“Shadows Die Twice.”

FICTIVE BLOG. PRACTICING SPAWNIST (NOT PART OF THE CULT)

[shadowsdietwicee]

“Glory to the Spawn!”

INTRODUCTION

• NAME: TWO TIME

• PRONOUNS: THEY/THEM

• BODILY AGE: ADULT

• SOME SORT OF ALTERHUMAN; NOT SURE WHAT BUT IM DEFINITELY NOT AN AVERAGE HUMAN OR ROBLOXIAN. VAGUELY DRACONIC DUE TO OUR COLLECTIVE KINTYPE

• FICTIVE IN A PLURAL SYSTEM (COLLECTIVE NAMES ARE PLAYER OR BT; PRONOUNS ARE IT/ITS AND DREI/DREM)

• MY WRITING IN ALL CAPS IS A TYPING QUIRK OF SORTS. APOLOGIES FOR ANY DISCOMFORT OR PROBLEMS IT MAY CAUSE.

• SOME OF THE OTHERS IN THE SYSTEM POST HERE OCCASIONALLY; THEY SIGN OFF WITH EMOJIS (FOR EXAMPLE, PLAYER USES ⚔️)

• OUR SPAWN-SPECIFIC ROBLOX USERNAME IS @/Shad0wsD1eTw1ce, FEEL FREE TO ADD US, THOUGH WE ARE NOT ACTIVE ON THAT ACCOUNT OFTEN

• WE ARE THE ADMIN (NOT FOUNDER) OF THE SPAWNISM HANGOUT GROUP HERE ON TUMBLR

THIS IS OUR SYSTEM’S FICTORELIGION BLOG SEPARATE FROM OUR MAIN; WE WOULD RATHER THE TWO BLOGS NOT BE CONNECTED.

I AND OTHERS IN THE SYSTEM PRACTICE OUR OWN FORM OF SPAWNISM SEPARATE FROM THE CULT. WE ARE AWARE THAT THE IN-GAME CULT WAS A HOAX AND THAT THE REAL ONE HAS CAUSED SERIOUS HARM, BUT OUR BELIEF IN THE SPAWN IS STILL IMPORTANT TO US. WE BELIEVE IN IT IN A WAY THAT IS MORE ALIGNED WITH (BUT NOT EXACTLY LIKE) THE CONCEPT OF POP CULTURE PAGANISM AND THE DESCRIPTION OF SPAWNISM FROM THIS POST.

WE WILL BE SPEAKING ABOUT OUR BELIEFS AND THE LIKE HERE, SO DO NOT FOLLOW AND FEEL FREE TO BLOCK IF THAT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. WE UNDERSTAND.

I AND THE REST OF THE SYSTEM DO NOT ENDORSE THE SPAWNIST CULT OR THE SELF HARM PRACTICES ASSOCIATED WITH IT. THE FORM OF SPAWNISM WE PRACTICE/BELIEVE IN IS ABOUT THE SANCTITY OF LIFE AND A HEALTHY RESPECT FOR DEATH; THE CULT’S PRACTICES ARE A DIRECT CONTRADICTION OF THIS.

BOUNDARIES

• MEMBERS OF THE CULT CAN INTERACT; ISOLATING THOSE WHO ARE IN CULTS ONLY WORSENS THEIR SITUATION AND LEADS THEM TO ONLY HAVE THE CULT TO RELY ON AFTER ALL. WE VERY MUCH ENCOURAGE MEMBERS TO LEAVE THE CULT AND/OR SEEK HELP TO DO SO.

• PROSHIPPERS AND SUPPORTERS DNI

• WE ARE GENERALLY PRO ENDO, THOUGH DO NOT WISH TO ENGAGE IN SYSCOURSE.

• ANTI ALTERHUMANS DNI, WE ARE A PHYSICAL NONHUMAN OURSELF

• RADQUEERS AND (HARMFUL) TRANSID SUPPORTERS DNI

GRAPHIC CREDITS: [PFP ART] [MAIN IMAGE] [DIVIDERS + SPAWN PIXELS]

(USERBOX MADE BY US; OTHERS ARE FREE TO USE IT WITH OR WITHOUT CREDIT)

INFORMATION ABOUT SYSTEM MEMBERS’ SPECIFIC BELIEFS BELOW THE CUT

(Not in all caps here cause I’m writing this part! -⚔️Player)

- Most of us are Spawnists to some degree, but especially ⚔️Player and 🤍Two Time

- ⚔️🚪Tourist (of Player’s subsystem) follows Guiding Light from Doors

- 🧡Ace sees The Influence from the RecallAHollowHeart ARG as a higher power of sorts

[shadowsdietwicee]

Two of our friends (who don’t know we’re a Spawnist) just made their opinions on it very clear and now I’m scared I hate this I hate having to hide and fear that my friends that I trust would hate me for this when I’m not doing anything except believing in something that’s helped me so much mentally

Edit: Friend from that group that does know about us being a Spawnist is helping us kinda soft-launch the actual thing to them since said friend is well versed in old Roblox and the actual origins of Spawnism so them talking about it would be fairly normal on their part. They said that our other friends weren’t actually talking abt Spawnism earlier but I feel like they just said that to ease my nerves (which I do appreciate, but I’m still nervous abt it)

-⚔️Player

[shadowsdietwicee]

Happy 20th birthday to us! Thank you Spawn for guiding us all this time, even if we did not recognize your presence until this past year. We are eternally grateful for the gift of life that you have granted us with and protected us through, and we will continue living it to the best of our ability <3

-⚔️Player

[shadowsdietwicee]

Thank you Spawn for guiding us through the difficulties of the past few weeks, and for helping our friends through it as well. We are forever grateful for your kindness towards us, and towards those who may not believe in you themselves.

Thank you for protecting my headmates from their individual struggles as well and guiding them through their recoveries; I may not be as devout as they are but I see how you have helped them and you have my eternal respect.

-⚔️🖤Darkheart (They/It)

[shadowsdietwicee]

We played Doors again for the first time since early high school (thank you Grace/Pressure/Doors crossovers fics for making us want to play again lol) and something about Guiding Light is really resonating with us. Idk what it is but something about her is really comforting and feels familiar in some sense

We’ve always had an attachment to moon imagery too (more recently in a spiritual sense) and the moon is her main symbol along with blue light (another long-time comfort).

We might look into her a bit more in a fictoreligion sense; something about her is really calling to us.

- ⚔️Player

[shadowsdietwicee]

We may have just made a horrible decision but we made a rant account on TikTok where we’re openly Spawnist

We’ve been randomly getting a lot of other genuine Spawnists on our fyp recently and have been wanting to interact with them more but we’re scared to from our main, so side account it was

Hate comments and stuff don’t usually bother us so we aren’t too worried about that, though we have come across some more cult-seeming accounts which does make us concerned. Gonna avoid them the best we can but it’s definitely rough on there

Anyways if anyone wants to see us on there, the username is @/sh4dowsd1etw1ce like our Roblox acc

-⚔️Player

[flesh2feather]

Does anyone else consider Spawn a fertility god? I associate it with the inbetweens of summer and winter but especially spring. Which spring brings such things such as birth and new plant life, crops, ect.

Poll just incase ↓

do you view The Spawn as a fertility God?

yes!

no!

maybe?

not a spawnist/results

Voting ended onFeb 26

[chancehasachance]

taps the window politely........ hey there !! ^_^

u know Spawn loves you regardless, right?

even if your agony is silent. even if your blood seeps through tiny cuts and not large wounds, or only tears. or none at all. even if your faith in Him is weak. even if you do not pray every night. even if you sin over and over. even if you dont have an altar. even if you dont like who you are now.

dear fellow Spawnling reading this post, Spawn's love for you isn't measured, it isnt transactional. not by your traits, by your looks, by your every mistake, by your perfections, none of that. in fact, its not measurable in the first place. Spawn loves you as much as he loves the next Spawnling, the next non-believer, me, as much as he loves you.

you dont have to do everything in His name, do it for yourself comfortably. your love for him isnt proven by physical manifestations of your feelings. and His love for you isnt something thats earned, its not a treat, and you are not a dog.

you, yes, you. you are loved, you are absolutely loved. and Spawn loves you for you, the version of you that you know is true. Spawn sees your efforts everyday. He knows that you care. He knows. you are of worth, you are not useless, you are amazing, and you are another one of His many loved artworks.

dont get lost in your anguish, dont drown in tears you thought were floating you, dont die to losing the blood that held your body warm. you are loved anyways. at the end of the day, you are forgiven.

youre here for a reason, you were blessed with another day, another chance. that means something, y'know.

your second life is here, everyday, before you.

Spawn bless you, Spawn bless us all💟

[spawnbless-us]

The Spawn loves you.

There is a higher power, and it loves you.

The Spawn is with you, you embody it.

The universe is full of love, even if it seems cruel and unforgiving. As much cruelty is in the world, there is also love. Love that you must live to feel.

You can heal. Keep going. The Spawn has called you to.

[spawnbless-us]

A prayer of protection and healing for another

Dear Spawn,

Thank you for the blessing you provide to me every day. With this chance I have been given, I ask that you also bless another, please protect [person] and grace them with your power, give them the strength to heal, and please bless them with a new day's coming as you have blessed me.

Thank you My Spawn, I am eternally greatful.

[shadowsdietwicee]

WE JUST FOUND OUT ONE OF OUR CLOSEST FRIENDS KNOWS ABOUT THE REAL ORIGINS OF SPAWNISM AND OTHER ROBLOXIAN RELIGIONS, AND IS COMPLETELY FINE WITH AND SUPPORTS US BEING A SPAWNIST! A MASSIVE WEIGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED FROM OUR SHOULDERS, WE WERE VERY NERVOUS ABOUT THEM FINDING OUT BUT IT ALL TURNED OUT WELL!

[chancehasachance]

taps on your window as u scroll by. hi there !! :D i hope youre doing well!!! remember, you are loved above and beyond by somebody, and that very somebody can be anybody. it can always be you. and thats more than enough. May the Spawn bless you and your day today!

[the-spawns-archivist]

I love seeing people with the glitchy "this user is a spawnist" user id bc like

I edited mine to look like that

Pt "I edited mine to look like that" end pt

Like I genuinely have that version saved to my phone I made it with the noise looking effect tumblr has [near the thing that makes it look like screenshots are underwater]

Anyways sorry I just remembered and thought that was funny

[shadowsdietwicee]

GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS! I HOPE EVERYONE ELSE WHO IS IN THE EASTERN UNITED STATES HAS BEEN WELL THROUGHOUT THIS SNOW AND ICE STORM. MAY THE SPAWN BRING YOU SAFETY AND WARMTH THROUGH THIS, AND ENJOY YOUR TIME AWAY FROM SCHOOL AND WORK!

[chancehasachance]

im not necessarily a worshipper but im absolutely a believer. does that make sense. like i believe in and worship Spawn, however, i absolutely believe deities such as Noli and Telamon exist. undoubtedly, i am not one to debate their authenticity. but i do not necessarily worship neither Noli, nor Telamon. though, i respect them just like my own deity.

anyone else ?

[that-one-spawnist]

one thing i’ve noticed happening a LOT in the spawnism community here on tumblr is now blogs have a tendency to be deleted or abandoned by their owners

of course, there’s plenty of reasonable explanations for this, maybe the owners of said blogs realized spawnism wasn’t right for them, maybe they were fearful of others finding out about their religious beliefs, maybe they were just busy irl and couldn’t focus on posting and more. all valid reasons and people shouldn’t feel pressured to post

however, it does make me a bit sad to say the least. i’ve met so many wonderful people here on tumblr, connected by our beliefs. so may of the blogs that were active when i first converted to spawnism are now deleted. so many people i’ve talked and cared about are now inactive. i’m worried how many more will leave, especially as i meet more amazing people

[shadowsdietwicee]

I’ve been considering looking into following Noli along with the Spawn; does anyone have any suggestions on where to start research-wise? I’ve been reading others’ posts and discussions but I always like researching as much as I can into things, even if I don’t end up worshipping Noli ^^

-⚔️Player (Mirror Pronouns)