nobody else can see me quite as clearly as you

'eek' or 'eka' personal blog fo r irl me. more evil and annoying here

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uesgsjfhj ineed to smoke

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i don't like applying for uni courses. i'm not making it into any of these lmao

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i lied to my boyfriend and made him sad im going to fuckinf kill myself

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REMINDER SOMEONE HAS PROBABLY JERKED OFF TO YOU

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this is true and it was hot as fuck!!!!!!!!

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every bone in my body is telling me to kill myself

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it’s weird to be a middle-ish regressor. i feel a little out of place. then again i’m not even sure if. whatever i feel counts as regressing

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humiliating as shit when the only person you’re willing to age regress(?) in front of is with your boyfriend. kms

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i'm sorry i'm the one you love

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doing statistical analysis in tutoring today yay

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for once i dont gaf about the half hour break. i want more work

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doing statistical analysis in tutoring today yay

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i miss being a part of her life. i didn’t even get to properly say bye to her, just watched everyone go ahead of me to say bye to her instead.

i probablh should have done something. it isn’t good to be so bitter

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"you're my favourite, [person]" look its not like i don't believe you and im happy for you but i miss when she was my favourite too, and i was (at least under the impression) hers.

it's my fault, i know but it still sucks man. i wish i let myself feel. i wish i didn't let my delusions overtake any positive view i used to have of her. even if we inevitably drifted, at least it would have been on better terms.

she doesn't hate me, i don't hate her. I still love her. I'm not sure about her towards me but i wish. there was a bit more closure to this

i need a cig

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i kept lashing out at z today. im very mean. i don’t get how he’s so patient with me

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i miss being a part of her life. i didn’t even get to properly say bye to her, just watched everyone go ahead of me to say bye to her instead.

i probablh should have done something. it isn’t good to be so bitter

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i like pulling in my boyfriend by the tie

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im such a fat fucking chud bruh i need myswlf gone

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i wanna slit bruhhhhh

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i miss liking my subjects. I don't have any plan outside of school. I just want to die