//All mail is on, magic anons, pelipper mail/malice, marshuna mail/malice, everything. And recently with a magic anon, anons can now influence their actions and emotions by telling it to do stuff//
Another update once again.
My name is Skyfire. I use it/they pronouns, not just they/them please try to also use it/its pronouns for me as well.
I am a pokemon, not that it is much of important what exactly I am. I am 18 years old as of recently.
I am champion rank in Paldea, part of Team Star, and my rivals consist of Penny, Arven, Nemona and recently Tisa.
I draw as a hobby of mines. I also study biology, am tasked with dealing with strong tera raid dens, unusual pokemon and situations, I am working towards documenting forms of pokemon including shiny pokemon.
Otherwise I love horror, gaming, painting, exploring, pokemon battling, spending time with friends and such.
I have a hard time getting some things and my memory is a bit faulty at times. Please feel free to explain things to me more if I failed to get what you were trying to say.
All mail is unfortunately on and I cannot turn it off.
//ooc section under the cut//
Ooc section here. I am the mod behind Skyfire. They are my Sona of sorts. So I use the same pronouns and go by the same name.
While I have been around rotomblr specifically for a few years I have been roleplaying for over half a decade. Do not be shy to send asks or ask questions or request stuff. I will be more than happy to answer.
Trigger warnings for this blog include
Mental breakdowns, torture mentions, gore descriptions, death mentions, repetition, memory loss, injury and mentions of pokemon consumption, death and abuse. While none of this is constant and I will tag posts accordingly to the best of my ability these come up enough for me to just let you all know.
No NSFW on this blog, the most I get is suggestive.
Skyfire's universe has a crossover with silksong due to the original skyfire's powers still lingering so don't be surprised to see talk of hollow knight and Silksong characters on here.
Both me and the character skyfire are a system.
Some refs for Skyfire kinda unfished in some of its forms
I have other blogs as well
@skyfire530 is my main blog
@wolves-and-magic-swords is a blog for another oc I have that will probably be involved once I get the motivation for them
@void-incarnate multi-fandom blog for whatever rp space I want to check out really.
@musings-of-a-moth is a new blog for Pharloomblr and I hope y'all like it .
Fun fact you do not want to get kicked by an espathra I have and not fun. And also psychic flying type means that they can also just use psychic on you and they tend to be rather aggressive at times.
Wouldn't wanna get kicked by an ostrich, either, ha! They're a massive flightless bird, so running and kicking are their best form of defense. Which means they've got pretty powerful thighs, and some nasty claws on their feet. Their cousin, the cassowary, incredibly nasty bird there, have these massive dagger-like claws so that they can inflict even more damage. Not sure whether or not ostritches have the same thing, but a kick from either would teach you a lesson you're not gonna forget
A psychic ostrich, though, I'd leave egg collection to others then
Fun fact you do not want to get kicked by an espathra I have and not fun. And also psychic flying type means that they can also just use psychic on you and they tend to be rather aggressive at times.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Yeah there is a huge difference because people don't normally go to war just to die. And if it is an impossible battle it is usually the people higher up sending unsuspecting people to just die.
You need to not make roundabout ways to die try hitting a rock with a stick.
You don’t know much if anything about Zoryan folktales and it shows.
Hitting a rock with a stick won’t fix my life, otherwise I’m stuck here for the next twenty five years and I know I can’t even be the good person people wish I can someday be, and I can’t make myself better… So what else is there? I can’t even go home ever ever again so there’s obviously only one other option because no matter how horrible I am I’m never horrible enough for him to give up!
I am talking about real life not folktales. And I do not think your region exists in my universe. At least not how it is in yours. Your language does but perhaps the culture is different.
Leave then. He said you could choose to leave if you wanted. Or you could stay. And just do nothing.
Folktales is real life am I using the wrong galarish word? These are stories the people tell themselves after all what else would I say. I do not feel surprised many want us gone maybe they succeeded long ago, it is one of the oldest regions.
I am unsure myself I will look that up in the morning.
I think it is just universal differences like witu Yarden's religion , it does exist my universe but things are different because universal differences. Because different legendaries and mythicals act different in each universe, different climate, geography, different things happening in history. So different but there.
It is possible. You could find a way. Like how do you get supplies you can Always find a way to civilization and see how it is and go back to the place again to reaffirm yourself or ease your mind.
I did not know about that. Any of that, concurrences or Yarden having a religion. I don’t talk to people much.
I don’t know how to survive in forests, let alone what I can eat here. And even if we were close enough to civilization I cannot go home. It’s not possible? Why would you understand?
No but the internet has a lot of free resources for people to look up.
Well now you know.
You could learn to survive in forests. At least long enough to get to civilization. And you wouldn't have to go home. I think just spending a bit of time around people would help ya.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Yeah there is a huge difference because people don't normally go to war just to die. And if it is an impossible battle it is usually the people higher up sending unsuspecting people to just die.
You need to not make roundabout ways to die try hitting a rock with a stick.
You don’t know much if anything about Zoryan folktales and it shows.
Hitting a rock with a stick won’t fix my life, otherwise I’m stuck here for the next twenty five years and I know I can’t even be the good person people wish I can someday be, and I can’t make myself better… So what else is there? I can’t even go home ever ever again so there’s obviously only one other option because no matter how horrible I am I’m never horrible enough for him to give up!
I am talking about real life not folktales. And I do not think your region exists in my universe. At least not how it is in yours. Your language does but perhaps the culture is different.
Leave then. He said you could choose to leave if you wanted. Or you could stay. And just do nothing.
Folktales is real life am I using the wrong galarish word? These are stories the people tell themselves after all what else would I say. I do not feel surprised many want us gone maybe they succeeded long ago, it is one of the oldest regions.
I am unsure myself I will look that up in the morning.
I think it is just universal differences like witu Yarden's religion , it does exist my universe but things are different because universal differences. Because different legendaries and mythicals act different in each universe, different climate, geography, different things happening in history. So different but there.
It is possible. You could find a way. Like how do you get supplies you can Always find a way to civilization and see how it is and go back to the place again to reaffirm yourself or ease your mind.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Yeah there is a huge difference because people don't normally go to war just to die. And if it is an impossible battle it is usually the people higher up sending unsuspecting people to just die.
You need to not make roundabout ways to die try hitting a rock with a stick.
You don’t know much if anything about Zoryan folktales and it shows.
Hitting a rock with a stick won’t fix my life, otherwise I’m stuck here for the next twenty five years and I know I can’t even be the good person people wish I can someday be, and I can’t make myself better… So what else is there? I can’t even go home ever ever again so there’s obviously only one other option because no matter how horrible I am I’m never horrible enough for him to give up!
I am talking about real life not folktales. And I do not think your region exists in my universe. At least not how it is in yours. Your language does but perhaps the culture is different.
Leave then. He said you could choose to leave if you wanted. Or you could stay. And just do nothing.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Okay then tell me one thing about each of them before that isn’t surface level I know you can’t.
I’m always in mental spirals, and Giallo is just a piece of shit who gets angry when you don’t stoke his overly inflated ego and we should shoot rich people like him but Ghetsis says Arceus says we should forgive even the most wicked if they truly wish to change for the better.
Then prove it beyond just saying you will. So many people say they’re good people then don’t do a fucking thing or treated me with disgust because I’m not perfect and will never be perfect and I’m stupid and horrible and I’m missing home and I hate it.
Well I do remember a few things off the top of my head. You like to bake, Giallo has a lot of things he would rather I not say and I won't. But what I know about him and he know about be is stained with blood. Ryoku is very good at sensing gods, and there is also one thing I won't say.
I am literally currently trying to save a region from ruin I am not sure how much else I could do to prove I would try to save people. I saved the Paldean region, helped with Pharloom, I have helped many people on here, I take the time to help people in my life constantly. I do everything for everyone else. Because I am useless if I don't.
What is one food you miss from home? I could try and make it.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
Yeah there is a huge difference because people don't normally go to war just to die. And if it is an impossible battle it is usually the people higher up sending unsuspecting people to just die.
You need to not make roundabout ways to die try hitting a rock with a stick.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
he could've done worse :) i did the thing he hates most! it's what his daughter did! running away is a death sentence for him because he'll always find you :) he hates it when people run away. and i lied too! :)
That doesn't make things better. He could have done better. Well maybe instead of being clingy he could have just let you go. If everyone leaves you and runs away at a certain point if you have to force people to stay it means you're the problem. That you are not a good person to be around.
And he wouldn't have to find you. Pretty easy to avoid that.
Lying happens sometimes. Sometimes it is a means for survival.
I don't like lying either. But I had to to not make situations worse. My parents didn't like when I was upset. Even when I told the truth that I didn't even know why I would be crying. I know they didn't like me getting upset at small things. I didn't either but it's not like I can control it.
So I lied. I lied a lot. I hid, and hid and hid my emotions, anything that could be seen as anything other than the carefully crafted mask of whimsy and silliness I hid away.
He's your grandfather, he can just let you go. That is what family is supposed to do. And you could visit and go home whenever you wanted but there is an expectation that eventually you'd go off on your own to build your own life.
Not try to hunt you down but just find you and make sure you were safe.
Sir Hagar :) hates it when i'm sad. it's annoying to him! :) he doesn't like it because it means i'm broken. and sometimes i don't want to be fixed. so i make sure i'm not visibly broken! :) and only real people have real emotions!
lying isn't fun. i don't like lying. sometimes Sir Hagar makes me lie! :) i know it's good, but i don't like it! :)
what would i even do out there? :) most people are scared of me, even on here :) shiny hunting can only be a career here and it's what i'm best at now!
if it wasn't to hurt me, someone would have done something right :) the staff would have realised it would help me! Sir Hagar wouldn't have hidden me away! :)
I make sure I am not visibly broken either. It makes others upset when I am upset. My emotions tend to just get in the way. But that is fine.
Lying isn't fun but sometimes it's necessary.
Well there is so much for you to do. I could show you. You have given me so much it only makes sense for me to do something in return.
Well all the people that work there are working for him, he could have specifically told them not to do anything. And perhaps it is because if you weren't hidden away he would get in trouble because he is doing bad things.
but you're a real person? :) so your emotions are real!
i lied a lot when i was younger because Sir Hagar asked me too :)
i could be awful at it :) why would i do something i'm bad at? i gave you things because i wanted to! giving you the things made me happy! :) i can give you more things! i'm good at getting things for people :)
there were hundreds! one of them would do something if it was bad :) one of them would have stopped it! :) one of them would have told the police if they thought it was better! people break rules, and they would've broken the no speaking about me rule too! none of them did :) so it can't have been that bad
My emotions are real but they get in the way, complicate things, especially my negative emotions.
Because you can't get better at something without being bad at it at first. That's the fun part. I wasn't always good at drawing. Or writing. Everyone needs to learn to read, to talk, to walk. You had to learn to fly and I bet you weren't exactly the best at it first. You have to be bad at something first to be good at it.
Giving people things makes me happy too. So I would like to give stuff to you as well.
Well there's something that happens and it is when people are afraid to step up, either because they think others will one day or because they don't want to lose their job or get hurt or die. Hundreds of people all thinking the same thing. It happens. Unfortunately. Especially in an environment like that I think people being afraid to do anything makes sense. Even if they got fired and such Conrad seems like someone to go after someone who would say anything.
it's not fun to be bad at things. it means you get punished :)
i don't have anything you can give me. i already have everything i want :) my apologies
why wasn't there at least one person? there just had to be one! one person who was willing to take the risk! or one person who was stupid enough to do it anyways! one!!! :) there had to have been one person! :) i don't want to have to live in a world where hundreds of people did nothing when i was getting hurt! they did the right thing :) it was a good thing! :) that's why they did nothing! :)
When you are bad at things you fail and learn to fix why you failed that is not a punishment that is life. And it is no fun to get punished for failing, that happened to me a lot.
Well I can show you things. Bring you places. Give you good meals. I know many spots I think you'd like to see. Sometimes when you aren't somewhere for a specific purpose it is nice to just observe.
Maybe they all thought there would be that one person and that they didn't have to do it. Just because nobody did anything doesn't mean it was good what you went through
You learn by yourself. You make your own choices and figure things out on your own. You come up with ideas, follow through, you learn.
I go many places without a purpose, I wander around a lot. Because I have a horrible memory. I wander, and sometimes I stop and look around.
Well this is not exactly something you can choose to have been good or bad. Sometimes things are just bad and you have to just take it in. I wish things could just be good sometimes but that just can't ever happen and that fine.
that sounds strange. you don't even have a course? :) it sounds fun but very weird
i feel scared and like under my skin is itchy when i'm not doing something :) maybe i could try to do things slower one day! not right now :) Sir Hagar wants me to get a shiny milotic
i don't like what it means for everything else too
maybe i could shiny hunt but slowly :) it might be enough to keep myself from getting that awful feeling
he already has two :) i think he wants to put on some kind of show with them and some shiny lumineon to attract new students :)
i don't like it. Sir Hagar is good. even if he makes me lie sometimes and even if he hurts me and does bad things to me :) i don't like it at all. i can't leave. Sir Hagar is good :)
I mean I see more shiny pokemon when I take things slow.
Only two?
Well I do wish your situation was good. I don't like that it isn't. Conrad has killed people, has killed his own daughter and seemingly just doesn't care unless it is to try and make it seem like he had to.
That is kinda sad actually. To have so many feebas and so little milotic shows a lack of care. Horrible really. And for someone who prides himself in a collection I would think he would be better than to just leave them feebas.
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
You can’t say that if you don’t know what our lives were like! Ask me! Ask the other sages! I know for certain its changed my life for the better, and even if I barely talk with them I don’t doubt it’s the same for them!
GHETSIS IS BETTER THAN YOU’LL EVER BE IF YOU’RE SO WONDERFUL AND PERFECT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS SUFFERING?! YOU’D PROBABLY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
… I said stop. You aren’t stopping. Why won’t you stop? What have I done to you? I know most people hate me but… But people are supposed to respect when people say to stop!
Words hurt too words hurt too he always said they didn’t and I’m just a fucking sissy but he’s wrong and they DO and I don’t care what he says because he’s stupid and everyone hates him?!
NO YOU DON’T WHY WOULD YOU YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS EVER TRULY CARED BUT YOU HATE HIM ANYWAYS SO WHY WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT ME?!
