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1. Sit Beside Me!
2. Sugar For The Sweet.
3. Behind The Scenes, Beneath The Sheets.
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1.You Belong in My Class

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𝒀𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹𝑬 𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻
𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐋
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1. Sit Beside Me!
2. Sugar For The Sweet.
3. Behind The Scenes, Beneath The Sheets.
𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐗𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐒
1.You Belong in My Class
“My love,” You murmur amidst your sleepy haze. You felt it, with your eyes drawn closed and conscious escaping you, but every time you were close to passing off to sleep, you were brought back to reality with every peppered kiss that tickled the nape of your neck. “Why are you….. still up?… Go... sleep…”
You poorly attempt to swat his face away with your hand, politely nudging his nose at most. It’s as effective as you imagine—Phainon whines into your palm, switching focus onto kissing it instead, and completely ignoring your efforts to have him back off. There are days you wonder why you even try.
“I can’t.” He mumbles back, pulling your hand down to bring it to your side, fingers intertwined, and your skin toasts up immediately at the contact. He’s warm, he always is, but he’s somehow never clammy. “I love you.”
He’s frowning—you can’t see it, but you hear it, like you denying him kisses at late hours into the night is ridiculous.
“Can’t you.... love me in the morning...” You try pulling away, creating some semblance of distance between your bodies, but that’s quickly dismissed when he pulls you back without any effort.
“But I love you right now.” His lips settle now into your shoulders, every peck both parts lax and reverent, committed, intentional. “I’m just gonna leave a few more, okay?”
You don’t believe him (you never do, with his record), but beyond your best judgment, you nod. It won’t take much longer than this, right?
“I love you.” He repeats, and it sounds like a dream. A long one, where the days don’t continue, and every moment in it feels just like this.
Before you know it, you're flipped on your stomach, limbs gently sprawled, and your back is left exposed and away from the sheets and covers, in favor of his lips brushing along every inch of your backside. You can’t quite tell when he stops; you only know it’s sometime before dawn.
𝑩𝑬𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑺, 𝑩𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻𝑺.
PAIRING : Phainon x Actress!Reader
CONTAINS : possessive dominance, reader inexperience, intense jealousy, filming intimate scenes, dubcon/consensual power imbalance, oral (f. receiving), overstimulation, multiple rounds of rough sex, reader passing out, emotionally intense smut. lots and lots lots of smut scenes!! this is for horny people.
SYNOPSIS : You’re an actress nervous about filming your first intimate scene, unsure how to make it look convincing—until your best friend, Phainon, offers to help. At first, it feels innocent. But when his hands start lingering and his body presses too close, it becomes clear this isn’t just rehearsal for him. And when he watches another man touch you on set, something in him snaps—because Phainon doesn’t share what’s his.
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Your hotel room was still except for the soft buzz of a bedside lamp and the messy rustle of script pages splayed across the sheets. You sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed, shirt hanging off one shoulder, forehead pressed into your palm.
Scene 38. You’d read it a dozen times already, and yet each word curled like heat beneath your skin: the kiss deepens… her body arches… his hand slips under… she gasps into his mouth…
You swallowed. How were you supposed to fake something so intimate when you had no experience at all?
The knock on your door startled you.
“Y/N?” The voice was smooth—low, rich, hauntingly calm. You didn’t have to open the door to know it was Phainon.
He always spoke like that. Like time slowed for him. Like the rest of the world could drown and he’d still stand, still watching.
You opened the door hesitantly.
His gaze swept over you—quietly, unreadably. You weren’t dressed up. Oversized shirt, no makeup, bare legs tucked under you. But that gaze of his lingered at your collarbone, just long enough to make you shiver.
“I thought you might be overthinking again,” he murmured, stepping past you like smoke. “You get that look.”
You closed the door behind him. “It’s… the scene. The one tomorrow.”
He glanced toward the bed. “Thirty-eight?”
You nodded.
He walked over, picking up one of the pages with his long, pale fingers. He read silently, one brow slightly raised, then looked back at you.
“You’re nervous because it’s intimate.”
You hesitated, then nodded again.
“I’ve never done anything like it,” you said. “Not on screen. Not even… off-screen.”
His eyes locked onto yours—intensely still. And then he stepped closer.
“Would you like to learn?”
Your breath caught. “Learn?”
“I could show you,” he said, voice like silk dragging over bare skin. “Not in theory. Not staged. But here. Gently. If you let me.”
You stared at him. “Phainon…”
His head tilted, hair falling just past his cheekbones. “Only if you want me to.”
Silence stretched between you. But something in your chest throbbed—an ache you hadn’t known was there.
“…Okay,” you whispered.
A slow smile curved his lips.
“Then lie back for me.”
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You moved like you were dreaming—heart thudding as you climbed backward onto the bed. The lamp’s glow cast soft gold over your bare legs as you adjusted the pillows behind you. You watched him roll up his sleeves as he approached, his movements slow, deliberate, like every step was part of a choreography only he knew.
He climbed onto the bed beside you—not touching yet, but close enough to feel the warmth radiating from his body.
“Breathe,” he murmured. “This isn’t a scene. This is real. Start by letting me look at you.”
His hand reached out, ghosting along the edge of your jaw. Not grabbing. Just hovering. Then his fingers brushed your throat. Light. Testing. Like he was mapping your nerves.
“You’re tense,” he observed.
“I—I don’t know how to…”
“You don’t have to do anything. Just let me guide.”
Then he leaned in.
He didn’t kiss you immediately. His lips hovered just beside yours, and the anticipation burned. His breath—cool and fragrant like lavender and ink—fanned your mouth. You opened for him before you realized it, aching for the kiss.
Then it landed. Slow.
His lips pressed against yours softly at first, savoring the first contact, pulling away slightly before deepening it—his mouth coaxing yours open further. He kissed like a man who already knew every sound you’d make. Like he’d waited years to taste you.
His hand found your waist, fingers sliding under your shirt, knuckles grazing the bare skin above your waistband. He didn’t rush. Just stroked up, inch by inch, until his palm rested flat over your stomach.
“You’re already warm,” he whispered against your lips. “Are you thinking about how this would look on camera?”
“No,” you breathed.
“Good. Then you’re starting to feel.”
He pulled your shirt up slowly, dragging the hem up your ribs, watching every bit of skin that revealed itself. You sat up just enough for him to pull it over your head. Your bra came off a second later—his fingers unhooked it like he’d done it a hundred times.
Then he sat back on his heels, drinking you in.
“Lie down. Arms above your head.”
You obeyed—your chest exposed, nipples tightening from the cool air. You didn’t have to fake anything.
Phainon’s hands returned to your skin—starting at your ribs, thumbs brushing the soft curve of your underbreasts. Then he leaned in, kissing one breast tenderly before taking a nipple between his lips.
The heat of his mouth made you whimper.
“More,” you said.
His tongue swirled, sucked, teased until your back arched off the mattress. Then he shifted to the other, biting just enough to make your breath hitch.
When you reached for him, his hand caught your wrist.
“No touching yet,” he said, lips glistening. “You said you wanted to learn. Let me teach.”
You nodded.
He kissed down your torso, tracing your skin with his mouth—pausing at your hipbones, then slowly peeling your panties down with both hands, watching the way your thighs trembled.
He didn’t go straight to your center.
Instead, he kissed your inner thighs—softly at first, then with more pressure, leaving open-mouthed kisses as he nudged your legs further apart.
“You’re soaking,” he murmured, breath brushing your folds. “Already so responsive, and I’ve barely touched you.”
His tongue slid up your slit in one long, slow stroke. You gasped.
He groaned softly at the taste, then buried his mouth between your thighs.
His tongue moved in circles, pressure increasing gradually—lapping and teasing, then sucking your clit into his mouth like he needed it. His hands held your hips still as your thighs tried to close around him.
“You taste like heaven,” he whispered.
And then—two fingers slid inside you.
Slow. Stretching. His lips never stopped moving as he curled them upward, hitting a spot that made your vision blur.
Your moans filled the room.
“Say my name,” he said.
“Phainon,” you gasped.
“Louder.”
“Phainon—fuck—”
He kept going until your body tightened around his fingers—until you came with a cry that made your head spin.
Only then did he rise.
He unbuttoned his shirt slowly, letting you watch. Pale skin, lean muscle. He shed his slacks, his boxers—his cock already hard, flushed, curved perfectly toward his stomach.
“Do you want me inside you?” he asked, stroking himself lazily.
“Yes,” you whispered.
He crawled back over you, brushing your hair from your face.
“Then open your legs, sweet thing.”
You did.
He lined himself up, eyes locked to yours, then pressed in slow. Stretch by stretch, inch by inch, until he bottomed out, fully buried inside.
You cried out at the fullness—at the sensation of him deep inside where no one had ever been.
“You feel like fire,” he growled against your ear. “Like you were made for this.”
His hips began to move—long, slow thrusts that dragged against every sensitive inch inside you. Each roll of his body made you whimper. Each stroke drove deeper.
“Look at me,” he said again, voice dark and low.
You obeyed.
And he fucked you harder.
Not rushed. Just deeper. Rougher. Like he’d been holding back too long.
Your nails raked down his back. His teeth grazed your shoulder. His pace built, and with it, your body trembled on the edge of another climax.
“I’m gonna—”
“I know,” he whispered. “Come for me. Show me you’re learning.”
You shattered beneath him. Vision white. Back arching. Muscles clenching tight around his cock.
He cursed. Lost rhythm. Buried himself deep and came inside you—groaning into your neck, spilling himself completely.
The room fell into silence, broken only by your panting.
Phainon didn’t pull away immediately. He stayed inside, arms wrapped tight around you, lips brushing your shoulder as he whispered:
“Now that… was a performance.”
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You adjusted the silk robe, smoothed the fabric over your bare thighs, and tried to steady your breath. The bedroom set lights were already dimmed to soft amber—the kind of warmth that made everything look sensual, intimate. The camera crew took their positions.
And your co-star?
Mydei.
He leaned lazily against the pillows of the prop bed, shirt open, collarbones exposed, his hair tousled like he’d just rolled out of a lover’s arms. He met your gaze with that smirk—sharp, crooked, full of intent.
“You’re nervous,” he said under his breath as you approached the edge of the bed.
You shook your head. “I’m fine.”
His smile deepened. “Then relax, sweetheart. Let’s give them something they’ll feel through the screen.”
“Scene 38. Take 2. Action.”
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You moved toward him like the script said you should—slow, deliberate, every step tinged with meaning. Mydei’s eyes raked over you as you stopped in front of him.
He reached out and untied the belt of your robe unscripted—his fingers brushing your waist just a little slower than necessary.
You let it fall.
The silk slipped off your shoulders and pooled at your feet. The air kissed your bare skin. And Mydei… Mydei let out a soft, appreciative hum as he reached up and pulled you onto his lap.
“You came back,” he whispered, nose brushing yours.
“Shut up,” you breathed, letting your fingers slide into his hair.
Then you kissed him.
Not soft.
Deliberate.
You let him part your lips. Let him groan against your mouth, hands exploring your hips like he already knew the rhythm of your body. His palm dragged up your spine. His other hand squeezed your thigh.
He tilted his head. Kissed deeper. Whispered, “You taste better than I imagined.”
Off-script. Too real.
But the camera kept rolling.
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Phainon stood just behind the monitor. Watching. Not blinking.
His arms were folded. Jaw tight. His entire frame locked still, as if every muscle in his body was trying not to explode at once.
He touched her. He touched her like he knew her.
His mouth on hers. His hands on her thighs.
Those moans… Those were mine.
Mydei’s voice—smug, low, intimate—echoed through the studio. Phainon’s fingernails dug into his own palm. No one else noticed. But the cameraman glanced at him once, then looked away quickly.
They all knew Phainon wasn’t just some friend. But they didn’t know what it meant when he went quiet like this.
Didn’t know what it meant when his stare burned like ice.
And when Mydei whispered “Just like that, baby…” as he rocked you forward again, your chest brushing his?
That was it.
Phainon exhaled once—sharp. Clipped.
Then turned away.
Not because he couldn’t watch.
Because he had plans.
He would take you home.
And then Mydei’s voice would never echo in your body again.
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“And—cut!”
The moment the director called it, the studio lights brightened slightly and the crew began to shift around you. The camera operator leaned back in his seat. One of the assistants handed you a silk robe.
You quickly pulled it on, breath still uneven from the scene. Mydei chuckled low as he sat up on the bed, running a hand through his tousled hair.
“You handled that well,” he said smoothly, adjusting his undone shirt. “Almost too well, actually.”
You gave a polite laugh. “Thanks.”
He slid off the bed and stepped closer, voice dropping a note. “You know… if you ever want to rehearse that again privately—off-script, no crew—I’d be happy to help.” His gaze dipped to your lips, then back to your eyes. “I promise I take direction very well.”
Your breath hitched. Was he still in character?
Before you could respond, a chill swept down your spine.
You didn’t even need to turn around to know who was there.
Phainon.
You felt him first—his presence, his silence, the weight of his gaze burning through the back of your skull like a dagger dipped in frost.
Mydei, oblivious, kept going.
“Or better yet…” he leaned just slightly closer, brushing an imaginary hair from your cheek. “I could direct you. I’ve always wanted to work with someone who listens as sweetly as you moan.”
His fingers grazed your jaw.
And that’s when you saw him.
Just behind the camera setup—Phainon, standing perfectly still, black coat unbuttoned, rings glinting under the light, his expression unreadable.
But his eyes?
Murderous.
No raised voice. No clenched fists.
Just that dead-calm stare. Locked on Mydei’s hand. Then your face.
Like a judge watching a condemned man carve his own sentence.
Mydei stepped back. “You okay?”
You nodded quickly. “Yeah. I just… need a minute.”
You turned away, your heart hammering.
Phainon said nothing as you approached him.
But the moment you passed, you heard it—so low only you could catch it:
“Go say goodbye, little actress. That mouth is mine next.”
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It started the moment you stepped off set.
Phainon didn’t say a word—not when you walked back into your dressing room, not when you gave him that half-smile you always did when scenes went well. But you could feel it—the shift in the air, the cold burn beneath his quiet.
He’d watched every second of that scene. The one they’d re-blocked last minute.
Where your male co-star’s hand had trailed down your spine, a little too slow. Where he’d leaned in too close during a non-scripted ad-lib, lips brushing your jaw. You didn’t ask for it. You didn’t even like it. But the director had praised the chemistry.
Phainon had said nothing. But his stare had pierced through everything.
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The car ride home was silent.
His hand never touched yours.
But his thigh pressed against yours in the backseat with just enough weight to feel like pressure. His fingers twitched once on his lap, like he was holding something back.
And when you stepped into the apartment and the door clicked shut behind you—
You didn’t even get the chance to turn around.
Your back hit the wall. Hard. Not rough enough to hurt, but hard enough to shock. And then his mouth was on yours.
Phainon didn’t kiss like he had the night before. Not slow. Not gentle. This was raw.
Teeth against your lips. Tongue parting you open. One hand fisting your hair, the other gripping your hip so tightly you felt the bruise bloom beneath his fingers.
He pulled back just far enough to whisper, voice low and dangerous:
“Do you know how many times I had to watch him touch you?”
You couldn’t answer.
His hand moved between your legs—cupping you through your clothes, rubbing with unrelenting pressure.
“I don’t give a damn if it was acting,” he growled. “He put his hands where only mine belong.”
He picked you up.
Carried you across the room—shoulder pressed into your stomach like you weighed nothing. You barely had time to gasp before he dropped you onto the bed.
“Strip,” he commanded.
You scrambled to obey. Shirt. Bra. Pants. All discarded.
He undressed slower, like the act of peeling each layer off was grounding his rage. But his eyes never left you. And when he stepped between your legs, his cock already hard, the look in his eyes wasn’t sweet. It was hunger.
“I’m going to fuck you,” he said, crawling onto the bed, grabbing your thighs and yanking you closer, “until the only thing your body knows is me.”
He didn’t ease in.
He entered you in one deep, punishing thrust—your back arching from the force. You cried out, the stretch overwhelming—but he didn’t stop. He set a brutal pace from the start.
Each thrust slammed into you, hips snapping forward with relentless force. The sound of skin on skin echoed loud and raw, paired with your gasps and the low, possessive growls in his throat.
“Was he this deep?” Phainon hissed, voice ragged. “Did he make you scream like this?”
“N-no—Phainon—”
“Say it louder.”
“No! Just you—fuck—only you!”
He flipped you over. Grabbed your hips. Drove into you from behind so hard the bed slammed against the wall. Your arms gave out. Your cheek pressed into the mattress, drool slipping from your lips as the pleasure blurred into white noise.
He didn’t slow. Didn’t pause.
Not even when your first orgasm ripped through you—legs shaking, body convulsing. He just kept going. Rode through it like a storm. One hand tangled in your hair, pulling your head back as he growled in your ear:
“You think that was enough? You think one time will erase him?”
He pulled out, flipped you again, pinned your wrists above your head and thrust back in with brutal force.
You came again—your scream choked off in his mouth as he kissed you mid-moan. Your body trembled violently beneath him, nerves sparking with overstimulation.
But Phainon wasn’t done.
“Again,” he whispered. “You’ll give me everything.”
He kept you spread open, legs over his shoulders now, the angle impossibly deep. Your eyes rolled back as he pounded into you. Harder. Faster. Sweat dripping from his chest onto yours. The mattress soaked, sheets twisted, your body trembling.
You sobbed his name. Begged. Moaned without meaning.
He came inside you once—deep, hot, claiming you—but didn’t stop. Didn’t pull out.
He kept thrusting. Kept using you.
Again. And again.
You were crying by the fourth time—legs twitching, eyes glazed, voice broken.
“Can’t—too much—Phainon please—”
“Shh,” he whispered, pressing kisses to your face. “You can take it. You’re mine. I know your body. I own your body.”
Fifth time—your body barely moved. Just soft whimpers as he rutted into you, cock still hard, obsessed, his hand gripping your throat lightly now—not choking, just holding you there. Just enough to make you feel his control.
And on the sixth, you didn’t even register it fully.
Your eyes fluttered. Limbs limp. Mouth parted. You felt his warmth flood you one last time—his hands cradling your head as he kissed your forehead.
“Good girl,” he murmured. “My perfect girl.”
Your body gave out. Everything soft. Blank.
You passed out in his arms, trembling, dripping, stretched and used. And Phainon held you close, curling his body protectively around yours like a lover. Or a monster.
His lips brushed your ear one last time before the dark took you:
“No one else will ever touch you again.”
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THE END.
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𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑩𝑬𝑳𝑶𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑪𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑺
FEATURING : Yandere!Professor Anaxagoras (Honkai: Star Rail) X Female Reader.
WARNINGS : Contains explicit sexual content, professor/student, psychological tension, obsessive behaviour, dubcon undertones, and possessive intimacy. This is a work of fiction meant for mature audiences only (18+). Do not read if you are uncomfortable with manipulation, non-verbal consent, or dominant-submissive undertones within academic settings.
✧ SYNOPSIS : You never meant to catch the attention of Professor Anaxagoras. You were just another name on his list—until his gaze found yours in the second row and never let go. At first, it was academic. Specific. Focused. But when the syllabus began to mirror your thoughts and your name echoed in every lecture, it stopped feeling like coincidence. Now, every word he speaks feels like a test you didn’t agree to take. Every stare, a quiet unraveling. And when you’re finally left alone in his office, with nowhere else to run, you learn exactly how far obsession can hide beneath professionalism—until you’re pinned under it, breathless, and marked as his. You should have walked away. But you didn’t.
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The first time Professor Anaxagoras walked into the lecture hall, you didn’t expect to feel anything. After all, he was just another name on your schedule—an elective you’d added last-minute, the sort of course you assumed would be all dense theory and dry readings. You didn’t know what he looked like. You hadn’t bothered to search his face. But the moment he entered the room, the air changed. Something about the way he moved—precise, purposeful—cut through the student chatter like a blade through silk. He carried no laptop. No bag. Only a leather folder and a pen that gleamed faintly in the light. His coat was folded over his arm, and his shirt cuffs were perfectly buttoned, his collar sharp. Not a single thread was out of place. His eyes swept the hall, cold and unreadable.
And then they landed on you.
It wasn’t the look of a professor cataloguing his students. It wasn’t casual, or vague, or passing. It was direct. Exact. Like he’d been looking for something and found it—there, in the second row, right where you sat. You weren’t fidgeting. You weren’t even making eye contact. But still, his gaze lingered. Long enough that your skin prickled under your jacket. You glanced down at your notebook, fingers curling slightly, unsure why your heartbeat had suddenly picked up.
When he finally began to speak, it wasn’t to the room. It felt like it was to you alone.
“This course will not be easy,” he said. His voice was smooth and deliberate, every syllable calculated. “You are expected to think critically. Speak precisely. And above all, to remain present.”
He let the last word hang in the air.
You looked up.
He was still watching you.
—
It wasn’t a one-time thing.
By the second week, it became clear—he had memorized your name without ever asking for it. You’d never introduced yourself. Never approached him. Yet each lecture, without fail, he’d pause mid-explanation and say it aloud. Always at a moment when your head was down, or when you were trying to disappear behind someone else’s shoulder.
“Miss L/N,” he would say. “Your thoughts on this?”
It didn’t matter if you had been paying attention. It didn’t matter if you had your hand up. The question was always yours. You’d stammer your way through an answer, half-formed and shaky, trying not to blush under the weight of his gaze. And every time, he would respond the same way—without praise, without smile. Just a calm, measured “As I expected.”
It wasn’t flattery. It wasn’t even encouragement.
It was like he already knew what you were going to say.
Like he’d studied you long before this.
—
The others noticed, of course. How he singled you out. How his eyes returned to you, again and again, even when you stayed silent. At first, it became a joke. Someone whispered behind you once, “He’s got a crush.” You laughed along nervously, brushing it off. Professors had favorites. It didn’t mean anything.
But then he started using you in his examples. Hypothetical arguments where “Miss L/N” was always the subject. Always the focal point. Always under his lens. It wasn’t just academic anymore—it was pointed. There were lectures where your name came up four, five times in an hour. It was subtle, wrapped in professionalism, buried in metaphysics. But it didn’t feel like philosophy anymore.
It felt like he was watching you think.
—
You tried to hide. You changed seats. Sat in the back one day, behind two taller students. He still found you. His eyes slid right through the others like they were mist. The moment he asked his first question, he called your name.
Another day, you skipped class entirely. You told yourself it wasn’t because of him. You just needed a break. Time to catch up on other work. But when you returned next week, there was something new in his voice.
“I see you’ve rejoined us, Miss L/N,” he said at the beginning of class. No warmth. No sarcasm. Just quiet finality. “Good. I prefer when my students remain… consistent.”
You swallowed hard and didn’t respond.
But for the rest of that lecture, he never looked away from you.
Not once.
—
Things changed after that.
You started noticing him outside the classroom. At first, it was little things. A glimpse of his coat near the faculty building when you were heading back from the library. His voice—quiet, composed—floating from a corridor when you thought you were alone. You told yourself it was coincidence. He worked here. You shared the same campus.
But then it became harder to explain.
One evening, you stayed late in a quiet corner of the humanities wing. You hadn’t told anyone. No friends, no messages. But when you stood to leave, you nearly jumped.
He was at the end of the hallway.
Just standing.
Not reading. Not typing. Just… there.
Your breath caught. He didn’t speak. He didn’t wave. He just nodded slowly as you passed.
“Working late?” he said.
You tried to smile. “Just catching up.”
He held your gaze. “Don’t push yourself too hard.”
And “You’re more valuable well-rested.”
You didn’t answer.
You didn’t know how to.
—
From that point on, his presence grew more precise. He began assigning readings that aligned exactly with the themes in your private research. Topics you hadn’t spoken about. Ideas you had only ever written in your personal notes. Once, he even referenced a line from your high school essay—an old piece you’d posted online years ago, long deleted.
You didn’t ask how he’d found it.
You didn’t want to know.
The worst part was how calm he remained. How professional. He never raised his voice. Never threatened. Never said anything you could report. But the pressure kept closing in. Quiet. Steady. Relentless.
Like the hand of a clock ticking toward something inevitable.
—
You should have walked away.
You told yourself that the moment Professor Anaxagoras walked into the lecture hall for the first time — tall, deliberate, his coat flaring like ink in water and his eyes, sharp and silver, locking onto you as if the entire class didn’t exist. He didn’t smile. He didn’t blink. He just looked, straight through you, like you were a secret he already knew how to unfold.
You ignored the first time he said your name. Thought it was random. Coincidence.
But then it was every class. Every single week. His voice wrapping around your name like silk on glass — “Miss L/N. Your thoughts?” — no matter whether your hand was raised or your eyes were anywhere near his. Even when you stared at your notes and prayed to disappear, you could feel it. His gaze. Slow. Steady. Starving.
You never stayed after class. You never asked questions. Even when you didn’t understand, you preferred silence to the way his eyes lingered on your mouth when you spoke. Like he was memorizing your lips, not your words.
But now, backed into a corner by a fast-approaching deadline and no time left to stall, you found yourself standing at the edge of his desk as the last student filtered out. Your voice caught in your throat.
“I need to ask about the assignment,” you said, soft. Too soft.
He looked up slowly, pen stilled in his hand. His eyes flicked across your face like he was watching something inevitable begin.
“Of course,” he said. “My office.”
You wanted to say no. But your legs moved before your mind could stop them.
⸻
The office was dim.
Books from wall to wall, ancient and heavy, their spines worn from touch. The scent was sharp: old paper, ink, cedar oil, and something else — something unmistakably him.
You hesitated in the doorway.
“I… I don’t want to take much of your time,” you offered.
“You won’t,” he said. “Close the door, please.”
It clicked shut behind you. You sat on the edge of the chair opposite his desk, notebook in hand, hands trembling faintly. He noticed. He always did.
You explained your confusion about the comparative analysis section. Tried to keep your eyes on the paper, not on the way he watched you — lips parted slightly, hands folded. Listening far too closely. Too still.
“You’re afraid of being alone with me,” he said, not a question.
Your pulse thudded.
“I’m not—”
“Yes, you are. But not for the reasons you think.” He stood.
Your heart skipped. Your knees tightened.
“You’re not afraid of me,” he continued, circling the desk, slow like the ticking of a clock. “You’re afraid of what you’d let me do. What you’d beg for once you stopped pretending.”
“I think I should go—”
He walked to the door.
Click.
He locked it.
You stood too fast, panic rising. “You can’t—”
“I won’t touch you,” he said quietly, “unless you ask me to.”
The silence swallowed you both.
And he was watching. That stare — heavy, silver, ancient. Not leering. Not lustful. Certain.
You should have walked away.
But instead, your knees wavered. And you whispered, “Then touch me.”
He was on you in a breath.
His hand slid up your neck, under your jaw, tilting your face toward him with maddening gentleness. He kissed you like he’d been tasting the thought of you for months — slow, calculated, deep. Your breath hitched as his tongue slid into your mouth, claiming the space with possessive grace. You moaned softly, body instinctively pressing into him, your thighs clenching when you felt the solid heat of his cock through his trousers.
His mouth moved to your throat, warm and slow. “Take it off.”
“What?”
“Your blouse. All of it.”
You hesitated, and his eyes narrowed, cold and sure. “You said yes. Don’t lie to me now.”
You unbuttoned with trembling fingers, breath shaking as your skin was exposed inch by inch. His eyes followed every movement, like he was documenting it in ink — the curve of your breast, the line of your waist, your trembling thighs.
He pushed you gently backward — onto the couch lining the far wall. The leather was cool on your back. His hand trailed down your stomach, teasing the waistband of your skirt.
“Open your legs.”
You obeyed.
His hands slid beneath the fabric. No rush. No sudden movement. Just long, warm fingers pushing your underwear aside, slipping between your folds and finding you soaked.
“Of course,” he murmured. “Just as I expected.”
His thumb circled your clit with slow, deliberate pressure as two fingers sank deep into your cunt. You gasped, arching, his body pressing between your knees to hold you in place.
“You act so untouched,” he growled, mouth near your ear. “But this—” he curled his fingers just right, and you choked on a moan “—this is what you’ve been needing.”
Your orgasm crept up sharp, your thighs trembling, eyes rolling back as he kept his strokes precise, expert, relentless. You came hard, moaning his name in broken, breathless syllables. He didn’t stop until your body slumped, shaking and wet.
Then he stood.
And undid his belt.
Your eyes widened as he freed himself — thick, flushed, dripping with arousal. He stroked himself once, twice, and then leaned over you, grabbing your hips.
“You’re going to take all of it,” he murmured. “You’ll feel me for days.”
He guided his cock to your entrance, the thick head pressing slowly, stretching you inch by aching inch. You whimpered, biting your lip, hands digging into the cushions.
“Eyes on me.”
You looked.
And he thrust fully in — one deep, hard stroke that made you cry out. He groaned, hands gripping your hips tight as your walls clenched around him.
“Fuck, you feel—” he hissed, cutting himself off. He began to move, slow at first. Deep. Measured. He watched your face as you gasped and writhed beneath him.
His thrusts grew sharper. Harder.
Each one slapping against your skin, cock dragging across your most sensitive spots with unrelenting precision. You couldn’t stop the sounds. Couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe.
“You’re mine now,” he whispered, leaning close, his breath hot on your lips. “Every part of you.”
You came again — a sudden, uncontrollable climax that left you sobbing into his shoulder. He fucked you through it, groaning at how tight you were, how your body locked around him like it didn’t want him to leave.
“I’m going to fill you,” he growled. “I’m going to watch you walk into class knowing you’re full of me.”
Your legs wrapped around him. You couldn’t speak. Just nod.
And with a final, brutal thrust, he came — spilling deep inside you, moaning your name like worship.
⸻
He didn’t pull out for a long time.
He stayed above you, breathing hard, brushing hair from your face with reverent fingers. His cock still twitching deep inside your soaked cunt.
And then, as if nothing had happened, he whispered,
“Next time, come earlier. I don’t like to rush.”
𝑺𝑼𝑮𝑨𝑹 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑾𝑬𝑬𝑻
PAIRING : Yandere!Neighbor!Phainon x Female Reader
✦ SYNOPSIS : When the new neighbor moves in across the hall of your apartment, you never expect someone like Phainon — soft-spoken, unfailingly kind, and always showing up when you need him most. He’s the perfect man: helpful, attentive, and so easy to trust. But what lies behind that warm smile is something much darker. He’s not just watching. He’s waiting. And once he finally gets you alone, you realize too late that he never wanted to be your neighbor. He wanted to be your everything.
You thought you were just being friendly.
He thought you were already his.
WARNINGS : This story contains heavy yandere and psychological horror themes, including non-consensual drugging, forced captivity, obsessive behavior, sexual content with non-consensual touching, and dubcon elements. Mentioned of babytrapping, emotional manipulation, and intense physical possessiveness. It features dark, explicit scenes that may be disturbing or triggering to some readers. There is an overarching tone of dread, power imbalance, and twisted affection. Please proceed with caution, and note that this work is strictly for readers aged 18 and above. THIS FANFIC IS SICK I WARNED YOU!
WORD COUNT : 3724.
PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR is a subgenre of horror that focuses on mental and emotional fear instead of physical threats like monsters or violence. It plays with the mind, making the audience question what’s real, who they can trust, and wether escape is even possible.
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It started with the smell of rain and cedarwood.
You were coming home late that Tuesday — a downpour soaking through your hoodie, grocery bags digging into your fingers — when you first saw him. He was crouched in front of the apartment door directly across from yours, one box on the floor beside him, another in his arms as he fumbled with his keys. His hair was damp, dark strands clinging to his cheekbones, and he looked up the moment you stopped walking.
You expected a startled apology. Maybe the awkward glance of a new neighbor avoiding eye contact.
But instead, he smiled.
That smile shouldn’t have felt so warm.
“Ah, sorry—new here,” he said, standing up straight, his voice smooth and low, almost too practiced. “Didn’t mean to block your door.”
He stepped aside quickly, one hand pushing his hair back while the other balanced the box like it weighed nothing. His shirt clung to his chest from the rain, and something about the way he stood—perfect posture, open expression—made you feel like you were being greeted by an old friend, not a stranger.
“I’m Phainon,” he added, tilting his head, blue eyes catching the hallway light. “Just moved in. If you need anything… I’m literally across the hall.”
You gave him a polite nod. Smiled, maybe. And for a moment, it didn’t feel strange. He seemed nice. Gentle. Helpful.
You didn’t know then that he already knew your name.
⸻
It escalated slowly—beautifully, like a trap wrapped in velvet.
Every time you left for work, he’d be leaving at the same time. Every time you came back, he’d step into the hallway a minute later, pretending it was a coincidence. He’d carry your packages when your hands were full. Ask about your day in a voice that never lost its softness. He even offered to fix your wobbly kitchen cabinet once, and though you politely declined, the next morning it was perfectly level.
You never told him where you worked. But somehow, he knew when your shifts changed.
He knew when you bought a new shampoo — the exact scent, because he complimented it before anyone else ever got the chance. He mentioned seeing you wear a certain shirt more often, one that you only ever wore inside your apartment, on your laziest days. You didn’t remember ever seeing him look in your windows. But he must have.
Then one day, in the shared laundry room, you found your clothes already pulled from the dryer.
Your panties were folded at the top of the basket. On the fabric was a small, sticky note written in neat handwriting:
“These would look better on my floor. – P”
Your hands went cold. You didn’t tell anyone. You threw the note away. Told yourself maybe it was someone else. A cruel joke. You didn’t want to believe it was him.
But when you stepped into the hallway that night and he greeted you with that same warm smile, his golden eyes lingered a little too long on your legs.
⸻
You should’ve stopped talking to him.
You should’ve trusted your instincts.
But predators don’t rush. They wait. They charm. They watch.
And when he knocked on your door two days later with a plate of warm, soft-baked cookies and that familiar voice full of gentle laughter, you found yourself letting him in.
“Just a little thank-you,” he said. “And maybe… a chat? We’ve lived across from each other for weeks now. Don’t you think it’s time we got to know each other?”
You hesitated.
Then you nodded.
And that was the first time you stepped into his apartment.
⸻
His living space was immaculate.
Too clean. Too organized. Not a speck of dust. Every object looked curated—placed not for comfort, but for presentation. The dark furniture was modern and cold. The lighting dim and golden. His bookshelves were lined with psychology texts, leather-bound novels, poetry collections that hadn’t been touched. The entire place smelled faintly of cinnamon and vetiver — sweet, smoky, familiar.
“You like tea, right?” he asked, already pouring from a black kettle into two ceramic cups. “I made jasmine. It’s calming. I figured it might help after a long day.”
You sat on the couch, feeling the air press just a little too tightly against your skin. You hadn’t told him it had been a long day. But he said it like he knew. Like he always did.
“You’ve been looking tired lately,” he added casually, setting the teacup in front of you. “Just thought I’d help you relax.”
You didn’t remember ever saying you were tired. You didn’t recall ever looking it. Still, you gave a faint smile. Lifted the teacup.
You barely took two sips.
The flavor was sweet—floral, with something metallic beneath. A bitter note at the back of your tongue. You set the cup down quickly. Something didn’t feel right.
Your lips tingled.
So did your fingertips.
And then the room began to tilt.
⸻
Your body dropped sideways on the couch before your mind could even process what was happening. Your limbs were heavy. Your muscles limp. Vision swam, doubled, blurred.
He caught you before you collapsed completely.
You couldn’t speak. Couldn’t scream.
But you felt everything.
⸻
When your eyes opened again, you were no longer on the couch.
You were in a bed.
His bed.
The room smelled like him — that rich, spicy scent you used to find comforting in the hallway now clung to the sheets, to your skin, to the air in your lungs. The pillows were soft beneath your head. Your clothes were still on, but your shirt had been lifted — bunched around your chest.
And hovering above you, knees planted on either side of your thighs, was Phainon.
Smiling.
Stroking your body with both hands like he was worshipping a relic he’d spent years waiting to touch.
“There you are,” he whispered, brushing your hair back from your face. “I was beginning to think the dosage was too strong. But you’re awake now. That’s good. I want you to feel this.”
You tried to move. Your body didn’t listen.
His palms smoothed over your ribs, sliding under your shirt, fingers splayed across your skin with greedy slowness.
“Your skin is even softer than I imagined,” he said. “Do you know how hard it was to wait this long? Every time you walked past me. Every time you smiled like I wasn’t starving for you.”
His hands slid higher, cupping your breasts. He moaned softly at the feel, his thumbs grazing your nipples through the fabric, watching your face twitch in protest as you lay paralyzed beneath him.
“I know this looks bad,” he whispered. “But you’ll understand soon. You’ll feel it too. The way I feel. You just needed help getting there.”
His hips lowered, pressing against yours. You felt the hardness in his pants grind slowly between your legs.
“I used to imagine this every night,” he breathed. “How your body would feel under mine. How you’d sound when you begged me to keep going. But I don’t need to imagine anymore.”
He kissed your jaw, then your cheek, then lower, pressing his mouth to your throat and dragging his tongue slowly across your pulse. One of his hands dipped down between your thighs, gripping, kneading, squeezing like he was shaping you into something for him alone.
“You fit so perfectly in my hands,” he murmured. “Like you were made for me. No one else gets to touch you. No one else gets to see you like this.”
You whimpered—a weak, helpless sound. He smiled.
“There it is,” he whispered. “That little sound. So scared. So pretty.”
He ground himself against you harder, his breath hot and uneven, whispering filth against your skin as he rutted into your hip like an animal marking territory.
You tried to scream.
He shoved two fingers into your mouth, moaning low when your tongue twitched against them.
“Shhh. Just let me. Just once. I’ve waited so long.”
⸻
You didn’t know how long it went on.
You didn’t know when he stopped.
You only knew that when the drug finally began to fade, you were lying in his bed, clothes disheveled, your skin sticky with sweat and saliva and his scent.
You turn your head on your right, and he is lying beside you, brushing your cheek with the back of his hand, humming a lullaby you didn’t recognize.
“You don’t have to go back,” he whispered. “That little apartment? It’s empty now. This is your home. I’ll take care of you. You’ll never be lonely again.”
And then, he stood up, wearing his clothes, but before he left the room, he kissed your forehead and pulled the blanket up to your chin like a lover tucking you in for the night.
“I’ll make your favorite in the morning,” he added cheerfully. “Tea and honey toast, right? I remember everything about you.”
⸻
And even after he turned the lights off and closed the door behind him…
You could still feel his hands.
All over you.
Like they never left.
⸻
The days after he drugged you were quiet.
Too quiet.
He didn’t touch you again—not like that. Not immediately. Instead, he became gentler. He made you breakfast every morning. He drew your bath, even helped wash your hair with hands that trembled under the weight of restraint. He kissed your forehead when you shook. He murmured apologies when you flinched.
“I know it was too soon,” he whispered one night, pressing his cheek to your shoulder as you sat frozen on the edge of the bed. “But it had to happen. I couldn’t wait anymore. You were slipping away from me.”
You weren’t allowed outside. Not without him. The front door was locked with a chain you couldn’t reach. Your phone was long gone, replaced by a silent house filled with his humming and gentle footsteps, his shadow always lingering just outside the frame of your vision.
But worst of all?
You didn’t bleed.
⸻
At first, you thought the stress had broken your cycle. Your body was exhausted. Traumatized. Of course it would respond strangely. But the weeks passed. Your stomach grew tender. You dry-heaved in the mornings. Your body betrayed you more with every hour.
And the moment you found the test in the bathroom cabinet—new, unopened, resting on top of a neatly folded towel—you understood.
He’d planned this.
He wanted this.
And the test was positive.
⸻
The floor fell out from beneath you. You screamed into the mirror, silent, voiceless, a twisted wail lodged behind your teeth that couldn’t leave. You slammed your fists against the counter until your knuckles bled, until the test clattered to the floor.
And when you turned—
Phainon was in the doorway.
He didn’t look surprised.
He didn’t even blink.
He walked to you slowly, carefully, as if approaching a frightened animal. Then he sank to his knees in front of you, hands resting against your hips, eyes locked on your trembling stomach like it was sacred.
“I knew it,” he whispered. “I felt it the night I touched you. Like your body opened just for me.”
You stepped back.
He followed, arms wrapping around your waist, face pressed to your abdomen.
“I did this. I gave us something permanent.”
You shoved him. Screamed this time. Loud. Ragged. But the walls didn’t answer. The neighbors didn’t knock. Either they were gone, or they were warned, or he made sure you were too far out of reach.
“I will tear it out of me,” you hissed.
And something in him changed. Just for a second. The smile faltered. His fingers tensed against your waist. Then—without saying a word—he picked you up.
⸻
You kicked. Bit. Screamed until your voice cracked. But he carried you like you were fragile glass — back to the bedroom, laying you down on the mattress with terrifying calm. And as he crawled on top of you, straddling your hips, his eyes went distant.
“You say things you don’t mean when you’re scared,” he said softly, brushing your hair back. “But I forgive you.”
He leaned closer, lips brushing your temple.
“Your body knows what it needs. It knows I’m the one who filled it. It made space for me.”
His hands slipped beneath your shirt.
Warm.
Slow.
Dangerous.
“And now,” he breathed, “it’s not just about you anymore. You belong to us.”
⸻
You waited until nightfall.
Until his breathing turned slow beside you in bed. Until his grip loosened just enough. And then you moved.
No shoes.
No noise.
You slipped from his arms and out the bedroom, heart pounding so loudly you swore it would wake him. The hallway creaked beneath your feet. The kitchen glowed faintly with moonlight. And there—near the back door, beneath a cabinet—you found it.
The spare key.
He always locked the door with a chain from inside. But now, finally, he’d forgotten.
Or maybe he trusted you too much.
You slipped the chain free.
Turned the lock.
Opened the door—
And froze.
A baby monitor.
Right there on the counter.
A tiny speaker, still warm, still lit.
And through it, his voice came—quiet, calm, steady.
“That’s not the way out, love.”
You spun around.
But he wasn’t behind you.
He was already at the front door.
Smiling.
Clothed.
Awake.
“Did you really think I’d let you leave with our child growing inside you?” he asked softly. “You’re trembling. Let me hold you before you fall.”
You backed into the kitchen, hands fumbling for something—anything sharp.
He walked closer.
“You always were brave,” he said. “But that bravery got you here. And I won’t let it take you away.”
You grabbed the knife.
He grabbed your wrist.
It fell to the floor before it could reach his chest.
⸻
He shoved you back against the counter, body pinning yours, his breath hot and furious against your cheek.
“Do you even understand what you’ve done?” he growled. “You were going to abandon us.”
His hand seized your chin, forcing your gaze to his.
“What kind of mother runs away from her child?”
You sobbed, twisting in his grip. But he didn’t let go.
“No, no more of this,” he hissed. “You want to act like a stranger? Then I’ll remind you what you are.”
His hand slid down, cupping your belly, then lower—his fingers groping you through your thin shorts with a cruel, deliberate pressure.
“This is mine,” he spat. “It always has been.”
He lifted you onto the counter in one fluid motion, pressing his hips between your legs as he tore your shirt up over your head, his mouth crashing against your neck in wet, messy kisses that felt more like feeding than affection.
“I’ll remind your body who it belongs to,” he snarled, hand slipping beneath your waistband.
You cried out, nails raking down his arms, but he moaned at the pain—like your struggle only turned him on more.
“I love when you fight,” he whispered against your collarbone. “It means you still have fire in you. And I want to break every last spark.”
His fingers slipped inside you, forceful, curling with sick precision. You arched, helpless, legs trembling on either side of his hips.
“Do you feel that?” he breathed, grinding against your thigh. “Even now, your body opens for me. It remembers. It wants.”
You screamed.
He kissed your mouth.
⸻
When he finished, he carried you back to bed like nothing happened—blankets tucked around you, blood on his hands, eyes glowing with twisted devotion.
“You’re safe now,” he whispered against your ear. “Safe and warm. I’ll never let you leave again.”
He kissed your belly one last time before crawling in beside you, arms wrapping tightly around your waist, breath steady against your neck.
“Sleep, flame,” he murmured. “Our baby needs you strong.”
And as your tears soaked the pillow, you realized the truth:
You would never leave.
Not alive.
Not with your body still carrying what he put inside.
⸻
You didn’t remember falling asleep, but you remembered waking up.
The stillness in the bedroom was unnatural, as if the air itself was holding its breath. The sheets beside you were cold, already void of his warmth. For the first time in what felt like months, Phainon was gone. Not in the bed. Not in the bathroom. Not humming softly in the kitchen. There was no sound, no presence. Only you. And that terrifying silence.
Your eyes darted to the bedroom door. It stood ajar, just slightly, just enough to feel wrong. You hesitated, listening for footsteps, for breathing, for the creak of the hallway floorboards that always gave him away — but there was nothing.
You slipped out of bed. No shoes. No plan. Just the kind of instinct that roared behind your ribcage like an alarm. And then you saw it — a scrap of paper resting neatly on the kitchen counter.
“Went to get your vitamins. Be good. – P.”
He never left.
Never.
Not once since the day he locked you inside this nightmare.
But now, for the first time, he was gone — and he left the door locked with only the latch, not the chain. It was carelessness. Or maybe overconfidence. Or maybe, finally, fate was on your side.
You didn’t hesitate.
Your hand trembled as you unlatched the chain and cracked the door open. Sunlight poured in like a blessing, blinding at first. You stepped outside, barefoot, nearly sobbing at the feeling of air that wasn’t filtered through him. Your legs were weak. Your body heavy. But you ran anyway.
You didn’t even make it to the stairs before you collapsed.
⸻
The hospital was white. Too white. Even the lights felt sterile against your skin, your swollen belly now weeks from giving birth. Nurses moved like ghosts. Questions came too fast. You told them everything — or at least, everything you could remember. About the tea. About the locks. About the first night he touched you. About waking up with his hands on your stomach, whispering lullabies to something that hadn’t even been born yet.
They called it trauma. They said you were safe now.
They didn’t understand.
They hadn’t looked into his eyes when he touched you and whispered, “You’re my home now.”
⸻
You gave birth to a girl in the spring.
You didn’t want to hold her at first. She cried when they placed her against your chest, red-faced and wailing, fists clenched like a curse. But then her cries quieted. Her tiny face turned toward yours. And you saw it — that familiar shade of her eyes.
Blue.
Bottomless.
Exactly like his.
You couldn’t breathe.
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They gave you a new apartment. New address. New number. You chose a quiet neighborhood where no one knew your name. You started over with a child clinging to your hip and nightmares pressing against the back of your skull. You barely spoke. You watched every window. Every hallway. Every man who stood too long near a playground.
Phainon had disappeared without a trace. The police believed he had skipped town or died. That he was a ghost in the wind.
But you knew better.
Monsters like him didn’t vanish.
They waited.
⸻
Your daughter turned three on a gray, humid day in July.
She giggled in the hallway that evening, chasing shadows that didn’t seem to have a source. You brushed it off at first. Kids had imaginations. She spoke to her stuffed animals, lined her dolls along the windowsill and whispered secrets in their stitched ears.
But then, one night, you heard her laughing — softly, sweetly — in the dark.
You rose from bed, half-asleep, trudging to her door with a protective instinct you hadn’t felt in months. But when you opened it, she was sitting up in bed, facing the window.
And she wasn’t alone.
The room was empty, yet the air felt thick with presence.
You swallowed.
“What are you doing, baby?”
She looked over her shoulder at you with a smile too wide for her small face.
“Daddy says you shouldn’t be scared.”
You froze.
Her voice was innocent. Soft. But it cut through your spine like ice.
“…What?”
She blinked.
“He talks to me when you’re sleeping. He said he missed us.”
You rushed to her, pulled her into your arms. Her body was warm. Real. But the chill in the room didn’t leave. You checked the windows — still locked. The closet — empty. You held her all night, too terrified to let go.
⸻
The next morning, you found it.
The necklace.
Not yours. His.
Black cord. Carved obsidian charm. You’d seen him wear it every day, from the moment he first moved in across the hall. You destroyed it months ago — threw it into the disposal, watched it break apart in sparks and metal. But now it was back.
Nestled in your daughter’s sock drawer.
Resting. Waiting.
You screamed until your throat broke.
⸻
You moved again.
A different state. A new name. Again.
You dyed your hair. You changed everything.
And for a while, you felt normal. You smiled again. You took your daughter to the park. You started to believe he was gone — a nightmare that couldn’t cross the border of memory.
Until one night, the baby monitor crackled.
You hadn’t used it in years.
The green light blinked.
Then a voice emerged. Low. Familiar. Close.
“Did you miss me?”
You ran to her room — she was asleep in bed, peaceful, untouched. The window was locked. The closet empty.
But on the wall above her crib, drawn in red crayon, were three words:
“Our flame lives.”
⸻
Now, at night, you lock every door.
You board the windows.
You don’t sleep much.
Your daughter hums sometimes. Quiet little songs you don’t remember teaching her. She stares at nothing when she thinks you’re not watching.
And sometimes, just before dawn, when the house is quiet and you think you’re alone, you feel it.
Warm breath on your neck.
The faint weight of a kiss behind your ear.
And the whisper that keeps you awake long after sunrise:
“You were mine the moment I touched you… and you’ll be mine again.”
THE END
Silly things Phainon does when he's bored/wants your attention.
Places one pancake under your chin, another on top of your head and declares that he's going to “eat this stack of honeycakes in one bite”.
Plops down beside you belly up and keeps on dramatically sighing.
Calls out your name, when you acknowledge him, he goes quiet, when you return to whatever you were doing he calls out your name again with more urgency ; repeat until you stomp towards him.
Picks you up, shakes you like a salt shaker, sets you down somewhere with a cushion, goes away like nothing happened.
Makes you wear all the antique jewelry in his collection and eventually, makes a barricade around you with everything else he owns, too. Then says, “This is the culmination of my whole life's finances and yet, you remain the most invaluable.”
Pokes you.
Plays with your hair. He thinks he can pull off that one over-complicated hairstyle he saw online.
Tells you jokes and puns.
Pretends to be your shadow and follows you around everywhere wordlessly. Whoever laughs first loses.
Rage-baits you with atrocious outfit suggestions so that you'll start debating with him.
Tells you that he knows a magic trick and detaches his ahoge (it was a fake one).
Calls you (you're literally just a wall apart) but, he's stealthily taken your phone with him. When you're close enough in search of it, he pounces.
Starts mentioning random facts about things.
Starts gossiping about the Council of Elders and that one annoying classmate he had.
Asks you questions like, “How do you think the fishes at Styxia taste?”
Tickles you.
Doodles his neck tattoo, little stars, leaves and flowers on your palm.
Talks about all the adventures he wants to do with you in the future.
Gently headbutts your arm, thigh and cheek to suggest that he demands pets.
Aggressively rubs his face on you when you still don't get/ignore the hint.
Can and will bite you.
Pretends to get hurt so that you'll pay attention to him.
Wrestles titankin, stacks them on top of each other and proudly shows off his ‘hunt’ to you. Please praise him.
hardcore porn: massaging his scalp until he falls asleep in my arms
𝑺𝑰𝑻 𝑩𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 𝑴𝑬!
FEATURING : Yandere Phainon x Female Reader
CONTAINS : University AU, Dark Obsession, Psychological Horror, Gaslighting, Memory Manipulation, Stalking, Paranoia, Mental Unraveling, Loss of Reality, Identity Crisis, Mirror Entity, Emotional Distress, Isolation, Yandere Themes.
In which Phainon becomes your deskmate.
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The first time you heard his name was during roll call—your professor’s voice echoing across the stale lecture hall as he tapped the wooden desk with the butt of his marker.
“Phainon. Transfer student.”
The air shifted. Subtle, but immediate. Heads turned as he entered from the side door, silent as shadow, his steps deliberate. He moved like someone who didn’t need introductions—tall, dark-clad, silver hair catching the fluorescent light like silk thread. His eyes… you couldn’t help but look when they passed over the room—icy, detached, as if the world were a puzzle already solved. But when they landed on you, they held. Just a second too long.
The professor cleared his throat. “We’re out of seats in the back. You—” he gestured lazily in your direction. “Slide over. He’ll sit next to you.”
You blinked.
Phainon said nothing as he approached. No pleasantries. No awkward freshman smile. He just took his place beside you, pulled out a black notebook, and placed it on the desk with perfect symmetry.
You tried to ignore it. Tried to focus on the lecture, but your skin prickled under his gaze. It wasn’t obvious. He didn’t stare in the traditional sense. But you could feel him—watching you from the corners of those pale, calculating eyes, as if mapping the rhythm of your breathing.
For the first few weeks, it was like that. Silent. Stifling. Every time you shifted in your chair, his knee brushed yours just enough to make you question if it was accidental. When you glanced down, his notes were always written in the same, looping script—perfect, almost mechanical. But sometimes, you caught him not writing at all. Just… watching. Pen hovering over paper. As if you had somehow become more worthy of study than anything the professor could say.
You told yourself it was just nerves. Just new-student weirdness. You’d had deskmates before. None of them stared like this. But it wasn’t until the fourth week that something changed.
You’d dropped your pen. It rolled between your chairs, and when you leaned down to grab it, his hand was already there—pale fingers brushing yours. He didn’t let go. He held the pen for a moment too long, his eyes flicking down to where your fingers touched, and then up to your face. A faint smile ghosted across his lips.
“Here,” he murmured. His voice was low, like a whisper that only existed for your ears.
You didn’t say thank you. You couldn’t. Your throat tightened, your body tense with an unease you didn’t fully understand. You pulled back quickly, staring at the screen at the front of the room, willing time to move faster.
But Phainon… Phainon had already started writing again. Except this time, he wasn’t taking notes. The words were your name. Over and over, in that same perfect script.
You didn’t notice it until the next day, when he left his notebook open just slightly askew toward your side of the desk. Your name—Y/N—inked with mechanical precision down the page. Dozens of times.
When you turned to him, his expression was unreadable. But his eyes… they were brighter than usual. As if he was pleased you’d noticed.
After that, the touches started becoming bolder. His thigh pressed against yours during lectures, firm and unmoving. His fingers brushed your wrist when you reached for your notebook. One day, he leaned in, breath close to your ear, and whispered, “You write the number seven differently when you’re nervous.”
You recoiled. “How do you know that?”
“I watch,” he said plainly. “It’s what I do.”
You started dreading the class. But skipping felt worse. Because you knew—if you weren’t there beside him, he’d notice. And you didn’t want to imagine what he’d do with that disappointment.
Then came the moment that truly shifted things.
It was a late Thursday. Rain pattered against the tall windows of the hall, and most students hadn’t shown up. Only a few scattered rows were occupied. The professor droned on about ethics and duality. You were trying—desperately—to focus, your pen trembling faintly between your fingers.
Phainon sat unusually still beside you, his posture straighter than normal. At first, it seemed like nothing. But then you felt it.
His hand. Under the desk. Resting lightly on your thigh.
You froze.
At first it was still, unmoving, like maybe it had landed there by mistake. But then his fingers began to drag slowly—up, then down—brushing the fabric of your jeans with maddening softness.
You glanced at him in horror, but he didn’t look at you. He was staring forward at the professor, like nothing had changed. Like he wasn’t quietly violating every rule of space and decency.
You opened your mouth, but no sound came out. You were too stunned, too afraid to react. His fingers curled gently, pressing slightly firmer. You tried to inch away, but he followed—his chair scooting just subtly, the movement masked by a shift in his leg.
Then, his hand stilled. But his thumb traced a slow, deliberate circle against your skin through the fabric.
“I like when you tremble,” he whispered, still not looking at you. “It means you feel me.”
Your heart slammed against your ribs.
You wanted to scream. To shove his hand away. But your body refused to move. The room felt too quiet, too exposed. And somehow, he knew. He always knew.
He withdrew his hand only when the lecture ended, rising from his chair with a polite smile as if nothing had happened. He turned to you and said quietly, “See you Monday.”
And then he left.
You sat frozen, hands shaking beneath the desk, the echo of his touch still burning into your skin.
Somehow, this wasn’t the end. It was the beginning. Phainon had chosen you. And now, he wouldn’t let you go.
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You hadn’t stopped trembling since that day. Since the moment his hand slid under the desk and touched you like you were already his. Since his voice ghosted across your skin, whispering truths you never gave him permission to know.
You avoided his eyes now. Folded yourself into smaller versions of yourself during class, like if you shrank far enough, maybe he wouldn’t notice you anymore. But he always did. Phainon never missed a thing.
He still came in early. Still sat beside you. Still greeted you with that quiet, measured, unblinking stare — like he was cataloging your every breath. But lately… he hadn’t spoken. Not a word. No whispers. No brush of his fingers. Just pure, oppressive silence. And somehow, that was worse.
You’d had enough.
That afternoon, you visited your professor’s office. You felt stupid asking. Embarrassed. But the tension clawing at your ribs wouldn’t let you stay silent anymore.
“I… I’d like to request a seat change,” you muttered, voice small. “Phainon makes me uncomfortable.”
Your professor frowned thoughtfully. “Uncomfortable? How so?”
You hesitated. “He’s too… close.”
“Hmm.” He didn’t press further. Just nodded and scribbled something down. “Alright. I’ll reassign him to another row. You’ll switch tomorrow.”
You exhaled for the first time in weeks.
But you should’ve known. Phainon always knew.
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The next morning, you found a note folded neatly inside your locker — black paper, silver ink, your name written in exact cursive. Your stomach dropped the second you touched it.
“You’re running. I don’t like that. See me. Alone. After class.”
Your hands shook so violently you nearly dropped it. You shoved the paper deep into your bag, heart hammering against your ribs. You didn’t plan to obey. You weren’t that stupid.
But he wasn’t the type to wait patiently.
Class that day was unbearable. You’d been moved to the second row by the windows, far away from him. But even from across the hall, you felt his eyes burning into your back like laser-points. You didn’t turn around. Not once. But every second felt like a countdown.
When the lecture ended, you bolted. Your legs carried you down the hall, fast, heart pounding. The hallway outside the library was quiet, lit only by the flickering buzz of overhead lights. You were halfway down the corridor, gripping your bag like a lifeline, when he stepped out from behind a support pillar — like he had been carved out of the wall itself.
Phainon.
His silver hair gleamed faintly in the dimness, his posture relaxed, but his eyes unreadable. He said nothing at first, just stood there between you and the exit, his head tilted slightly as if trying to decipher something fragile.
“You switched seats,” he said finally, his voice smooth but strangely hollow.
You froze. Your breath caught in your throat. You took a step back, but he mirrored it forward — just once.
“Why?”
“Because you scare me,” you answered, forcing the words out. “And I want you to stay away from me.”
There was a beat of silence. His expression didn’t change, but something in the air tightened, as if the very hallway began to narrow around you.
“I haven’t hurt you,” he said softly.
“That doesn’t mean I feel safe,” you shot back.
He looked at you for a long moment. Too long. The quiet stretched into something unbearable. Then, without raising his voice, he said, “Come with me.”
You blinked. “What?”
“I said—come with me.”
You turned. Ran.
You didn’t look back.
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You didn’t stop running until you reached your dorm. You slammed the door behind you, hands trembling as you locked it, pushed your desk chair beneath the knob, and backed away like prey cornered in a cage. Your heart was still trying to crawl out of your chest.
You collapsed onto the floor, pressing your back against the wall, trying to slow your breathing. Maybe he wouldn’t follow. Maybe you imagined how intense his voice sounded. Maybe he’d finally give up.
But then your phone lit up.
Unknown Number: “We need to finish our conversation.”
You stared. Didn’t type. Didn’t move.
Then came the knock.
Not loud. Not angry. Three soft taps, spaced like they were measured. Like he’d rehearsed them.
You scrambled up. The chair rattled against the floor as you rushed to keep it in place.
The knock came again.
Then—click.
The lock turned.
You’d forgotten. The spare. You’d lent it to him weeks ago when he pretended to forget his ID after lab. He’d smiled. You thought it was harmless. You thought—
The door creaked open.
And Phainon stepped inside.
He didn’t slam it. He didn’t yell. He just shut it gently behind him and took a step forward like he’d come home after a long day.
“You left your curtains open,” he murmured. “That’s not safe.”
Your back hit the wall. “Get out.”
He didn’t stop. “I was worried. You’ve been ignoring me.”
“I’m calling security—”
He reached into his coat and pulled out a folded photograph. Your stomach dropped.
It was a photo. A still frame — you, changing in your dorm, the curve of your bare back reflected in your mirror.
You gasped. “Delete that.”
“I will,” he said calmly. “When you stop running.”
“Phainon—”
“I love you.”
You stepped back, “you’re sick.”
“I am yours.” he said simply. “You just haven’t accepted that yet.”
That was the last straw.
Your hand slammed the emergency security button hidden beneath your desk.
He noticed. Didn’t flinch. Just turned to look at you, his gaze soft and almost pitying.
“You shouldn’t have done that.”
Within minutes, campus officers were pounding at your door.
When they burst in, you pointed to him — and for a second, you thought he’d run. Or lash out. Or scream.
He didn’t.
Phainon didn’t resist.
One officer pinned him to the floor while another zip-tied his wrists behind his back. The third demanded your statement, but you couldn’t speak. Your mouth was open. Your lungs full. But nothing came out.
He just stared at you.
And then, as they dragged him from the room, his feet scraping against the tile, his eyes never left yours.
His voice was calm. Final.
“You’ll feel it when I’m gone.
You’ll miss me in your reflection.”
They shut the door behind him.
And you were alone again.
Or… so you thought.
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But when you try to remember the sound of his voice during the arrest—what he said, how he looked—it all blurs. As if the memory was coated in fog, distant and unreachable even though it happened just days ago.
You didn’t go back to class the next morning.
Or the one after that.
When you did finally return, the lecture hall felt different. Brighter. Emptier. You paused at the entrance, heart beating in your throat, scanning every face. But there was no one sitting in your old seat. And certainly no one sitting beside it.
You slipped into the back row.
Halfway through the lecture, you worked up the nerve to ask.
“Professor?” you said quietly after class. “About… Phainon. The student who used to sit next to me. Is he okay?”
Your professor blinked. “Who?”
You paused. “Phainon. The transfer student. Silver hair. He—he sat beside me all semester.”
There was a long silence. Then, a polite but confused smile.
“I think you’re mistaken,” he said. “No one by that name is enrolled. That seat was empty until last week when you switched rows.”
You stared at him, pulse slowing to a crawl.
“No… no, he was real. I sat next to him.”
But he was already walking off, waving gently. “Take care, Y/N. Maybe get some rest.”
You left the hall cold and weightless.
Like the ground beneath your feet had turned into glass.
That night, you tore through your phone—messages, photos, emails—but there was nothing. The picture of your locker note? Gone. His name in your chat log? Erased. Every image you thought you had of him was now blank, corrupted, or just… not there.
Your hands trembled. Your chest felt hollow. A slow, gnawing dread twisted its fingers around your mind.
You didn’t sleep.
But when you finally went to the bathroom at 3 a.m., eyes bloodshot, you froze in front of the mirror.
There was a shape behind you.
Faint. Blurred. Like frost on glass.
You turned—nothing.
You turned back—he was there.
In the mirror.
Phainon.
Smiling.
Not cruelly. Not like a monster. No, this smile was worse.
It was gentle.
As if he’d never left. As if he never would.
You stumbled back, heart crashing in your chest. “No. No. You’re gone. They took you.”
His lips didn’t move. But his voice echoed inside your mind, clear and soft like a whisper between thoughts.
“They tried to forget me. But you never will.”
Your eyes filled with tears. “Why are you here?”
“Because I was never out there.”
You shook your head. “What…?”
“You created me. Piece by piece. You wanted to be seen. Needed it. And I… became the one who watched.”
You dropped to your knees, trembling.
The mirror went dark.
But from that night on, he came back.
Not in your phone. Not in your dreams. In reflections.
The window of the train. The back of a spoon. The shine of your laptop screen when it went black.
Smiling.
Waiting.
Always there.
And the worst part?
Sometimes… you found yourself smiling back.
Part III of : “Let Me Listen To You”
Pairing : Phainon (Doctor AU) x Female Reader.
Theme: Invasive Examination | Medical Kink Horror | Possessive Obsession
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The cold stethoscope pressed against your skin without warning.
You flinched—hard—straining against the restraints as the flat metal disk slid just beneath the loosened edge of your bra. Phainon made no effort to warm the instrument. The chill wasn’t accidental.
“Steady,” he murmured, his gloved fingertips brushing against your sternum. “I’m listening.”
You bit your lip so hard it nearly bled.
He leaned over you slightly, head tilted, eyes half-lidded as he pressed the diaphragm of the stethoscope between the curves of your chest—firm, unrelenting.
“Your heart’s racing again,” he noted. “It does that when I touch you.”
You turned your face away. “Because you’re a monster.”
Phainon didn’t react to the insult. He only moved the stethoscope again, lower now, slowly sliding it down your ribcage, dragging the cool tubing across your bare stomach like a leash.
His free hand followed its path. Soft. Curious. Clinical… but not distant.
He lingered at your side, fingers brushing along the inner curve of your waist.
“You’re responsive. That’s good,” he whispered. “I need data. I need patterns. I need to see how you change under pressure.”
You whimpered as his hand slid beneath your back, lifting your upper body slightly to press the stethoscope between your shoulder blades.
Then he whispered right into your ear:
“Most people lie during consultations. But not you. You can’t lie to me when you’re like this… stretched open and shaking.”
He exhaled slowly.
“This is the only way I can hear what you truly are.”
He let your body fall back to the table with a soft thump.
Then came the tray.
He rolled it over silently. Chrome instruments gleamed under the light — tongue depressor, gloves, thermometer, a glass vial of something dark and viscous. Everything neat. Organized. Prepared.
You thrashed again. “No—no, doctor, please—!”
His gloved hand rested gently on your thigh, stilling you.
“Do you know how long I’ve waited to have this opportunity?” he asked quietly. “You walk around every day, vulnerable, soft, unexamined. But now I get to learn every inch of you. Slowly.”
He picked up the tongue depressor. His eyes locked onto your lips.
“Say ‘ahh,’ Y/N,” he whispered.
You clenched your mouth shut.
Phainon tilted his head and smiled faintly.
“Noncompliance. Expected.”
He set the tool down.
Instead, he reached for the vial.
You watched, helpless, as he unstoppered it and dipped two fingers into the shimmering black liquid.
“This will help,” he said. “A nerve-reactive compound. Harmless. But it’ll… heighten sensitivity.”
He pressed his slick fingers to your neck.
You gasped instantly. It burned—not painfully, but like static electricity spreading through your skin.
He smeared it slowly across your collarbone. Over your chest. Down your ribs.
Watching you the entire time.
“Every touch will feel sharper now,” he said. “Every breath, like a thread being pulled tighter.”
Then he leaned down, lips brushing your temple.
“I want you to remember this feeling every time you try to forget me.”
You whimpered.
His hand slid lower.
Part II: “A Thorough Inspection”
Theme: Sedation | Bound Examination | Unwanted Touch | Obsessive Control
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You didn’t remember collapsing.
One moment you were pushing open the office door, trying to leave—trying to breathe—and the next… blackness.
When you woke up, the air smelled of sterile linen and chemical lavender.
The ceiling was unfamiliar. Cold. White.
A harsh overhead light made your eyes sting.
You tried to move.
You couldn’t.
Your arms were spread and strapped at the wrists, pinned down with thick leather restraints. Your legs—secured at the ankles. Something cold was under you. A medical table.
Panic surged through you.
You struggled, pulling against the bindings. The restraints didn’t budge. You couldn’t even arch your back. Your body was locked in place, fully exposed beneath the clinical glow.
Then you heard it.
Footsteps.
Slow. Measured. Familiar.
A shadow moved into view.
Phainon.
His white coat glowed under the light. His violet eyes shimmered with calculated calm.
“You’re awake,” he said softly, gloved hands folded behind his back. “That’s good.”
“What the hell did you do to me?” you hissed.
He didn’t answer right away. He stepped closer instead. Looked down at you with a mixture of fascination… and hunger.
“You fainted,” he murmured. “Very fragile. I had to stabilize you.”
You shook your head violently. “You drugged me.”
He smiled.
“Semantics.”
His hand reached out and gently brushed a strand of hair from your damp forehead.
“Your vitals were a little unstable, so I took the liberty of beginning your assessment while you were unconscious. But you’re lucid now. That’s even better.”
You tugged against the restraints again.
“Let me go.”
“You say that,” he said, circling the table slowly, “but your body’s telling me something else.”
You froze.
His gloved fingers trailed along your bare arm—slow, deliberate.
Your skin prickled.
“You’re hypersensitive,” he continued, fingertips ghosting across your collarbone. “Every reaction is elevated. Pupils dilated. Heart rate accelerated. So responsive.”
He leaned down beside your ear, voice low.
“Tell me, Y/N… is that fear?”
You turned your head away, biting your lip.
He moved lower.
His hand touched the edge of your shirt—it had been undone, loosened, partially opened while you were out. His fingers slipped just beneath the fabric near your ribs.
“You’re trembling,” he whispered. “That’s good. I need your body to talk to me.”
You gasped as his hand traveled further down your side. He didn’t grope—he explored. Like a scientist poking at something alive and squirming beneath glass.
“This is a medical procedure,” he said flatly. “You gave me consent when you walked in. I’m simply fulfilling my role.”
“You’re sick.”
He smiled at that. A slow, amused smile.
“I’m curious,” he corrected, trailing a finger just beneath your navel. “And you’re the most interesting case I’ve ever had.”
Then, softly:
“I want to know everything about you.”
Title: “Second Opinion”
Part : I , II , III
Pairing: Phainon (Doctor AU) x Female Reader
Tone: Dark | Psychological Horror | Creepy Romance | Obsessive Yandere
Setting: Private Medical Clinic
Warnings (so far): Medical themes, creepy behavior, power imbalance
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Part I: The Consultation
You weren’t supposed to be here.
You hated clinics. The cold walls. The too-clean air. The smell of antiseptic and vinyl gloves.
But the headaches wouldn’t stop.
So you booked an appointment.
Private clinic. Discreet. Highly rated. Specializes in “complex neurological symptoms,” whatever that meant.
Your referral had one name written at the top:
Dr. Phainon.
You didn’t expect him.
The door opened, and he stepped inside—tall, unnervingly graceful, dressed in a pristine white coat. His gloves were black. His eyes were blue. And when he looked at you…
…it felt less like a greeting and more like a claim.
“Miss Y/N,” he said, voice smooth and cool, “you made it.”
He didn’t ask if you were feeling alright.
He didn’t need to.
His gaze had already traced the tired lines under your eyes, the tension in your shoulders, the slight tremble in your fingers. His stare made you feel like you were made of glass—and he already knew how to break you.
“I’ve read your file,” he said, moving closer. Too close. “May I sit?”
You nodded slowly. He didn’t wait for the answer. He was already across from you, folding his legs with precise elegance. Not blinking.
You noticed then—there were no other patients in the waiting room. No nurses. No sounds. Just the low hum of a fluorescent bulb, and him.
“Headaches. Insomnia. Strange dreams,” he recited. “And you wake up with nosebleeds sometimes, yes?”
You blinked. “…How did you—”
“I know things,” he said. “That’s my job.”
He reached for a drawer behind his desk and pulled out a sleek leather folder. Opened it. Pulled out… a photo.
Of you.
Sleeping.
Your breath caught.
It wasn’t in your apartment. It wasn’t a selfie. It wasn’t one you’d ever seen.
“I’ve been monitoring your condition remotely,” he said casually. “Your symptoms are… unusual. You may be more special than you realize.”
You stood up, alarm bells blaring in your skull. “What the hell is this?”
He stood up too.
Still calm. Still smiling.
But there was something behind his eyes. A stillness. A hunger.
“Don’t be afraid,” he said, walking toward you slowly. “This is how I help people. I watch. I learn. And when the time comes… I intervene.”
Your back hit the wall. You hadn’t even noticed you were retreating.
He tilted his head slightly, like studying a frightened bird.
“You can leave if you want,” he said. “But your symptoms will return. Stronger. Louder. I can stop them. But only if you trust me.”
You couldn’t speak. Your mouth had gone dry.
Then his voice dropped lower.
“…Or you can stay. And let me open you up. Fix you. Understand what makes your brain so deliciously different.”
He smiled.
Not warmly.
Not kindly.
But with delight.
Like a man admiring a broken doll he couldn’t wait to take apart.
anaxagoras is a light sleeper, and for the several years of your marriage, he has pretended he isn't.
he pretends he isn't awake when you murmur about how pretty he is while he sleeps, caressing his cheek and trailing kisses along his jaw.
he plays the greatest act as a dead man when your cold fingertips trace shapes underneath his shirt, yearning to feel his pulse just by his collarbone.
you let out your briliant soliliquies freely, thinking they will be left unsaid and quiet. gentle words of admirations and love that you think he won't hear.. but he does. anaxagoras pretends to feel guilty but it's endearing, how you're so shy to the man you've married, and only so bold when he's 'unconcious'.
and tonight is another one of those routines, you think you're being so sly—flirting with him as he rests, brushing your lips against his skin.
but then he chuckles, your breath tingling his skin.
his laughter gets louder when you freeze. "what? i'm not allowed to be awake while you pleasure me?"
you've sentenced him to the couch.
Scrolling on tiktok instead of sleeping at night?
Mydei would let you for a bit until it’s time to sleep, you’d negotiate 5-10 more minutes of scrolling and if you don’t stop, he’ll gently take the phone off you, confiscate it and tell you to go to sleep.
Pulls you closer towards his chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat lulling you to sleep.
He wants the best for you, and also because it affects his sleep too. He’s the type of person to wake up late, but not too late. Around 8-9am on a weekend, if you would like to sleep for longer he’ll let you while he goes to the gym.
:3
finally going through the latest hsr story quest, what is this even about
omg mydei is so orange cat coded istg… he is such a brat, making messes all over ur house in his cute cat form and then continues to burry his head between ur legs when he goes back to human.
REAL!!. Mydei is absolutely orange cat coded—chaotic, dramatic, always in your business, knocking your shit over just to look at you like “What? You gonna cry about it?” And then he stretches out like a prince on your couch that he shredded with his claws and demands cuddles.
He’s the type to turn into a cat, push a cup off your desk, and then stare at you like “clean it up.” But the moment he shifts back, he’s all smug and needy, crawling into your lap like “sorry! want me to make it up to you?” before nuzzling between your thighs like it’s his bed. Tail flicking. Smirk growing.
And the worst part? You let him. Because how can you say no to that stupidly handsome face and his greedy little purrs???
His tongue swirling around your clit making your gasp as he smirks. :3
You are pregnant
The father? Well…
You look over at the two men bickering not far from you; one is blonde, and the other is grayish, their unique eyes glaring at each other as if ready to fight right there and then.
“Definitely mine, your seed is not even that strong to begin with”
“Wha–do you even know what you are saying!?, I'm the one who came first, so it'll definitely be mine!!”
Yep yep, those two, the hero of Amphoreus, two of the most prominent figures in Okhema, are the possible fathers for your baby. They are now fighting tooth and nail because they believe the one you conceived right now is theirs. Dear Kephale, it seems like telling them you are pregnant is not a good idea.
And you? You refused to entertain them about it. You'll know when the baby is born anyway–that is if they have a resemblance with their father, and not your exact replica. So for the entirety of your pregnancy, you make it known to them that you'll be upset if they keep fighting about who the father is, and luckily, they actually stop fighting about it and dedicate their time to taking care of you instead.
When the baby was born, it surprised all of you to find out you were actually having twins, and in fact, each of them belongs to both Phainon and Mydei.
You can't stop staring at the babies you just birthed from your womb, confusion still in your face even after Anaxagoras explained it's possible for 2 different sperm to fertilize one egg, and your husbands cheering since the duel is essentially a draw. They look so different, yet also identical at the same time. One has Phainon's blue eyes and grayish hair, while the other has Mydei's bright yellow eyes and hair. The only difference is that both have your face features.
Well, at least they are happy. You thought to yourself. Giving birth to one of Chrysos' Heirs child is already a feat in itself, but two at the same time? Your name will be remembered in history for sure.