shandice says @shan-tha-man - Tumblr Blog

Yeah um I already played out this confrontation like 10 times in my head so if you could stick to the script I imagined for you, that’d be great, thanks.

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turn on ur volume

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I regret turning up my volume

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Hey can I fuckinnn Hhhh,HHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

bright-witch

I am crying omfg

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If you ain’t rawing me like this then what’s the point???

I'm so fucking scared that you're going to leave me. I can't stand how tense we've been these past couple of days. It makes me want to die. I wish I would have done better so we wouldn't be in this situation. I wish I could change the past, wish I could change how you're feeling. No matter how many words come seeping from my throat, you will never be convinced that I am a worthy person, I don't think. Not worthy of your trust, your love, your attention. Just. Fucking nothing. I've slept like shit, eating is so difficult and I feel my mind slowly unraveling. I honest to God wish this was just me being dramatic... but, fuck. I can't even function right now. My anxiety is completely ripping me to shreds and my depression is weighing on me like a half ton of cold bricks. I don't know what I am supposed to do with myself. I love you so much and we have been through so fucking much together, the thought of having that torn away... it kills me. And knowing it is all my fault... it more than kills me. It is a sadness that I'm not quite familiar with. I'm not enjoying my time in hell.