It had been a while since Fell had a nightmare.
He slept only a few hours at a time, usually stayed awake and would either just go on a walk around the Village or stay in his home. Maybe read that book Sierra had given him until drowsiness set in and he could try sleeping again. But that night, he dreamed about his Games. About the Arena collapsing around him and watching as Larka leaped across the gap between him and the crumbling bridge under her feet.Â
But as soon as he would reach out to her, her eyes would fill with fear and she screamed, immediately dropping into the dark waters below. Her scream still echoed in his mind even when he woke with a start. Body tense and breathing rapid, Fell closed his eyes and tried to calm himself down. His mind was on fire, playing that moment of his Games over and over, along with the faces and screams of all the other kids he had killed. Behind closed eyelids, though, all he could see was his sister.Â
Eventually, Fell got up and threw on his jacket, slipping the hood up over his head. It was almost routine for him to go out after a nightmare, make his way out the door and down the street. With winter creeping into the Village the nights were much colder. But Fell grew up in the mountains of District Two, he was used to the cold.
His usual path had him walking up toward the Garcia household and he had spared a glance toward the front porch. He wasnât surprised to see Serenity sitting outside, bundled up as well from the cold. Naturally, Fell had turned toward the sidewalk leading up to her house, only sparing her a glance in greeting before taking a seat next to her on the top step.
âCanât sleep, either?â he finally asked, knowing better than to try and mask the slight tremor in his tone. Larkaâs scream was still faint in the back of his mind, the look of fear so crisp and clear, as if she had been terrified of her own brother and what he had become. //@serenity-garciaâ
It was hard to sleep that night. It was only an hour ago that she had returned from the Capitol, having been called in by one of her regular clients. Normally she could take herself out of the scenario, going with the motions and not being present at all. But earlier that night, it was difficult. Everything that had happened over the past few months made it harder and each day it was getting worse.Â
So, when she left not only was she sore all over her body, but she was sore in her heart and fog descended on her head. She climbed the steps to her house, the one that she had won for her family and didnât bother to approach the door. She pulled at the deep red coat she was encouraged to wear and sat there. Trying to think, but also trying not to.Â
Serenity wasnât surprised to see Fell. They often crossed paths in the middle of the night, so much so, her first stop when she couldnât sleep was Fellâs house. The silence was both welcome and smothering. It was too much to think about and when Fell spoke she let out a little sigh. âYeah. Everything decided to be come into blinding focus tonight. I guess you couldnât either?â