If We’re Going Down In Flames, Take A Bow. @shannon-pbnj - Tumblr Blog

If you have kids or loved ones younger than you, record yourself telling them you love them.

My mom once did this. A voice box that long since died on a teddy bear. I haven’t had it or even thought of it since I was a kid.

But I would do literally anything to have it now.

I want to believe

That if I go outside I'll see a tractor beam

Coming to take me to where I'm from

I want to go home.

#caboose #eabv #mv #me #turtle

I would give literally anything on the planet for five minutes with you.

#caboose #ferret

This is the only way I can ever have this.

#caboose #eabv

Nothing is ever going to fill the hole you’ve left.

I keep trying. And trying. And trying. But it’s just so empty and lonely without you.

#caboose #personal #me

If there were an emergency, I have one person I can call to watch my kid. One. And if he’s sick, like he currently is, I have no one that can even come to my house and sit there to watch tv while she sleeps.

I have no one.

None of my friends are here. I have no family.

“It takes a village,” then they ask why you won’t have more kids after the village doesn’t show up for you.

#personal

I just want this to stop hurting.

I just want you back.

Your birthday was yesterday. I spent all day seconds from crying and no one noticed. I have cried myself to sleep every night for eight weeks and 3 days. There isn’t a second of my life that isn’t consumed by thinking about you.

I fell asleep on the couch before and I swore I saw you for a second just before I fell asleep. Just right up in my face worried about me because I was napping. Swore you were there. Woke up hugging the plushie I have of you and just missed you all over again.

I love you, puppy. I’m so lonely without you.

#caboose #personal