It sad though to let sukeroku being the victim between miyokichi amd kiku while konatsu take all the impact. At the end all of them become the victim
So, I know Matsuda-san said that they were all victims. And to some extent I agree. But even within the rubric of victimhood, people have agency. That is to say, some of them are more to blame for how things happened than others.
Now, as I said before, I donāt hate Miyokichi because sheās ruining my gay ship. I actually donāt hate her. But I donāt know that I agree sheās blameless here. I mean, she stabbed Sukeroku. And I get that the events leading up to that fateful encounter were all precipitated by the harsh societal conditions women had to face. Miyokichi didnāt have many options. She was a sex worker and dependent upon the men in her life to support her. Sukeroku was terrible at supporting her, even though he knew that she absolutely needed that security and stability to stay around. So, I understand her frustrations with him. I do. I would be angry too.
But there were plenty of places in her story where she made decisions that I find morally questionable. One of the most uncomfortable scenes in S1 happens when she leans in to kiss Kikuhiko. You can see that heās only sort of into it, if at all. It was clear all along that he didnāt reciprocate her feelings, not with the same intensity. Itās okay to love someone with ferocity. Itās not okay to foist your feelings upon them and then get angry at them for not feeling the same way. People donāt owe you love just because you love them. That sense of entitlement to Kikuās sentiment and his person runs throughout the entire story, such that what happened that night was a manifestation of said entitlement. She felt like Kiku belonged to her and so she sought to get rid of the person who stood between them (in her mind).
Kiku, too, isnāt blameless. I think he did lead her on, and thatās not right either. But when he broke up with her, he did so with clarity. There were no equivocations.Ā
I think Kiku may not distinguish between types of love, only intensity. That is, I think he doesnāt compartmentalize between romantic or platonic or familial love. For him, it seems like there are people he loves, more or less. So, yes, I think he loved her, but probably not in the romantic and/or sexual way. In fact, he may be on the aro/ace spectrum. I think he loved Sukeroku, too, and he loved him more than Miyokichi. And perhaps itās this latter revelation that drives Miyokichi to such extreme measures. I mean, she loses it when he says he wants the three of them to live together. For him, thatās not a problem. For her, it is, because sheās claimed ownership over Kiku and canāt bear to share him.Ā
I think Sukeroku wasnāt blameless as well. After Miyokichi and Kiku broke up, he responds to her advances. He knows that Kiku loves her, that she is using him to hurt Kiku, and he still gives her the time of day. That is problematic on a number of levels.
For me, I disagree with Matsuda-san in that everyone was to blame and everyone was also a victim. You donāt have to be one or the other.
The only person I thought was relatively blameless in the whole situation was Konatsu. She was a child. She thought her beloved father had died. She didnāt know Miyokichi would fall off the balcony.
But, itās funny. I called Kiku selfish in an earlier meta I wrote because I thought he wasnāt able to give Konatsu the warmth and kindness she needed immediately after her parents died. I thought he was wrapped up in his own grief. I still think he was wrapped up in his own grief, but I think part of their relationship is fraught with the fact that the only two people heād ever loved were taken away by the actions of this little girl that had no idea of the gravity of what sheād done. I donāt think heād ever blame her intentionally, but I do think we tend to levy blame subconsciously in those situations. I mean, think about how youād feel if a child precipitated the death of the most important person in your life. Logically, youād know that the child wasnāt to blame (if it was an accident), but thereās a part of you that would be a bit angry, Iām sure.Ā
And thinking about the layers of meaning this adds to the fact that Konatsu has been telling Kiku that sheās going to kill him for years. Oh God, the irony there. Sure, she didnāt intentionally kill them; but she killed them all the same.Ā
God, this show is so good. Itās just so, so, so good. So many resonances with just a few words.Ā
Finally, Matsuda-san *still* needs a raise.Ā