[shadowswillfall1]

Why do I feel so unlovable you’re not the first one to say I don’t know how

[shadowswillfall1]

Losing my baby, my mother in law, and childhood friends all in a few weeks span is too much.

Too much. All too much.

I don't know what karma I'm paying off but I'm done. Please make it stop. Please. I'm so tired.

[shadowswillfall1]

Leaving a toxic house meant leaving my siblings and as much as I'm a bitch and we fought I loved them so much

It feels like a part of me is gone and seeing any healthy family on tik tok I cry a lot

Idk. Im feel too much sometimes

[one-abuse-survivor]

One of the most painful aspects of being a survivor of child abuse, for me personally, is desperately craving the love of the very person who hurt me. My mother is the reason I developed PTSD, and yet, from time to time, when I have a flashback and I begin to feel small and helpless and scared, I can't help but yearn for her to hold me in her arms and sing to me until I feel safe again.

[traumavnts]

it’s all too much

[shadowswillfall1]

I'm not jealous you got to say goodbye I'm just mad I wasn't able to and it hurts so much!!!! I feel like my heart is splintering into pieces!

[shadowswillfall1]

How do I tell this sweet loving, gentle man that I see this stranger kill himself on loop in my brain?

[heartlessqueen]

i’ve been dealing with some issues for so long 

that i got really good at coexisting with them

and i can’t even imagine a different way of living (even though it might be possible)

[incendavery]

trick of the mind

[furiousgoldfish]

abusive parents will be like “I wouldn’t want something bad to happen to my child"and then go and be the worst thing that ever happened to a child

[shadowswillfall1]

my heart is in millions of pieces but i’m so hopeful for the future

i’m confused about a bunch but i’m sure i’ll figure it out

[ojibwa]

[siickangel]

it’s getting harder to pretend..

from my journal

[howling-suggestions]

Shaking like prey, eyes wide and hollow, you watch for others to hurt you because you've been taught love means pain.

[shadowswillfall1]

i’m tired of living other people’s dreams out my heart feels like it’s puking outward and i miss my friends

i miss my cat. i miss my heart . i miss my old life

[artpow]

[cardcaptorr]

me: *suddenly turns really cold* person: whats wrong :/ what happened me: nothin. just thinkin bout that time u hurt me 2 months ago on thursday at 2:36 pm. bye