Welcome to my Diary .ᐟ
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𝜗ৎ eighteen. deftones fanatic. she/her. 𝜗ৎ
𝜗ৎ entj. car lover. gym girl. 𝜗ৎ
𝜗ৎperpetual yearner. obsessor. a4a.𝜗ৎ
𝜗ৎ a diary of wishful sins𝜗ৎ
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about me .ᐟ.ᐟ
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╰─ ♡ my favorite...
୨୧┇color : orange 🥕
୨୧┇animal : 🦄 🦓
୨୧┇cars : nissan 180sx. 240sx. hs2000. gt3 rs. 1976 cadillac eldorado. skyline gt-r r33. mazda fc rx7. supra a70. ‘80s mark II celica supra.
୨୧┇songs : scorn(portishd). freak(lana dr). nothing without you(unrl mars argo). xerces(dftnes). bend your mind(Elysian fields). freakin’ out(dxtr n moonrxks). vancouver(Jeff b). besame mucho(joão). with you(teather). pyramids(frnk ocean). nude(rdiohd). sick love(rhcp). my moon my man(feist). cardiac arrest(bad suns). vivica(jck off Jill). all wound up(she wnts rvnge). I’m your man(leonrd cohen). the shower scene(brnd new). 40oz. to freedom(sublime). I need you(lynyrd).
୨୧┇anime : ocean waves. saiki k. erased. whisper of the heart. vinland saga. solo leveling.
୨୧┇food : I don’t like eating but if I get told to I will eat 🍎 & ☕️ & gerber yogurt melts & 🥕 & 🥦 & 🥬 & 🫐 like a good girl
୨୧┇games : call of duty. varying indie games. red dead redemption. halo. rainbow siege.
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╰─ ♡ interests & more.ᐟ.ᐟ
୨୧┇likes : working out. kitty cats. “good girl”. literature. “love”. scrapbooking. Fyodor Dostoevsky. yearning. hiking. poetry. biceps. degradation. bourbon. kayaking. street racing. smoothies. vegetables. architecture. tequila. older men. neoclassicism. absolut vodka. “darling”. yapping. fasting. yoga. law. piano. the man I’m obsessed with. languages. drifting. espressos. “sweetheart”. fruit. music. condescending praise. comprehension.
୨୧┇dislikes : chosen ignorance. yearning. open-mouth chewing. loud sirens. feet. people weirdly obsessed with bikers. illiteracy.
୨୧┇birthday : 27.12
୨୧┇timezone : est
୨୧┇star sign/zodiac sign : capricorn
୨୧┇sexuality : heterosexual
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More about me ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა
I DO NOT SEND OR ACCEPT PHOTOS.
I tend to be rather chatty, I love socialization and I absolutely adore deep, philosophical conversations. I, on occasion, try to avoid small talk as I find it to be a bit numbing, however I do enjoy it in short passing. I am wasian, my fathers’ family originates from varying southeast asian countries, however when asked I try my best to pinpoint where we’re from by saying we’re Tibetan-Burmese. On my mothers’ side I am Cherokee and Austrian. Typically when I first meet someone their initial assumption is that I’m Latin American which is untrue but I can see why they think that. My boyfriend of seven months, who I was intending to marry, passed away 13.06.2026, and I have been in a state of grief however I wanted to use this “diary” as a platform to be transparent. I am technically not currently seeing someone, however there is a person who wants me to not talk to others as they will not be talking to others but also we aren’t “talking”(which I find as a whole absurd) or dating, yet we aren’t just friends, yet we are just friends for now. He is older than me by a few years—roughly two to three years—and that I do like. I do not talk to younger men, I prefer a larger age gap, nothing crazy, more so like three to four years and more, drawing the line at men older than my father. This diaries’ sole purpose is to be just that, a diary, filled with a plethora of ideas all meshed and scrambled beautifully to exemplify my current state. I reblog posts I find to be relatable, for instance, poetry, a4a content, d!et!ng content, pro-an@, gym content, weightlifting, some forms of architecture I love alongside art, and some other things, occasionally nswf material or posts about older gentlemen(you need to understand the hype.) I absolutely adore Deftones, I’ve been a fan since I was a very, small girl, and my obsession never seemed to fade with the lapses of time. Anyway, I love music. All kinds, even country. If you have any questions for me ask about music, historical art periods, or history generally pretty please .ᐟ.ᐟ , or, give me music recommendations and I’ll give them a good listen. I like to be well-versed in different fields, so I have taken it upon myself to develop hundreds of hobbies or brought it upon myself to learn new things, as I absolutely love learning new things .ᐟ.ᐟ Some include the piano, all forms of guitar including bass and ukulele, all of the romantics, German, Russian, I intend to pick up violin or cello and I also would like to learn how to read and write Arabic, I sew, crochet, knit, I know how to bake a variety of things, cook well, scrapbook, build a wooden campsite, tourniquet and pack wounds, and some other things which involve mechanics. I absolutely adore cars, I spend my weekends cruising and drifting in empty parking lots with friends. I’m going to university for criminal law after I save up more and finish my current classes. I do drink, not all the time, I am not an alcoholic I pinky swear, but when given the chance I will and a good amount as well, I lean more towards liquor alone without chasers or mixers as those not only add calories but dilute the flavor, which also explains why I only drink my coffee black. I’ve definitely yapped enough, but I would also like to add:
if I do not respond to your dms I either…
1) find you to be too old
2) find you to be too young
3) don’t feel like responding whatsoever
4) finally started dating my current older man
5) I was rather sleepy or busy
I’m sorry about the possible inconvenience you might experience in those cases, however I don’t like playing games and fucking around, I can be fun and I can be serious but when it comes to things like that I am more stern about my boundaries.
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Thank you for stopping by angels.ᐟ.ᐟ
