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(28) - she/her - Just another (non pro) ana side blog. If you are under 18 please stay safe and get help 🖤. Ok to reblog posts, Ok to follow. I just really love mass effect.

[shaynor]

Hello, sorry if I don't follow you back, this is a side blog... Stay safe lovelies 🖤

[luvanamia]

Don't binge

Why would you want to be fat?

Why would you choose to be fat?

Disgusting

[shaynor]

I could try to see how far back this blog's been active but I'm low-key too lazy to. I kinda miss that period of my life. Back then I was a student, now I have a 40h/week job killing and wrecking me

[sommerlanding]

it's 5:25am and i'm thinking about how i fear i'll never find someone in my life (friendships or relationship) who will ever feel as deeply as i do.

I used to spend so much time thinking/feeling things about this kind of worry. I'm so glad for the people who have come into my life since, and the people who were already there who grew into larger presences in my life. I hope that kind of connection is coming to you soon, I promise it's out there :) x

[shaynor]

This blog isn't dead, just dormant. Ana never truly leaves... Going through my old posts and looking at the ghosts of my old mutuals... Deleted as a way to fight back, or purged by the algorithm. Wherever you are, I hope you have found peace.

[shaynor]

Welp girlies fell into my Supersize Vs Superskinny phase again

[eiramew]

Grief is just love with no place to go

[shaynor]

It's that time again. Going to an empty supermarket on a Sunday morning to spend hours looking for your next lowcal miracle food without feeling judged for checking out each label. Finding comfort in a mental disorder that will never leave, but that you're slowly making peace with, in the old habits you thought you'd left behind for good. Autumn.

[technicallynotdissociating-deac]

Out here praying for my ED girls who are;

Too tall to be under 100 lbs

Not structured for a thigh gap

Lost their booba during the process

Hospitalized before their UGW

Too lung-sensitive to smoke

Not allowed to take ADHD meds bc of your ED

Unable to trust anyone bc they want to make you ruin your progress

The fat friend

And lastly, reading this post.

My prayers go out to you all.

[shaynor]

Yeah it's bad again

[thin-arms-or-death]

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

[yorickoid-deactivated20230204]

going to the convenience store spending half an hour in the snack aisle imagining eating some of them in great detail then going home empty-handed

[modedamour]

[skinimin04]

Now I can save money by not buying groceries🥰

[maechee]

my former self is my thinsspo

[fruit-n-veggie-slut]

nobody fucking cares if i relapse anymore anyway, people only care about me when im obviously sick. any other time i say im struggling people just brush it off lol

[shaynor]

I was down to 58kg which was so close to my goal and I just.. shit happened and now I'm at 62kg and the worst part is that it SHOWS and I can feel it when I wear my pants. I can feel my skin and fat going over the hem. I'm about to lose my mind. I have an important presentation soon and I want to be flawless, so I've got 2 weeks to get rid of those 7 extra kg. I hate everything