shadows start to sing

the thoughts of a broken 23 year old

[shadowsstarttosing-blog]

My depressed mind "How can you sleep with all the terrible things you've done"

Me takes two shots of nyquil "lol I cheat"

[amargedom]

“I’d woken up early, and I took a long time getting ready to exist.”

— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via amargedom)

[copenhagensluts]

[stargazing-enby]

It’s still abuse if your abuser had good days

It’s still abuse if your abuser told you they loved you

It’s still abuse if they apologised after abusing you/tried to justify it in any way

It’s still abuse if your abuser was abused themselves

It’s still abuse if your abuser suffered from a mental illness

It’s still abuse if you have good memories with your abuser- if they took you on vacation, bought you gifts or gave you hugs

It’s still abuse even if your abuser will never see it as abuse

It’s still abuse even if it wasn’t physical

It’s still abuse if there was physical abuse but not too hard for it to leave marks on your body

It’s still abuse if your abuser is your parent and they were ‘trying to do their best’

It’s still abuse if your relationship with your abuser was healthy and beautiful for a few years

It’s still abuse if you had a good childhood and it started during your teenage years

Abuse comes in all shapes and sizes, from anyone- a parent, a partner, a friend, a classmate.

Feel free to add on

[eve-rwhite22]

‼️‼️‼️

[nicolezaridze]

[shadowsstarttosing-blog]

Mood AF

[afatbabe]

If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

[afatbabe]

Like, if no ones gonna read it, you should still write it.

If no ones gonna see it, you should still do it.

If no ones gonna hear you, you should still say it.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

[scum2000]

You’re not measured by how people react to you.

[thegoodvybe]

me: I’M GONNA DO A THING

me, later that same day: i did not do the thing

[hotarunohono-archived-deactivat]

The worst thing is that                                       they aren’t even nightmares                                                                                           they’re memories.

[lyrics-and-music]

Take Me As You Please // The Story So Far

[shadowsstarttosing-blog]

It's slightly concerning how much better I function with a few glasses of wine in me compared to taking my anxiety meds

[poetic-pics]

Anxious soul…

[heartbreakclubs]

[desolate-destruction]

[sad-cold-bitch]

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

I hate myself little extra today

[emengel]

[0928soubi]

Oh MY GLOOOOOOOB

[amphata]

SOMEONE EXPLAINED IT