Life has been an everyday struggle. I'm either happy and motivated, or lost in self-loathing. I'm either content or completely unhappy. I either crave love with my whole being or don't want to be acknowledged by anyone. I either want attention or to be completely left alone. There's days where I think everything is under control, But most days I'm just a fucking mess on the inside. I don't know how to fix myself. And I'm not happy about it.











