That Ruben grunt at the end that means EVERYTHING, it's the i can't live with him, I can't live without him, but also life has no meaning with him and shit he's my oxygen, he's my water, my food, he's my sun just as much as i was his, he's everything and nothing at the same time and yeah life has absolutely no meaning without him so I'm grumpy, I look at him, i look at that body I was overlooking a few seconds ago, tears dropping on their own, grunting, moaning with the feelings, the extasy and i look at it from afar now, blood dripping from my own body and everything is meaningless, my breathe, my pain, my life, everything has lost its significance now that Niall is gone, it means NOTHING so I grunt as I realise death is my only answer too, only in death we can be together again so I stay and I drip and die, slowly, the blood flowing out of my guts, in silence, I wait so long, watching him, staring at him, at that body I somehow killed gently by suffocating the air out of it just like he did with mine, I needed to smother him thinking it will allow me to breathe again, only to come to the conclusion I just killed my living oxygen bottle and now I suffocate, now I dont have nothing left so I let myself die. I die here, not far from his body with a wound from his father's knife and it's funny, almost cynical in a way and maybe I did to Niall what I wished I had done to my dad, maybe I felt like Niall was part of me forever too and I couldn't live with that, couldn't live without that so I die too, from Niall's hand with a little help from myself.
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