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Where I'm just waiting for magicalthug to finish all of her grad school application stuff so that she can come off of hiatus. Seriously, speaking for the both of us, applying to grad school, studying for the GREs, working full time (and more), trying to have outside fun family times, while making time for tumblr -- it's been a long ... year. Pretty much a year, right? Since January when we took the class. That's when things really started to get going and kick up. Now, things are relaxing. Finally. After a freakin' year.

#.ooc

For Dean and Harry - there's some unspoken things that Harry does that probably saves a few lives. Things like - grabbing Dean's hands when they're taking Maggie trick-or-treating when someone jumps out at them so Dean doesn't react violently. It's telling people to back off, if they think it'd be a good idea, to try and pick a fight with him at a bar. It's sending Maggie off to play if there's that unspoken look passed between them where something is churning in Dean's mind and it's not a good time. Not saying it's easy on Harry. Not saying they don't have their problems. Not saying Harry gets it 100% of the time or that he's always understand or that he always gets what Dean needs, but it is a work in progress that they both work towards. It's really not easy. Not on Dean, or Harry, or and of their family or friends, but like Dean says - people have to be idiots to be his friend after how he is when he gets back from Hell and suffers through Sam's loss. Yet, some people do stick around.

#(( .hc ))

theavengingsuperwho

#(( .hell was my battlefield ))#this brings up the thought of a friend of mine who had come back from serving overseas #and just how bad his flashbacks can be (though he's gotten better)#to where - as a parallel to this gifset -#he was in a bar with some friends #and things got a little heated (over a girl) and the men got a little rowdy #and then one thing led to another #and Pete says the next thing he remembers #he has this guy's blood on his hands #and he's can't stop hitting him #because he was trained to make sure that his enemy stayed down #and he went on autopilot/instinct/whatever you want to call it #and he said that if he hadn't been pulled away #he would have killed him #and had no idea that he was doing it it #for Dean - he can have those moments #where something triggers him #where the wrong movement at the right time can cause him to revert to instinct #where he'll black out and attack until the threat is gone #and it's not like he can just 'control' it #because the flashback isn't just something he can see through #it's as if he's reliving it again #like he's there again #and it's terrifying and humiliating and deadly and painful and all these negative emotions #and it takes a lot to cope with it #it's a lot of work and therapy and coping skills and having a strong support base #to learn how to cope (because there's no forgetting - there's no time when #you don't remember what happened during the times you fought)#and you have to take it day by day and minute by minute #and that's what he has to learn to do

guardiancastiel

i still can’t get over that mid-season finale. Poor Dean :(

#(( .videos ))#Slater!

cainmarked-blog

thank you jack daniel’s old number seven tennessee whiskey got me drinkin’ in heaven.

#(( .thousand yard gaze ))

sammywinchesterkp

#(( .videos ))

observando

any fool can be happy. It takes a man with real heart to make beauty out of the stuff that makes us weep.

Clive Barker (via observando)

#(( .hell was my battlefield ))

The exact reason why I won't write that Dean has the Mark of Cain is that I can just as easily play out this darkness that he has within him in a way that still speaks to his decline as a morally black and white man with the way that it was foreshadowed that the Winchesters could be(come) sociopaths. (but Dean needs the MoC in order to do all this!!!) People say. Not exactly - comes my reply. I can just as easily write that he "snaps"/is depressed/is on the edge constantly/is agitated/paranoid etc. just by saying that - as Dean says, he's served in hell. He has war veterans asking him where he served because he has that thousand yard gaze now. He holds that glass of whiskey a bit tighter. He finds it harder to connect to people. Long story short, I'm not doing the MoC storyline because I'm writing it more as Dean's hunter lifestyle has finally caught up to him, and he can no longer hide the effects of his PTSD.

#(( .hc ))

michibita

Have a cozy day !

#(( .2/5 the size of Mouse - he must be a Mo ))

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magicalthug - Husband maskedking - Brother (almost.) Monsters-in-Arms detectivewayne - Best Friend orsothestorygoes - (almost) brother-in-law teartheflesh - quantum physics almost-twin imyourlastbreath - terrifying lady that is somehow godmother to everyone. Aeghia - North/Cyanide - paternal figure/alien scientist friend Hesmyperson - daughter (blog wip) ambrosiiius - Friend and Magic Guru dyingtoawhisper - (Andy) (almost) Nephew

#(( .important ))

(( The Only Good Left in Gotham ))

from here

"Y'do realize that I will kick y'r ass if you keep tryin' to steal my dog. Almost-Brother or not."

#detectivewayne

heximagination

#(( .my guy ))

maskedking:

// I’m already spoiled and I have the Ultimate Edition so I have all the DLCs and I did that one already.

//Okay so, I always wonder of Loghain told his daughter that Cailan was considering divorcing her because she couldn't have children and that he was in active talks to ally with Orlais. And then Anora - ugh, she betrays the Warden not once, but twice, she's this power-hungry witch who doesn't have the name to back up the station, and I'm not sure how she would treat the people or if she's really for them or herself. She's not someone that I took a liking to when I played through origins - precisely because if she's queen, she kills Alistair, and then that dumb man with the gold hart can't kill her, so he locks her away and that could spark civil war, and she's too much like her father to be trusted.

#(( .ooc ))

((Lady Hawke)):

“I always figured Templars joined because of religious convictions or a hatred of mages.”

"Most do. Don't get me wrong. But then you're the son that no one wants an' they use the whole: 'we're gonna promise you to the Templars' an' off you go. It's better than bein' a Hunter's son, a Thatcher, or a Wanderer."

He paused. "Hatred of mages though - y'lot deserve the rep. Turnin' to blood magic whenever your back is to the wall. Why wouldn't I hate you?"

The fact that his father had been a mage, and his brother an apostate mage, was something the Templar didn't speak about. Especially not since Dean had been the one to steal his brother's phylactery for him.

#reposerenpaixx #(( v. teach me to be a dragon ))

((Lady Hawke)):

”Oh, no, I can see those. Just figured you’d have something better to do than stare.”

"Why else did y'think I joined? The prayers an' meditation? Lemme tell you, prayin' to Andraste is only fun if y' got a woman underneath ya that's callin' you the Maker."

#reposerenpaixx #(( v. teach me to be a dragon ))#(( pre-Qunari attack. I figure - Dean would convert to the Qun and join them. Something about that #Arishok #man - makes all the people who desire a set role go crazy ))

elfsroot

Lee Pace by Sarah Dunn

#(( .my guy ))#magicalthug

I finally found something that I'm really good at remembering all the details for. Katie is really good with Arthurian stuff, R. knows Justified like nobody's business. M can remember everything about GoT --- I'm really good with Dragon Age and the storyline and facts and history of it. I'm kind of a huge nerd over it.

#(( .ooc ))

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