HAVING A BABY
danielfan I'm so excited for them 😭
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y/nricciardo senna is so excited to announce that he will be getting a little brother! 💙
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danielricciardo so excited to meet him baby ❤️
↳ y/nricciardo me too love!
landonorris I'm just saying that lando is a great name
↳ charlesleclerc charles is way better
↳ pierregasly pierre is the classiest
↳ michaelitaliano sorry guys, he's gonna be named after uncle michael 😌
↳ y/nricciardo guys 😭
charlottesiine I'm so excited for the baby shower! 💛
↳ y/nricciardo omg me too! 💛
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danielricciardo not long to go now! starting to feel so real... baby ric, we can't wait to meet you 💙
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y/nricciardo so crazy to think he'll be lying in that spot in a month 💙
↳ danielricciardo so excited to have him here
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y/nricciardo getting that parenting practice in this weekend with some uncle duties ❤️
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danielricciardo these pictures are adorable baby, I didn't even realise you'd taken the second one ❤️
↳ y/nricciardo mr ricciardo you are going to be an incredible father and I'm so happy we get to experience this joy together
↳ danielricciardo I love you darling ❤️
↳ michaelitaliano he's crying in the gym toilet 😭
↳ y/nricciardo oh my god 😭
↳ danielricciardo way to ruin the mood 🧍♂️
daniely/nlove daniel crying in the bathroom is me whenever these two post
dannyy/nfam okay but the way that they've shared this whole journey with us is beautiful
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y/nricciardo our baby honey badger decided he wanted to meet us a little early! looking forward to introducing him to the world once we've enjoyed him to ourselves for a little while 💙
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danielricciardo ❤️
charlottesiine omg! stay safe and keep us updated guys 💛
↳ y/nricciardo will do!
landonorris ahhh so excited!
michaelitaliano okay now I'm the one crying in the gym toilet 😭
↳ danielricciardo mate 😭
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danielricciardo hi world, meet joseph sebastian ricciardo 💙
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y/nricciardo my little angel 💙
charlottesiine he's absolutely gorgeous, I already want more cuddles
charlesleclerc congratulations guys!
sebastianvettel love the name 😉 congratulations guys, enjoy him!
pierregasly I still can't get over how tiny he is! congrats!
landonorris I'm not the only one crying right?
↳ michaelitaliano I'm crying again too don't worry mate
↳ y/nricciardo michael 😭 you're worse than me and I have the excuse of hormones 😂
thericciardofam omg omg omg they named him seb I- 😭
danielfan oh my god? they? named him? after seb? 😭
y/nfan omggg he's here!! 🥺
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y/nricciardo my boys 🤍 happy anniversary my love. thank you for giving me our baby boy and loving me each day
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danielricciardo 🤍
michaelitaliano baby merch next?
↳ y/nricciardo 👀
↳ danielricciardo now you're giving her ideas
landonorris I'm crying in the bathroom again
thericciardogram omg this is too cute!
y/nnoticeme her posts are always so aesthetic 🥺
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danielricciardo happy anniversary baby ❤️ can't believe this time last year it was just the two of us and now here we are travelling with our baby honey badger. thank you for giving me the gift of fatherhood and being such an amazing wife and mother 🤍
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y/nricciardo love you 🤍
michaelitaliano happy anniversary guys!
landonorris happy anniversary !
charlottesiine happy anniversary loves!
thericciardofam the way that the outfits match in each post 😭 sobbing 😭
theircciardos his little feetsies omg 🥺
y/nanddan omg the way that they both posted the other one matching with joseph is so cute 😭
Driver! Pierre Gasly x Actress! OC (Anellise Flinch)
Fake Dating, Friends to Lovers
Summary: can they be away? Or will the memories come back until make it unbearable?
Words: 4.9k
Warnings: break up, panic attack
a/n: i know all of you hate me! But hey! Here we have a new chapter. I really hope you like it. I'll take some days off, to write the last chapter and get better because right now my head and throat are killing me, thank God I finished this before getting sick.
Italics are flashbacks
"What do you mean?" Pierre frowned looking at her.
The moment he walked inside the bedroom and saw her with the suitcase, he felt his heart beating fast. And when she said those words he felt anxious, nauseous.
"I have to leave" she sighed biting her lip. "I'll start recording a new movie soon and I'll be away so many months" she said, not daring to look at him.
"Okay" he nodded confused. "I get it. But why you said we needed to talk?"
"We have to break up" she said. "The deal. Is already done. I talked with Marina some days ago, before going to Como. We are done"
"What?" He frowned, not understanding anything. "But... What about the rumours? We had the deal to stop them"
"There are no rumours anymore" she said, trying to stay calm. She wants to stay, be with him. But is her dream, her job. "I'll stop following you on media, and our interactions will be less. Just to let you know"
He can't understand who is the person that is in front of him. Where is the sweet Annelise that gave him love gazes? The one that held him when he was feeling down? Why is she talking so... Coldly?
"Why are you doing this?" he frowned looking at her. "Why are you leaving me? I thought... I thought there was something between us. I thought it wasn't a deal anymore"
She looked at him and swallowed thickly. Yeah, there's something between them.
"Why are you being so selfish?" he mumbled looking at her, hurt.
"It's my dream, Pierre" she said. "I'll be away four months! I... I can barely be away from you a week without feeling my heart call for you. How do you think it will be for four months? I need to be focused"
"And you can be focused" he said taking ateos closer to her. "Lis, please... Don't do this"
"I'm sorry, Pierre" she whispered feeling her heart breaking slowly. "I have to leave"
"No, please. Don't leave like this!" He exclaimed holding her hands. "Just... Think about it please. Think about us"
Us. Is there something like that? Something real?
"Give me time" she whispered. "I... I need to be focused, this is my dream. I need to do it right, Pierre"
She didn't want to cry, but he's making it too difficult. The way he was looking at her, how he held her hands. How, with his body language, he's begging her to stay with him.
"If Christian Horner asked you to go back to RedBull you would give up everything to sign with them" she said with tears in her eyes.
"But I wouldn't give up the woman I love, Annelise!"
The woman he loves? Did she heard right? Does he loves her?
"I have to leave, Pierre" she whispered chocking on her own tears.
"Promise me to text me" he mumbled wiping away her tears. He never liked seeing her cry, neither of happiness or sadness. "Please, Lis"
She looked at him and hugged his waist, hiding her face on his chest, her body shaking with the sobs. He held her close to him, hoping that it made her stay. But the moment she took a step back, he knew.
"Goodbye, Pierre Gasly" she whispered wiping away her tears with the palm of her hand, breathing in deeply and trying to relax. "It was so beautiful being your girlfriend"
He didn't stop her. He saw how she grabbed her suitcase and walked away, leaving the keys of his house on the small plate next to the door, and without looking back at him she walked out.
The house smells like her, smells like that perfume he gifted her one day they were walking around the shops in Milan. It smells like caramel and vanilla. And it makes his stomach drop, wanting to throw up. Her rooms still has some things, that gave him hopes. Maybe she left them on purpose letting him know she will come back.
He can't believe it. He let her slip through his fingers.
Going to the airport was a torture. It made her remember the first time she saw him, leaning on his blue Honda and trying to act cool. And now she's leaving without him. She doesn't know if he will forgive her, if he will ever forgive what she did.
He loves her. He said that. He said she's the woman he loves. And instead of staying and saying she loves him back, she just walked away, leaving him on the room without looking back. Because she knows that if she looked back at him she would have stayed, wrapped her arms around him and kissed him.
But life is hard. Love is hard. And even if she felt like if she was on a fairytale with Pierre, she knew that it had to end soon. They were going to have only one month more, the thought of still dating after that never crossed their minds. But maybe after this, that was something that won't happen ever.
When Annelise sat on the plane she sighed, grabbing her laptop and closing her eyes when she saw the wallpaper of it. A picture of them during a festival on America. Her mind played tricks with her making the memories come back.
"I have to tell you something" Pierre said smiling.
They where on the hotel in New York, sitting on the couch while reading some books the bought on a bookstore on the street. The original plan was going to Central Park and reading there, but a sudden summer storm made it completely impossible.
"Oh? What is it" she smiled sitting comfortably on the couch.
"I booked two tickets for a festival" he said. "A lantern festival"
"No way! You remembered!" She exclaimed leaving the book on her lap, looking at him surprised.
When they played that game of 20 questions, she told him that one of her favourite movies is Tangled. How she always wanted to be the real Rapunzel and be on the live action movie, experience the same thing she lived while looking the lanterns.
"Of course" he laughed. "It will be in two days"
She looked at him with the brightest smile she ever gave him, moving to be on top of him and kiss his lips.
Two days after, they were already on a rented car, going to that place that is five hours away to just see the lights. It was a movie, they were on her favorite movie and she couldn't help but feel like a toddler. She was the happiest, and he was with her. They stopped on a small market to buy things for dinner, a lantern and a blanket to lay on it.
She couldn't believe it yet even when they turned on the lantern, holding it and looking at each other. When they let it go she hugged him, resting her head on his chest making him rest his chin on top of her head.
"Wait" he smiled kissing the top of her head, pulling away from the hug and walking to the married couple that gave them the lighter. "Can you take a picture of us, please?"
They smiled and stood up, the man grabbed Pierre's phone and took pictures of them while the woman stood next to her husband, a big smile on her lips while looking at the pictures.
"You two look so lovely together" she smiled.
"Thank you" Annelise smiled at her, her heart getting warm by her words.
She swallowed hard, those memories hurting her. Did she make the right decision? Of course not. She loves him. But is the best for both of them.
He hated feeling that way. He hated walking in front of her room and opening the door all the times he walked on its way and look at ber things. It has been nearly two weeks. Two weeks with no answers, no news. He has no idea where is she right now, where is she recording. He tried to be like one of those fans that goes to the deepest wen and search information about the movie.
But the moment he realized he was acting like a freak he stopped. She asked him for time. He has to give her that, right? It's her dream, think about someone else will make it more difficult, right?
But he loves her! He told her he loves her! Why she didn't stayed? Maybe he wasn't clear enough, maybe he didn't say it out loud.
Brazil was hard. He tried to act like if everything was fine. Like if they were still being an item.
"Why did Annelise stop following you?" some media interviewrs asked him on his way to the paddock. "Why she's not here"
"Her account was hacked" he lied. "She's filming a new project" he excised himself, walking away and pressing his ID card on the scanner.
He tried to look happy, at least smiley, even if deep inside he was questioning everything. He didn't say it loud enough. Hs not enough for her.
"Hey, Pierre!" Charles smiled looking at him, but frowned the moment he saw his fake smile. "Oh, what happened?"
"Hm? No, nothing" he said, brushing out the topic. "Just tired. Jet lag, you know"
"Then it's not about why Annelise stopped following you on Instagram?" he said rising an eyebrow. "Come on, you can tell me"
He looked at the Ferrari driver and took a deep breath, swallowing thickly and licking his lips.
"She left" he said making sure no one was around. "She left because of work. The deal is broken, whatever we had is broken"
Charles looked at the Frenchman and sighed, patting his back and giving him a sad smile.
"You and I know it's not broken" he sighed.
"Really? Is not? Because I think she left it clear leaving me and not looking back" he groaned. "I want to be mad. I really want to get all the things she left on my house and burn them, or throw them away. But I can't! Because I love her so damn much that it hurts. The other day I went to her room to grab a thing I needed and it still smells like her".
Charles sighed looking at him. The time they were together, even if it was fake, they spent time the three of them. Sometimes they even had double dates on Milan or Monaco. And somehow he felt how much she loved him too. But when Pierre told him that she left, it left him confused. Maybe everything was an act?
"If you don't talk to her you won't know what is going on in her mind" Charles frowned.
Pierre sighed, looking how his friend walked inside the red building. He tried to talk with her, but everytime he goes to the chat the share, he doesn't know what to write. That he misses her? Well, it's true. When will she come back? He doesn't want to put pressure on her, he knows she wants to focus. Does she love him as much as he does? He write that every hour of every day, but deletes it before sending it, leaving the chat with no new messages.
He wants to go a month back, right when their bond was the best. He wants to go back to when they spent days together on his apartment or when they went around places to explote. He wants to live on those days everything was perfect and he could love her.
She was asleep next to him, her golden hair was spread all over his arm while her head was on his chest. She looks like an angel, he thought.
Last night he came from an sponosor event, and when he walked inside his room he found her sleeping on his bed with one of his shirts. He smiled softly, taking off his clothes and sitting on the bed next to her, laying slowly and wrapping his arm around her.
"Hm? Pierre?" she mumbled opening her eyes slowly, snuggling closer to him.
"I'm sorry I came late, the event was longer than I thought" he whisper covering themselves with the blanket, kissing her forehead and holding her closer.
"It's okay" she jawned, leaning on him and relaxing on his arms, falling asleep again.
Everytime they shared a bed he fell more for her, holding her, knowing their hearts were beating at the same time, same speed. How her breath dtickled his chest, how her scent was all the breathed at night, making his nostrils memorize that perfume of roses, caramel, popcorn and vanilla. It become his new favorite scent.
When the light of the dah started to bright the room he was the first to wake up, hugging her tighter making her wake up too. They spent some minutes there, holding each other on the bed and breathing deeply, looking out of the window.
"It seems that it will rain soon" she whispered rubbing her eyes with her fingers. "The sky is ugly grey"
"Yeah, I read about it yesterday" Pierre whispered playing with her hair.
"You know what it means?" she smiled looking up at him with a smile. "Stay at home and do things together"
He laughed at that, hugging her with both of his arms and kissing her head while she giggled.
Days together were their favorite, doing absolutely nothing but at the same time a lot. They spent the day reading, or making cookies. While he played on the simulator of his office she lated on the floor surrounded by cushions and with her legs on the glass, reading the new book she bought, one she already read not long ago but got it on Italian so she could learn more than she already knows. When Pierre finished his lap he went towards her, laying next to her on the same position.
"What are you reading?" He asked her, letting her rest her head on his arm.
"Normal People" she smiled looking at him, pecking his lips. "Can I try the simulator?"
"Of course" she smiled, letting her sit and get up before him.
He adjusted the seat and settings for her, searching an easy track where she could race. The moment she grabbed the wheel and started to drive he was impressed, how easy she made it.
"Oh god, this is so funny!" she exclaimed, looking how she overtook some cars.
He looked at her, falling more and more, seeing how she drove with a big smile on her lips and not taking her eyes out of the screen, how the tip of her tongue was trapped between her teeth. Everything of her is perfect. She is perfect for him. He can't wait to tell her his feeling. But, when?
It hurts. It hurts so much knowing that she's on his mind all the time and he can't have her in front of him. It hurts how his mind is laughing at him for falling for her, showing him all those memories and torturing him. It hurts.
She looked at the cars on her screen, her eyes going to the table at the left of it, searching his initials.
She tried to stay away from him. But the fact that she's still wearing the necklace that matches with his, and wears the perfume he gifted her it makes her impossible to not think about him. Her heart aches for him, and she hates it.
"You okay?" Timothée asked her, sitting on the chair next to hers.
"Yeah. Just... Watching him" she sighed, her heart beating faster when the cameras were following his car during his lap.
"Your boyfriend?" her cast mate asked and friend asked her. "Pierre Gasly?"
"Yeah..." she sighed. "Tim, I miss him so damn much. I regret everything I did"
When the whole cast was reunited to record the film, Annelise and Timothée spent most of the time together, as well as Zendaya did with them. The three of them were together most of the time, and when she couldn't hold it anymore, she told them everything she was carrying on her heart. How she regrets leaving Pierre, hoe much she loves and misses him. And they were there for her, to keep her company and make sure she felt supported. Because being away from a loved one is hard, everyone knows it. And she's not the exception.
"Why don't you call him, Anne?" he sighed looking at her, watching the screen of her phone too.
"He hates me, I left him" she mumbled.
If only she knew...
"I'm sure he doesn't" he said wrapping an arm around her to comfort her.
They were recording on the dessert of Abu Dhabi. She was so close and at the same time so far from him. He doesn't know she's there, and it will be better if it stays like that. She didn't have to film on this place, but didn't want to be alone, so she travelled with all the team, going to all the places and helping with everything she could do.
That day was a hot day, and the fact that she knew that Pierre was on the same place, if made her more unfocused. She was on her own world, looking at his practices, cheering silently for him. The day was going great, at the moment.
The make up artist called her because they needed her to check a new make up and hair style, making her stop watching and go to the traiker were the team was.
"I think that for your own health and with all the heat here, it will the best if we cut your hair instead of using the wig, what do you think?" the hair stylist proposed her with a smile.
"Oh... Okay" she nodded, feeling her heart beat fast. They were going to cut her hair, the hair Pierre loved to play with.
She sat there, letting them do their thing, not noticing the necklace breaking after a rough movement of the hair artist when the robe got stuck on it. Less than an hour passed and her hair was done, cut over her shoulders.
"You look so beautiful" Zendaya smiled hugging her.
"He liked my hair" she mumbled touching it, how straight it was and ended on her shoulders.
After that she went to her trailer, getting ready to have a shower and take off all the sample hair that was on her back, itching a little. She got undressed after opening the water key, sigheknd while looking at her hair in the mirror.
And then her eyes fell on her chest. They nacklace is not there anymore.
"No, no, no, no, no" she mumbled looking around anxious.
She can lose her long hair, but not the necklace. Not his necklace.
She wrapped her body with the robe and walked around the trailer, searching for the necklace. She looked between the chusions of the couch, on her bed, on all her clothes, on the floor under the table, on her bag. But she couldn't find it. And it made her panic more.
She walked out of the trailer, her eyes scanning all the place. The floor, all the places she was on that day. The chair where she sat with Timothée, where she huddled Zendaya after she finished filming a scene, on the catering zone under the table, on the othing trailer. Then she went to the hair and make up trailer, the last place she was in.
"Sarah... Please tell you found a necklace here while cleaning" she said with tears in her eyes.
"Oh?" The brunette woman frowned looking at her. "Yeah, I think I did".
Annelise felt how a weight left her shoulders, but the moment when the hairdresser turned around and showed her the broken necklace.
"Is it yours?" the woman asked her and she swallowed thickly while nodding. "Oh... The chain is broken"
Annelise looked at it, feeling how her chest started to ache. It's broken. The necklace is broken.
They were walking around Tokyo, the neon light shining on the night. Yuki asked them to join him for dinner on one of his favorite restaurants, so they were making their own way to meet the young driver.
"Oh, look!" Annelise smiled, holding his hand and pushing him with her to one of the small tables that was outside a small store.
It was a jewelry store, with small things. Rings, necklaces, bracelets, earrings. She looked at all of them carefully with a smile on her lips.
"Oh, hi" the woman smiled making a bow, talking with a perfect English, making Annelise and Pierre smile relieved and look at the woman.
"Hi" Pierre and Annelise smiled giving the woman a bow too.
"Did something catch your eyes?" the woman asked with a smile, looking at them.
Pierre smiled, scanning his eyes all over the table until he saw two necklaces. One was golden and other silver, the golden one bad a 'P' on it and the silver one an 'A' on it. It was a section with initials, but the cat that those two letters were together made him smile.
"How much for those two?" he said pouting with his finger to the necklaces.
"2000 yen" she smiled looking at the couple.
"Then I want them" Pierre smiled, grabbing his wallet and two bills of 1000 yen, handing them to the woman.
Annelise was looking at him blushing. Did he really bought a couple necklace?
"Here" Pierre smiled, grabbing the golden necklace and putting it around her back, clipping it on her nape. "See? You look better with golden jewelry" he said winking at her.
"Are you okay, Annelise?" the hairdresser asked her frowning.
She just nodded, holding the necklace on her chest and walking out of the trailer. On her way to her personal trailer she bumped into Timothée, but since she was looki g stt he floor hiding her tears, she didn't notice him.
"Annelise?" the man frowned following her with his eyes, and when he saw that she locked herself on the trailer, he knew something was wrong.
He frowned walking towards the door knocking on it softly. Zendaya showed up, and when she saw the frown on her friend's face she knew something happened with Annelise.
"Anne... open the door, sweety" Zendaya sighed knocking on it, talking softly. But when they heard sobs coming from inside their worry grew more.
She felt stupid, crying over a necklace. But it wasn't a simple necklace. It was the nacklace with his initial, the 'P' engraved on it. It was the necklace that stayed on her chest, close to her heart, for the last month. She never took it out, and when she had to do that, she always tried to wear it until the last moment before recording a new scene. It was a way of having him with her, of having Pierre near her heart.
But now it's gone. He's gone. And it was because her fault, because she walked away. She should have asked him to keep the relationship, to forget about the deal and keep dating. But all she did was think about a dream. But what is a dream if you are not enjoying it with your lived ones, sharing the experience.
She heard the knocks on the door, and standingnuo while cleaning the tears out of her face, she ooened it, letting her friends walk in and wrap his arms around her.
"What happened, An?" He asked her.
"The necklace" she whispered showing them the golden chain broken.
Zendaya looked carefully at it and sighed. They are done with her suffering. It's not fair seeing her on this state and not doing anything for her.
"Tell me what you need" Timothée whispered cupping the cheeks of his friend and wiping away her tears. "Tell us what do you need and we will be there to make it, okay? It hurts seeing you so sad"
She looked at her two friends. It makes her happy have them there, supporting her. But they are not what she needs right now.
"She needs him" Zendaya whispered, looking how Annelise closed her hand around the necklace and placing her fist on her chest.
He finished the second practice and media duties quicker thank he expected, all being so smooth and congratulating him for a nice finish on P7.
His day was going good, but the moment he walked inside his room on the hospitality after taking a shkeer and saw three missed calls he frowned. And when he saw who called he panicked.
It was her. She called him. Three times. And he wasn't there.
So he called back immediately. The tones made his heart beat fast and breath get faster, heavy
"Pierre?" someone talked at the other side. That's not Annelise.
"Who are you?" he frowned, looking to a fix spot on the wall.
"I... I'm Timothée, Annelise's cast mate" the voice said and Pierre sighed. Timothée Chalamet, the lead of the movie she's recording, Dune.
"Oh... why are you calling?" He sighed closing his eyes.
"She needs you" the other man said, making Pierre open his eyes quickly and frown. "Look. She has been miserable all this recent days and we can't handle anymore. But today happened something that really made her have a breakdown, and we don't know anything else to do".
He didn't say anything, all the information getting inside his brain, processing it slowly.
"I know you might feel like this or worse... But please, if you love her, if you really do, come to her" Timothée begged.
Pierre frowned getting up from the couch. He doesn't even know what to do. What he can do? He doesn't know where she is, how is she. Does she know her friends are calling him with her phone?
"We are in Abu Dhabi too" Timothée said quckly, making Pierre stop breathing.
Too? How does he know he is in Abu Dhabi?
"She was watching all your races, Pierre..." he sighed. "We finished our recording day and are heading to the hotel"
"Where is it? I'll be there" he said quickly, holding the phone on his ear with his shoulder while he packed all his things inside the backpack.
Timothée told him in which hotel they were staying and Pierre made his way out of the hospitality, bumping into Charles.
"Hey, mate" Charles laughed looking at him. "Why the rush?"
"I found her" he said quickly, hugging him. "I found her!"
He left Charles looking at him confused, but the moment he started run through the paddock, the Monegasque smiled proud.
He went to his car, ignoring as much fans as he could, and drove out of the parking lot. He asked Siri to guide him to the hotel she was staying and when he found it he parked the car quickly, not caring if he locked it or not.
He ran issude the hotel, not looking around to check the interior design, and went to the elevator pressing the button of the floor where she was. He looked at the mirror, fixing his hair with his shaking hands. He took a quick shower but couldn't fix his hair, making it look messy. But that's nothing compared of how messy his heart is beating inside his chest.
He walked slowly, feeling his heartbeat on his ears, and tried to calm himself before knocking on the door. He did it three times, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath.
It's not the first time he sees her having a panic attack, so he knows that what she needs right now is someone calmed.
It was 3 a.m and he felt the bed empty when he turned around. It was weird. She always slept like a baby next to him.
Pierre got up, rubbing his eyes with the palm of his hand and walked around the apartment searching her, and when he saw the light of the kitchen on he walked inside of it. What he didn't expect was finding her on the floor, curled on herself and shaking.
"Lis?" he frowned kneeling in front of her. "Hey, are you okay?"
"I fucked up" she whispered. "I fucked up so bad"
"What? What happened?" he whispered holding her hands.
"I was doing the interview, the one I told you I was going to do at night because it was for an American show" she whispered, her voice shaking.
"Now it make sense why you look so beautiful" he smiled looking at her, hoping to make her smile, and holding her making her sit on his lap.
"I just talked about the bad relationship with Olivia" she mumbled, chocking on her own sobs and not being able to breathe well. "I... Fuck, I told everyone how bad she was with me, with everyone"
"Hey" he whispered cupping her cheeks and making her look at me. "Breathe with me, okay? Then you can tell me everything that happened"
She looked at him with panic on her eyes and nodded. Pierre placed her hands on his bare chest, holding them there with his own hands on top of hers, and started to breathe in slowly through his nose while looking into her eyes. She imitated him, or at least she tried at first. And when she got it, she closed her eyes and rested her head on his neck, hugging him close.
"I don't know what I would do without you Pierre" she whispered, her breath brushing his bare chest making him shiver.
He saw how the door opened slowly, a tall brunette woman he recognized looked at him.
"Pierre" Zendaya smiled looking at him. "Thank you, really. She really needs you"
Pierre nodded, walking inside the room and sighing when he saw her there, laying on the bed while hugging a pillow like she used to hug him.
"I'll leave you two alone, okay?" Zendaya smiled walking towards Annelise, kissing her temple and looking up at Pierre.
He didn't see Zendaya closing the door, his eyes are only for her. For the woman she loves.
Pierre walked slowly towards the bed, laying on it and taking off the pillow. He observed her with attentive eyes. Her hair is short, lips dry because of the sun and cheeks wet. Her left hand was on a fist, holding something close to her chest
"I'm here" he whispered, holding her close. "I'm here, my love. I won't leave, okay?"
"Pierre?" she whispered opening her eyes slowly, more tears showing on her eyes. "Tell me this is not a dream... Please tell me you are real"
"I'm real" he whispered wiping away her tears, kissing her forehead. "I'm going to stay with you, okay? Forever"
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