Do you ever feel like you take relationships for granted but then once they start deteriorating, you wish you could take everything back. You wish you could redo every second and make the good times even more memorable and reverse every argument, every misunderstanding, every misprint, every fight, every tear. And then you start thinking that it might be completely over soon and you can't picture anyone else understanding that other person like you did. It's like this overwhelming jealously and regret you wish had been there before it was too late. That's kind of how everything in life is. You always regret things when it's too late. Regret becomes such small word for the feeling. It's ok to overthink things, it's ok to be over conscious on your surroundings and be protective. You can't ever erase the past and everything already done and said is officially meant. Once you get too comfortable, before you know it everything you thought you had all put perfectly together is gone.
