A Little Touch Of Darkness…

Ashe, 30F, WFH Girlie, crochet enthusiast, aspiring writer/blogger, wannabe VA. You know, the works ☺️

[shadowofashe]

[shadowofashe]

Convince me not to quit my job. After today, I literally do not even care anymore.

[depsidase]

[porterdavis]

[quakerjoe]

[shadowofashe]

Do I like Isekai? Yes.

Is it incredibly overdone at this point? Also yes.

Do I care?: kinda

Do I judge it now because of it? Also kinda

Is that going to stop me from liking it? Evidence points to no.

Is that going to stop me from writing it?

…

Do I even need to answer that question?

[depsidase]

[animentality]

I'm sorry, the charlie kirk situation just keeps getting funnier.

- gun nut insists 6 year olds getting shot in elementary school are a necessary sacrifice so that we can all have the 2nd amendment *gets shot at a school

- gun nut literally advocated for public executions to make kids stronger *gets shot in public in front of a bunch of students

- gun nut was an open racist, who constantly tried to incite race wars *got shot by a white guy in the whitest state in america

- gun nut insists empathy is fake *no empathy for him online, except from the same people who gleefully mock the deaths of trans people and Democrat politicians and anyone they don't like on a daily basis

- GUN. NUT. *gets shot and killed instantly by a gun.

[liberalsarecool]

You reap what you sow. You live gun culture, you die gun culture. That was his 'faith'.

[skeletomez]

[veronicaleighauthor]

[shadowofashe]

Trying to write a book is a very different experience from childhood notebooks filled with vibes to educated experience. I’m not even a writing major (wish I was) but the techniques we have to plot and expand and lay things out is simultaneously incredibly helpful, and incredibly daunting. How do novelists keep their stuff organized?? I’m the most organized I’ve been and I have notes spread out across 7 different mediums/locations. Like what am I doing? What do you do??

[shadowofashe]

You know, movies growing up definitely gave me a false sense of understanding for secret societies and such. Like seriously? How has a group of international under the radar specialists haven’t full swooped on the cabinet yet? I don’t get it? If I had the skills and the resources and the influence… where yall at?

[shadowofashe]

Considering posting unedited 1st draft fics.

I have so many that are just sitting in my files that just exist.

Would this even be worth doing?

[shadowofashe]

Updates

Time for an update, I’ve probably kept saying this but I’ve taken on entirely too many projects and there is absolutely not enough time in the day to get through everything I want to work on. I’m behind on posts for both this site and another, though I have plenty of work to do as far as the other goes. Good news though! I’ve ALMOST gotten enough digital stickers to have it be worth getting…

[shadowofashe]

Alright, switching gears

I have taken on entirely too many projects, and there is just not enough time in the day to work on all of them. And the stupid thing on my part, is that ALL OF THEM are ongoing. It’s not just a hurry up and finish it kind of project (though I’ve got a few of those too), it’s maintaining both my websites, remembering to market my start up, illustrate my digital stickers, learn about making money…

[shadowofashe]

What do I need to forgive myself for? TW

I need to forgive myself for all the things I couldn’t control. For escaping our toxic family dynamic and leaving my siblings behind. For not reaching out to check in on others when I could barely check in on myself. For not being able to protect my brother from a situation neither of us could control, and remember it wasn’t my responsibility to do so. For being awkward, spirited, and…

[shadowofashe]

Coping with Negativity

What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings? I should know how to put this into words, but I don’t really have them. Coping with negativity is entirely dependent on the type of negativity felt and the scenario with which the negativity was brought up. Sadness – I keep space to feel it, where appropriate; because I refuse to cry in front of people, and yet I break when someone who…