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alisha. 26. welsh. lover of coffee.
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GENRE(S) | smau, fluff, crack, idol au, brother best friend, strangers(kinda) to friends to lovers, angst
WARNING(S) | profanity, my humor is kinda broken, your mom jokes, bully, mc has the biggest obsession with Henry, name calling, pranks, simp heeseung, hate from fans, banter, two idiots in love. mature topics like bullying / dealing with hate, etc. every chapter has its warnings! ignore timestamps!
SYNOPSIS: A drama filled love story about two idols who are trying their best to manage their love life and idol life. Whilst also avoiding scandals and backlash from fans and netizens. While that might seem simple in hindsight,it’s actually a lot harder when the guy who likes you is in the same group as your little brother.
STATUS | discontinue
TAGLIST | CLOSED
Schedule |-
- a/n ( @ddeonmixx, is coming soon)
Profiles
01. Eternal in Spain without the s
02. Into the iland bitchs
03. Supporting cast
04. Extras
CHAPTERS
- Season one: Idiot meets idiot
- 2020 - 2021 era
001: ‘Just waited for five years just to hear your name’
currently going through the worst breakup with a guy who was flip flopping about his feelings before. he was basically almost living with me. went from being together every day for 40 days to moving his things out and getting tinder less than a week after he broke up with me. this means ya girl is back to being a writer. keep an eye out for my comeback.
so i found one of his parcels today outside mine and i texted him that much and he was so cold about it??? saying don’t worry and he told me not to waste effort sending it to him??? like does bro hate me so much he can’t stand the thought of touching something i’ve touched???
summary. love comes in all shapes, sizes, and appears in all kinds of ways. these romances start from the pits of hell.
author’s note. please note this series is dark romance. each fic will have their own warnings, but the fics in this series will have dark and potentially triggering elements and warnings.
i just want to preface this here before you go any further. i do not believe anyone i write about to behave in the manner i have written. this series is written as a self indulgent guilty pleasure out of my love for dark romance. if these kind of fics aren’t your vibe. then please do not read on. please consider checking out my other fics as they are mostly more on the light hearted side.
any comments or asks sent spreading hate about what i have written will be deleted and/or blocked. if this isn’t your cup of tea, then simply please do not read this/fics in this series. thank you.
summary — sunghoon convinces you to go out with your friends for halloween, and you end up clinging to him while walking the haunted house maze.
author’s note — this is so late and i’m so sorry but your girl has been going through it these last few months. forgive me.
content tags/warnings — swearing. extremely mildly suggestive. mention of clowns. mild angst if you’re sensitive.
HALLOWEEN WAS ONE OF YOUR FAVOURUTES TIMES OF THE YEAR.
Or so that was what you told everyone. While technically not a lite, it was more so the Autumn season you loved rather than the holiday of all things spooky. Something your friends seemed to also mistake—and you never took the time to correct them.
One of your closest friends, and the friend you had a bit of a situationship going on with, stood beside your kitchen island with a bottle of fake blood dripping onto the surface of his pale chin.
“Really, Sunghoon? A vampire again?” You rolled your eyes. For the last three years, he had recycled the same costume. And each time, he gave you the same response.
“It matches my concept,” He would defend each time, and you would roll your eyes in response each time. “And you’re a… Fairy this year?” His red-contact covered eyes stared at the green wings behind your back.
You nodded your head, dusting the pink and green dress you found in some charity shop to fit right, but somehow, it kept puffing up in all the wrong areas and felt beyond uncomfortable.
“I wish I had chosen a backup, I’m terrified the skirt is just going to flip over and expose me,” You sighed, to which Sunghoon raised his eyebrows.
“Now we can;t be having my girl flashing everyone at the maze hunt, can we?”
You rolled your eyes and laughed.
In no time, you and your friends climbed into the taxi that pulled up to your house. You climbed in one with Sunghoon and Jake. You all met once again when you got to the farm, the place the haunted mazes were set up by the local haunt fanatics.
You wrapped your hands around Sunghoon’s bicep and walked close to him, following him down the barely-lit path through the gates to the amazing and impressive sized haunt mazes.
One girl holding onto Heeseung pointed to a large black painted house with a hand-painted sign looking to be lazily thrown on, reading ‘Haunted House’. “Let’s go in there.”
Heeseung, like the lovesick puppy he was, nodded his head in agreement. You wanted to swiftly turn towards the hot chocolate stand and spend some time warming up, but Sunghoon followed in the path of his friends. And your grip on his bicep refused to give.
Sunghoon ducked his head a little to fit through the door, and then as you entered in behind him, you found yourselves enveloped in a dark blue room with thick fog making it hard to see further than a few feet.
“Fuck,” You heard Sunghoon murmur, and pushed your body as close into his as possible to ease both his and your own anxiety. “Stay close,” You thought you heard him say over his shoulder, but couldn’t be sure of because of the screams echoing through the hallways.
You followed close, holding on tight. You walked in a line, your friends in front of you while somehow you and Sunghoon managed to end up last.
The haunted house started off easy and not that scary. People hiding in corners jumped out, and mannequins fell from the top of tall furniture to cause jumpscares. But then you turned the corner and found yourself spiralling downwards. To a basement.
You felt your palms sweat against the shirt Sunghoon wore, but you still refused to let go. You felt his arm flex slightly as he turned the corner, his neck craned as he tried to prepare himself for any scares.
Someone dressed in a large white and black clown outfit jumped out and screamed in your faces, and you screamed back before a bubble of laughter left your mouth.
Sunghoon screamed back at the horror house actor, and then as they stepped out of the way to let you pass, you felt him duck his head down. “Are you really laughing right now?” He asked, his voice a mixture of humour and shock.
You gripped on harder to his arm. “Shut up scaredy-cat and get us through this maze.”
Breakups are never easy and I'm sorry you're hurting. I know you cared about him but I want to say that someone who isn't sure about their feelings for someone shouldn't be in a relationship or lead people on. He wasn't meant for you. Your person will come along. It's his loss. I apologize if this was offensive in anyway, that wasn’t my intent, Here's a sweet smiley Anton.
nono omg you’re so sweet and thank you so much for the kind words 💕 any and all help is appreciated at this time and i know i sound so dramatic but this helps me more than you know
currently going through the worst breakup with a guy who was flip flopping about his feelings before. he was basically almost living with me. went from being together every day for 40 days to moving his things out and getting tinder less than a week after he broke up with me. this means ya girl is back to being a writer. keep an eye out for my comeback.
so i found one of his parcels today outside mine and i texted him that much and he was so cold about it??? saying don’t worry and he told me not to waste effort sending it to him??? like does bro hate me so much he can’t stand the thought of touching something i’ve touched???
