bursting at the edges, yet empty within

(she/her), 20/F, Bisexual

[theodore5346]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

I just know you are a woman because men are never this proud of being degenerate gooners.

reblog if you are proud of being a degenerate gooner

[001x456]

“why do you ship them?” because I like fun and sexy things

“why do you ship them?” ma’am this is a fandom space, not a test for moral superiority based on fictional gay characters

[yoongi-regulus]

the marauders accidentally de-aging and the skittles taking care of them. Barty being the babies' favorite, evan melting at his boyfriend, and regulus being the only responsible out of them. that's all i need to be happy

[shadowyladydefendor]

and no one but James actually liking Regulus(he's too strict), like Sirius tolerates Regulus but that's only because of Jamie, his bestie. James having a crush on him before finding out(Evan tells him) he has a boyfriend (himself) and James going to regulus, asking, no demanding (because he's an adorable brat) that he meet this boyfriend and fight for Regulus's hand (he's a gryffindor through and through). Regulus, face palming while blushing a little because how do you explain this to a toddler (he's gunna kill Evan).

[lastoneout]

like the first rule of cooking is to have fun and be yourself and the first rule of baking is to stay calm because the dough can sense fear

[shadowyladydefendor]

okay but why is this so real?

first rule of reading is to be open to any and all possibilities

first rule of sewing is to be firm in your plan

[letraspal]

🎄🐾🐺✨🌘

[shadowyladydefendor]

the foot holding is so top-tier ✨

[shadowyladydefendor]

Pretty Face

Too much in my mind

But no words come out

So many lights on the skyline

Yet pitch dark in my heart

Shades of all kind

And yet we wear a mask

Exteriors pretty and kept up

Interiors just as messy and fucked up

Eyes bright and shining

With tears and rage

Smiles painted and red

Just as hollow as they are dead

Breathing rough and hurried

Sobs muffled and buried

Shallow looks and fantasy books

They hide who I am

For I fear if you look past it all

You will find me broken as I fall

As I Fall from grace

As I Fall without a trace

- shadowyladydefendor

[starnov-deactivated20230807]

Jegulus' first month of dating

*Marauders dorms*

James: Hey, love of my life

Regulus and Sirius at the same time: Mmh?…He was talking to me!!!!!

Sirius: Who were you talking to James?

James: My boyfriend… Wait Pads

Sirius pushing Regulus away: Give us a moment. How can you do this to me? You don't pay me atenttion anymore and now you call him love? I WAS YOUR FIRST KISS JAMES. IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE JUST TELL ME!!

James: Oh I'm the one not paying attention to you? LAST WEEK YOU DITCHED ME TO GO OUT WITH MOONY

*Remus and Regulus sitting in the Gryffindor common room reading*

James and Sirius sitting opposite them holding hands.

Remus: so you have solved your problems?

Sirius: James and I are going to couples therapy.

[shadowyladydefendor]

Regulus and Remus, meanwhile, going on platonic library dates because everyone knows Sirius and James cannot go to the library to do recreational reading unless it is something related to their pranks.

[sebbianas]

regulus black reads and writes fanfiction

[shadowyladydefendor]

and James Potter religiously reads it. He doesn't know who wrote it but he absolutely LOVES it. He gets Sirius and Remus looped into it and overtime it spreads to the entire house of Gryffindor. Soon all of them worship this unnamed writer. Remus is the one who catches on and asks Regulus about it and then they bond over it. Sirius catches them in the library one day, convinced that Remus is cheating on him with the other Black Brother and there they are, in the library, quietly giggling over another fanfic. He soon finds out what happened and can't process that the masterpiece of literature he loves (probably the only one he read properly) is written by his estranged little brother. They bond over it. Sirius being Sirius spills to James, because duh- best friends. Now James who already was nursing a crush on his best friend's brother FALLS IN LOVE with him because!!! omygod!?! Now Remus is watching the two fall in love with each other as much as it is possible to with people who are already in love with each other.

[ifonlyicouldbeastar]

sometimes my skin is too much, sometimes my body is too much, sometimes my thoughts are too much, but in the end it all leads to one thing. i am too much.

[movisual]

yall ever have a fanfic leave you like this and you cant even talk about it to anyone

[mckinnon-mp4]

i aim to do this every time i write

[shadowyladydefendor]

real

[sebbianas]

reg having james’ animagus as his patronus is good and all but regulus having sirius’ animagus, his big brother, his number 1 protector, as his patronus, a spell that needs happy memories for it to work, a spell that protects you from literal fear is so much more gut wrenching and heart breaking

(bonus points if somehow sirius sees his animagus coming out of reg’s wand and he thinks “atleast im still protecting him in some ways”)

[shadowyladydefendor]

😭😭🥺🥺

[shadowyladydefendor]

Picture this: Severus Snape, as a fifth year, practicing how to stall into a room with his robes perfectly billowing like he does when he's grown up, except he hasn't mastered it yet, so Lucius sitting in the Slytherin common room with Severus stalking back and forth trying to get it right. He knocks over one of the ornate vases put on display, because the House of Slytherin is pretentious that way.

Lucius: Enough of this nonsense, let me show you how this is done.

*walks but ends up tripping over his robes and the vase that had been knocking over* *gets up and pretends like nothing happened when the prefect comes to check what is going on*