update
hi i am back and . ou. alot has happened
ive been to the hospital multiple times during the weeks for my guardian and myself, my reasons arent that important but i got a kidney infection, kidney stones and food poisoning. although my guardian has alot going on, and just today they were diagnosed with lung cancer, and have a limited amount of time left to live
i mean hey woopee the person who gave me trauma is about to die! but, at the same time i guess it does.. upset me? i really dont know why, or how, i feel sympathy for them, it makes myself mad that i do? but yea
because of this i might end up homeless with no where to live and im a bit frightened, id have no internet to text anyone and no one to contact due to having no data . no idea how to pay bills or taxes and id practically starve myself to get by but i really dont know what the future holds for me. i really dont know
but i didnt mention i got my art diploma earlier this year and im happy , im glad i got to experience a real certificate i deserved for once!





















