ShatteredTrapTrance

Mix of everything

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April 30 8:55pm

Still figuring things out where to start.

I can figure this things out, the best is yet to come

Looking forward on better days🥰

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April 30 5:57am

I still remembers you but unlike before it doesn't hurt that much - smile is showing somehow. Im slowly moving with my life and so as you.

This is me reminding myself, you're on the right track and you've done it right this time.

All the twisted emotions were valid.

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April 28, 2026 9:55pm

The more i know you, the more I don't want to be with you.

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March 24, 2026 3:15am

I've already expected this to happen.. but damn! still hurts.. so this is how it really feels.

Feel it and process until it hurts no more 😭 It comes in waves.

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January 13

11:47am

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January 13

11:35am

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January 13

10:27am

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January 10, 2026

11:17 pm

Waching Movie: Minamahal

This line caught me unguarded. Suppressed grief resurface.

"Having bid farewell to each other as frinds or maybe best friends.

Lovers? I don't know...

Maybe a souls who needed each other temporarily to heal and grow. But now, need to go our separate ways to achieve greater things.

So that's what love is..

It's not forever but true while it lasts.

Sometimes you just need to accept what life gives you, not because you want to but because you have to. There's no other way around.

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October 18 2025

Thoughts:

I was an aware of the mask you've ware or am i that blind😂. Red flags (trade mark of you that I've already known) still chooses you on this point of life.

You're not an asset but a liabilities. And im sure of that. Regrets (something like that is hunting me now, deep down in me echoing.. it is so obvious).

I ask myself now, what qualities do you have to be a good partner. Smiling while thinking of your qualities (can find one😂😂).

You're a career woman (only that). As a partner, none of it fits you.

- Self centered, manipulative but you've never noticed it maybe, You can only take care of yourself, You're busy without thinking your just wasting your valuable time on events that dont need your time. Hectic schedule without personal goals (just to be present).

Your not living your life, your living to impress others.

I clearly see now, your not going to be a good partner and a wife. Your dreaming like a fairytale.

The sad part is, your still attached on your past. Lots of regrets that you've keep on yourself. You're so obvious, you're not aware of it.

Im observing you now, still observing you!