Why can't things just be simple for once??
. Fuck. I miss Team Rocket. I actually. Miss Team Rocket. Not just Kira but. Not having to do all of this. Not having to make these choices. Just unaware. And happy
I feel sick
Humans are a social species, it is natural to want to be a part of the herd, even if it is sickly and ideologically rotten / inconsistent. Just as the kicked rockruff still begs at it’s trainer’s heel for even a crumb of positive attention…
Even those in better situations will feel much of the same- humans will elect the rich to dictate what they believe for the world, rather than having to think about what they / the whole need… It’s much to stressful or too much pressure or not one’s place… Etc.
I may be one to speak- I may not be like you, but I did spend much of my existence following the words of a corrupted and petrified few simply because my life was conditioned from the start to believe that it’s better to simply listen- humans, pokemon, we are all products of our environment after all… So, undoubtedly, something in your youth has led this general thought process to become prevalent. As stressful as it might be, I promise there is nothing short of reward when you finally wrest free of its grasp. Even if you are unlike me and won’t dedicate the remainder of your time to fixing the world as a whole, rather than aiding the absolute minority.
I would extend you an invitation to my Team Martyr… We are democratic, which could be beneficial to you… But I quite suspect you’ll need to learn a level of selfishness before you can navigate selflessness once more in a healthy manner.
I wish you, and your universe, good luck and good health
. I don't think there was really anything particularly traumatic in my childhood that would lead to this. I had a good childhood. My parents were good. I had a loving community. I was a little lonely as a kid but that's just because I was always a little. Odd
I try my best not to follow blindly. My morals always come first. It's why I've always made the choices I have. I just miss being able to just have things be simple. No need to worry about whether I even deserve my free will or when I need to be prepared to give my life and for what. I think I mainly miss just. Hanging out with my friend. There was peacefulness in that
Toda anyhow. And I appreciate the well wishes
Our upbringings needn’t be traumatic to influence us. Something as simple as strict parents or a very rigorous schooling could easily influence someone into a half step towards that follower mentality.
You can still have friends even now that you’re out of past situations- even if they are not the same ones. Or perhaps you can even use your past relationships to help them out of the same detrimental system- its our duty as so called ‘good people’ to spread aid as much as we can, be it by lending a helping hand or spreading the propaganda of kindness.
Of course.
