𝖝𝖆𝖓𝖆𝖝 & 𝖐𝖊𝖙𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖊

hello, welcome~ ☆he/ it/ vamp☆ i make art, and occasionally reblog a few posts out of boredom :)

[servantirl]

update

hi i am back and . ou. alot has happened

ive been to the hospital multiple times during the weeks for my guardian and myself, my reasons arent that important but i got a kidney infection, kidney stones and food poisoning. although my guardian has alot going on, and just today they were diagnosed with lung cancer, and have a limited amount of time left to live

i mean hey woopee the person who gave me trauma is about to die! but, at the same time i guess it does.. upset me? i really dont know why, or how, i feel sympathy for them, it makes myself mad that i do? but yea

because of this i might end up homeless with no where to live and im a bit frightened, id have no internet to text anyone and no one to contact due to having no data . no idea how to pay bills or taxes and id practically starve myself to get by but i really dont know what the future holds for me. i really dont know

but i didnt mention i got my art diploma earlier this year and im happy , im glad i got to experience a real certificate i deserved for once!

[servantirl]

hi

[servantirl]

tiny update on my silly mental health

hi ! im still doing well, im a little happier and doing better i think! ALSO GOOD NEWS! I PASSED MY ART MAJOR! i am now majoring in childcare AND animation, tech and gaming! didnt think i would. yk, get this far, but im a little happy i got this far, it feels nice to actually feel gratification and success from passing something even as simple as an test or quiz, and this is one of those moments, i really am happy about it. i have been drinking a bit more than usual though, and it makes me dizzy, especially vodka and rum but i am not becoming an alcoholic, my liver is not built for that !

but i also think abt how i do miss people in the past i was friends with, yea i mightve been a terrible, manipulative person by mistake but i take full accountability into that. i just wish i didnt act like that, god knows maybe i wouldnt have had a suicidal attempt if i just tried to be a better person but ah- the past is the past, the present is now and is what matters!

p.s if any old friends happen to see this i would love to be in contact again if not thats ok but my discord is monster4u !

P.P.S IM OBSESSED WITH A NEW GAME CALLED JOHN DOE OH MY GOD PLEASE RECOMMEND GOOD ARTISTS OF JOHN DOE IF ANYONE KNOWS PLEEEASE I LITERALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WISH I HAD A BOYFRIEND EXACTLY LIKE HIM ( in a sane way )

[servantirl]

oh my fucking god i hate people so much. like, loud sigh. i have gotten alot better, im now seeing a therapist. i am alive and well, but goodness gracious, i try to be nice and i still make people upset somehow. im too mean, or too nice where it upsets people like how. how does that actually happen. HOW DOES TAT HAPPE- but basically im having a little episode right now. the five stages of grief precisely, but i am. being as relaxed and calm as i can be right now, so i dont go overly crazy and/or upset like i use to be. its definitely something atleast, instead of thinking with my emotions im using my brain for once, thank the therapist (praise emoji) but. sometimes i really just hate people, like how was i suppose to know how you felt and you need me to immediately apologize and say " do you not care how i felt?" LIKE DAMN U JUST TOLD ME U WAS MAD AND NOW U NEED AN IMMEDIATE APOLOGY? GOODNESS GRACIOUS! let me process it first, let us talk a bout it? sighs louuuddlyy.

so anyways how are you guys?

[servantirl]

oh em gee i am not ok im going to actually do skth so drastic it will go down in school history!!/ref

but i feel terrible, i really wanna just. dissappear, or in better words, die ♡ idk, everything is so overwhelming, i have a maths gcse tomorrow and i was already stressed, having my fp just randomly leave me again, and again, and again, is getting so tiring that idk what to do with myself anymore. but my hands hurt, my arms hurt, my torso hurts, everything is hurting so badly and i dont know what to do, idek what i did wrong. all the communication just gone, yet i begged him to communicate with me and he said he would, did he? no , heart emoji♡. everything just. feels so bland. ive been so upset that i keep dissociating and phasing out, trying not to cry omw to college and in class, this all fucking sucks. i just wanna be happy for fucking ONE WEEK BRUH

[dr2-hell]

bed of roses

[weezeryuri]

making a collection

[pepsimansthickjuicymeatyschlong]

hey op heres a new one

[jaimeski]

rb to jump with me

[servantirl]

i hate it here, i hate not being able to love someone! it feels so lonely, cause no one loves me back, or even wants to flirt with me

just fucking cries

[servantirl]

yk . do u ever hate when u get ur hopes up? i do that alot, i hate myself for it, kinda crazy. like aw man.. u thought u had a future with someone? wrong! fucking idiot of a brain. i just kinda assume i wont have anything good in my life anymore, no beneficial friends, no partner, no future or job or whatever the fuck. sure most of that isnt important but i am dependant on people, idk how to do shit myself but i am trying and no one understands. when ppl yell at me for even trying it makes me wanna not do it at all, and just become dependant on them. like wow! i fucking hate myself, and i really wanna die!! im not only in alot of pain rn, i feel so fucking sick that i *was* sick in the morning, and i had no fucking comfort from it, instead i was laughed at. this is why i wish i had a FUCKING PARTNER! but. its whatever, kinda dont wanna live anyway, its all pointless in the end. i dont have anything good coming to me. i just kinda wished i had something to dream for, someone to trust , something to hold onto as a gift, something to hope and belief, but i dont.

because no one cares.

[nota1ent]

pls don't tag kin/id/me

[twistcmyk]

[smallix]

Wip

Trying their first kiss

[dr2-hell]

cozy komahina.... >>>

[gh-0st-y]

hiiihi uh🥺🥺 nagito x hajime uhhh 🤣🤣🤣 nagito being a bitchy bottom brat and hajime being done w his shit so he wrecks him hard against a wall LMAO BYE🕺🕺🕺

omg hii!!! my first ask!!!! alrr!! ty dear for the request, ill try my best!! this may be shit considering i dont really know how to write for hajime, but i can surely try!! hope you enjoy <3

cw : dom!hajime , sub!nagito , choking , biting , edging , denial of release , dacryphilia .

a moan came from the white haired boy, going up and down against the wall as the brunette thrusted into his ass at a quick pace. nagitos arms were wrapped around hajimes neck, and his legs wrapped around hajimes waist, holding him tightly as he pushed the boy into him further.

" sh-shut up. youre so fucking loud. " hajime mumbled, continuing to abuse nagitos hole, gripping his hips tightly that was sure to bruise later.

nagito grinned as he moaned, " y-you– ngh-!- want me to shut up soOo fucking– mm- bad? then do it yours-!" nagito was cut off as hajimes hand wrapped around his neck, squeezing. his eyes rolled into the back of his head, feeling pure ecstasy.

" i said, slut..shut up. " hajime growled as he bit down on nagitos neck, causing the white haired boy to throw his head back in pleasure. one of nagitos hands made its way into hajimes hair, pulling on it.

soon, nagito could feel the pool of arousal start to build in his stomach, precum leaking from his tip. he let out a raspy moan, trying to warn hajime, " i-im– hgh-!- c-cu-!"

but hajime stopped thrusting, letting out heavy breaths as he stared down at nagitos ruined body, releasing his hold on his neck. nagito whined, tears welling up in his eyes as he begged hajime to keep going.

hajime smirked, breathing out, " lets see how long you can hold out."

authors note ; aaa!!! i did it!! i hope this turned out well, being my first request and all – this was pretty fun to write!! to request again my dear, have a good day/good night!! <3

[servantirl]

hi! im looking for some source mates from danganronpa.

i am a nagito komaeda kin, and im still a minor but nearly an adult, so i dont really care about talking to anyone, so just msg if interested^

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[catptain-whiskers-deactivated20]

This is so hysterical on so many levels, I love it..

[thatgirlwithadhd]

This is Scrat the Ice Age squirrel in human form

[kingjinxii]

there is no way to predict how this video will go

[im-living-in-the-walls]

I have been reduced to tears

[brightlotusmoon]

The sheer Rube Goldberg-ian surrealist absurdity keeps hitting me with thoughts like “this is how engineers swat flies” and now I can’t stop watching.

[elkian]

Wait this is the TOAST VIDEO I scrolled past this like a FOOL the other day I’ve been looking for this thing for WEEKS

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

This person nearly hospitalised themself so many times