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[seullovesme]

sooooooo are u gonna update beneath the mask? 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 but no srsly its one of my favs series WE (yes everyone) LOVE IT N WE LOVE U

wowoww should i?? i didnt think anyone cared for it 😅 i actually have one coming up that i'm working on

I LOVE YOU TOOOO, look forward to it ;)

[seullovesme]

i’ve heard people say they wear pigtails to get more tips, but i dont really like the idea of that. i make tips at the cheesecake place, but not an insane amount. i rely more on the hourly wage, which is 10 cents above minimum wage.

Also, nine months and you never even said anything 😪 congrats though 🤞🤞

in 5 ish months, it’ll be 3 years that i’ve been with my girlfriend 🤞

also… this was my first cake, and my boss has a tendency not to label stuff. i was supposed to make a Skor cake, but there was a container of unlabelled Skor right beside it, though, there was a cookie crumble + Skor mixture labeled « Skor Cake,» so i used that… turns out it was the wrong container, so i might’ve accidentally made a bad cake… or maybe a whole new menu item: Skoreo 😭

apparently , the « Skor Cake» container was left over from a previous custom order where he put cookie crumble and Skor on the side of the cake 😭😭

And to make things even better, i put the pan together wrong. when i lifted the cake, the pan basically fell apart, so i had to leave a note for whoever picks it up next telling them to support the bottom 😭

my oopsie at the bottom featuring my shit handwriting 💔

pigtails... im good, maybe if i get desperate 😭 i also make most my money in tips given that my pay is 2.30/hr (the texas minimum wage is 7.25..) but i know what days and times to work to get a good shift, so its not always horrible

i swear i told you, i guess not 😅😅😅 you and your gf are cute heh, does she still buy you calico critters? i got the amusement park castle set for christmas i dont remember if i told you hehheheh

your boss 😭 i mean at least it looks good lol what did you do with it afterwards? what is skor btw, never heard of it also i still think abt trying the beaver tail you showed me a while back heh

[seullovesme]

i find it hard to believe it’s legal to get less than minimum wage where you are… are tips required? 😭 in canada it isn’t 🤞 unless you’re at starbucks, i think, but well… that place is buns.

also nuh uh, you never told me 😪 how rude.

im making lemon cheesecake rn 😛

tumblr did not notify me abt this.

tips aren't 🙃 at least where i work, and there no auto gratuity so im gen making the absolute minimum... below the minimum... yeah but i mean i like the work and the workplace so i guess it makes up for it, plus i know the days to work so that i do get good pay

I NEVER DID???? we've been dating for almost nine months now 😸 i am not rude.

LET ME SEE THE LEMON CHEESECAKE pls

[seullovesme]

below minimum wage… are you, by any chance, a waitress? 😭

YOU HAVE A GF AND YOU DIDN’T TELL ME??

WTF LILSTER 😭

LOL yes because my brother insisted that i worked with him

i do mwahahahahaha 😈😈😈 i never told you?

[seullovesme]

well i get a little bit more than minimum wage for both which is still not high with this economy….

min wage is 15.90 as of april 1st and i get 16/per hour at cheesecake place and 16.16/per hour at the other place but that cause i racked up 2 years of hours at fresh place since i started at 15yo

you know what thats not bad if you like what you do, i make below minimum wage ☺️ but get really good tips plus my job is kinda fun so its not that bad, i'll probably pick up another job tho seeing that shit is just getting more and more expensive (plus i wanna get an apartment with my gf 🌚🌚🌚)

[seullovesme]

Yesss it is! i just gotta calculate the labour and cost that go into making the cheesecakes i took and then make more. also, it is indeed good 😂 i tried a little piece so i could figure out whether it was peanut butter fudge crunch or just peanut butter… my boss is still learning to label stuff 😭and i am doing a pretty good job resting, honestly. i finished college for the year, so i’ve been busting my ass trying to make money since i just got back from my 2-week vacation and i’m broke 😅. the new apartment basically drained my entire $5k savings, so now i’ve gotta build that back up again. i usually just work the one job, but i started working at the cheesecake place about a week and a half ago. i’ve done three shifts so far, all ranging from 8–10 hours. today, though, i worked 8:30 a.m. to 4:30 p.m. there, then 5:00 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. at my other job 😅 and tomorrow i’ll probably be doing 8:30 a.m. to 6:00 p.m., but i’m not 100% sure yet. i’m basically taking as many hours as i can get right now 🤞🤞

wowoww thats really awesome!! where'd you go for vacation? really putting in the work i see, do the jobs pay well? with how much effort you put in id assume so 🤔 about a month of so i started working at a small chicken restaurant and when i return im gonna try and max my hours too, esp with how insanely expensive stuff is getting in the us

[seullovesme]

actually i am allowed to just take cheesecake as long as i make more in return which is a steal also im already key holder there 🤞🤞 i did 10 hours today i was decorating cheesecakes and what not then went straight to my second job or 4 hours

this is peanut butter fudge crunch

omg stop i just started drooling 🤤 thats a great deal ?!? maybe i should work at a cheesecake place (do not put me and cheesecake alone in a room together)

damn you're hard a work emster, im proud of you, are you getting enough rest tho??

[seullovesme]

👀 i got a job at a cheesecake place

NO WAY? does this mean i can get discounted cheesecakes..? 😏

[seullovesme]

do you like cheesecake

YES I LOVE CHEESECAKE WOOOOOO

[seullovesme]

lila

emi

[seullovesme]

i'll snap a willow branch and wish for fem4fem winrina where theyre both bratty always teasing each other and they both fight to be the top 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

[seullovesme]

jealousy w/ karina yoo

pairing ⥬ karina x f!reader

warnings ⥬ n/a

jealousy series

karina has two jealousy modes. the cute, whiny one where she clings to you and fights for your attention (which she’d win over anyone any day of any week), or the cold, dismissive one. if you run into the second one, then you better prepare to spend a few nights on the couch after a tough time trying to talk to her angry form.

you walked around the set as you talked to giselle about the new mv shoot, listening as she talked about her group’s concept for this comeback. eventually the topic changed and it became you teasing each other with stupid inside jokes, just enjoying the short time you get to see one of your best friends during aespa’s promotional period. from the corner of your eye, you saw the stupid cheese cat approaching you with heavy steps. before you could brace yourself, the girl had already wrapped her arms around you, tightly hugging your waist. “aeri, stop hogging.” karina shot a playful glare to her member and giselle rolled her eyes, walking away as she muttered under her breath “talk about hogging…”.

but you enter a dangerous zone when karina had found a chapstick—one she knows for a fact doesn't belong to you given that she's tasted your lips millions of times and it has never been grape flavored—in the pocket of your jeans during laundry day. what was it doing there? the air was tense as karina held up the small object and questioned you about where it came from. recalling the time when it was windy out, you tried to explain that you had borrowed it from a friend since your lips get chapped easily, but she jumped from asking about the chapstick to asking about this friend and who they were. you said that it was an old friend you met in high school, but just hearing that you had shared chapstick with another girl she didn’t know existed yet set her off. without another word, karina set the item on the table and headed for the room, shutting the door behind her. you were too slow and failed to catch, knocking on the locked door to ask her to listen first. you knew she could hear you through the door, so you explained that you had only recently reconnected with her and that you had intended for karina to meet her sometime, but with her group’s intense schedule, you never found the right time. you reassured karina that it was nothing but a small reunion since she was in town and that there was no way you’d ever find yourself wanting anyone but her. you waited for the door to open but it remained closed, so you walked yourself over to the couch with heavy shoulders and laid down on your back, your eyelids heavy with exhaustion from the day you had. you attempted to fight the sleep, but it had clearly won as the next thing you know, you’re waking up to a sunny living room with some kind of weight on your chest. you looked down to see your girlfriend splayed out on top of you, snoring softly. with a fluttery feeling in your stomach and a bright smile, you knew that everything was just fine and you’d spend the rest of the day showing karina just how much she meant to you. “it's only you, jimin.”

[seullovesme]

jealousy w/ jang wonyoung

pairing ⥬ jang wonyoung x f!reader

warnings ⥬ n/a

jealousy series

wonyoung is a sweetheart, but her cocky side can’t resist coming out when she sees you chatting with someone else. people fought over her, yet she was sitting here watching you give your precious time to someone other than her!

with her arms crossed and her eyes scanning both you and the random girl who struck up a conversation as you were browsing the game store, wonyoung’s jealousy meter slowly grew. you smiled and spoke about the game she was holding as you gave it high praise, suggesting to the girl that she should try it out. what was this? you were making it seem like you worked there with the way you were trying to sell the game to her. you raved about the couple of times you played it and how high quality the graphics were, giving a quick run down about the storyline. the girl looked super intrigued as she nodded along, and wonyoung couldn’t stop herself from rolling her eyes.

when the girl asked if you would be down to play with her and show her the basics, wonyoung walked over and grabbed onto your arm. “i’m tired, can we go home now? pleaseeeee…” she whined cutely as she clung to you, side-eyeing the girl with a smug look. you, being the simp that you are, agreed immediately. the girl was surprised by wonyoung’s glare and realized the message wonyoung was trying to get across. she announced her leave as she put the game back onto the shelf, wishing you two a good rest of your day. wonyoung smiled victoriously as you held her hand and led her out of the shop while yapping about your game. though she doesn’t like playing video games nearly as much as you do, she’d rather listen to you speak about some game she doesn’t understand than have you talk to someone else and share that precious time with a nobody.

this is kinda old...

[sour4cherries]

in plain sight

yunjin x f! reader // fluff + smut, headcanons

content: secret relationship with yunjin

author’s note: hehe ofc i had to do lsfm and yunjin too… she’s so gf coded :P

sfw

yunjin loves to tease you just to watch you get all flustered and red. she’ll lean in way too close when talking, hold eye contact a second longer than necessary, or casually drop ridiculously affectionate comments in the middle of conversations just to see you short-circuit. the second she notices your cheeks turning pink, she gets a smug little grin and keeps doing it on purpose, acting completely innocent while your heart stutters in your chest. she especially loves doing it in front of other people, watching as you hide your face in her shoulder and complain. eventually, she’ll give into your adorable pleas, melting at how cute you are when flustered. 

she loves to make you playlists. sometimes in the middle of the night when she can’t sleep, she’ll send you a spotify playlist full of songs that remind her of you, titling them “thought of you at 2am.” she sends them to you with zero explanation, as if she didn’t spend an hour carefully arranging the order. 

yunjin loves to take candid photos of you, especially when you’re too distracted to notice. her camera roll is full of pictures you didn’t even realize she was taking — you leaning down to pet a cute dog on the street, laughing mid-sentence as you remember a funny memory, or dozing off on her shoulder during a long car ride. sometimes, she’ll even send them to you months later, saying how they’re her favorite pictures of you. 

speaking of pictures, yunjin loves to send you selfies. most of them are random, just whatever she’s doing in the moment. she once sent a close-up selfie of her face, her expression proud as she sent, “bangs are behaving today!” or one time, she sent a  photo of a random cat on the street, messaging, “look!! a cat! almost as cute as you 😛”

yunjin loves to write you long love letters when she’s away overseas on tour, usually writing them late at night after rehearsals when everything’s finally quiet and she starts missing you a little too much to sleep. she’ll sit on her hotel bed with stationery from home, half-tired but determined to write to you about her day and how much she misses you. she mails them to your apartment along with a large bouquet of flowers she’s picked out carefully. even if she can’t see you physically, she’s always determined to bring a smile to your face. 

nsfw

whenever you and the group go out for dinner at a private restaurant, she’ll sometimes slide her hands underneath the tablecloth, her touches landing not-so-innocently up your thigh. she’ll tease you while holding a conversation with kazuha, not even bothering to look your way. by the time the main course arrives, you’re practically dripping with need, not able to think straight to the point you have to drag her to the bathroom, unable to wait until you get home. it’s only fair that she finishes what she’s started, isn’t it?

yunjin always “forgets” to wear lipstick, acting way too innocent about it like she’s not doing it on purpose. she’ll pout a little and insist you help her, leaning in like it’s the most natural thing in the world — only accepting your help if it’s directly off your lips. and sure enough, that action alone always leads to more, to the point where when yunjin eventually checks the time, she gasps dramatically, saying “we’re late again!” she grins at you like she’s not the exact reason you’re late and grabs your hand, rushing out like nothing happened.

she gets a little cocky knowing the effect she has on you, often teasing you about it. after kissing you against the door, she’ll slip her hands past your underwear, saying with a smirk, “you’re already this wet for me? i’ve barely touched you and you’re already a mess.” she just laughs while you pathetically grind your hips on her hand, just watching as your slick runs down your thighs. 

yunjin loves to send you risky texts at the worst possible times, all because your reactions are worth it. after she sends a particularly flirty text across the room, she just looks at you, watching as your face reddens and you hold your phone to your chest, looking around the room to make sure no one else read what she sent. once chaewon notices just how red your face is, she asks you if you’re ok, but that only seems to make your face redder…

[seullovesme]

umm lila come back???

-- 🦊

booyah i have returned

[seullovesme]

if i had to guess it might be because of the word

cockwarming ?

yeah probably i sent an appeal tho soooooo