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You are not blind But you cannot see You hear But you don't bother to listen .. You only look at the shell of things Not curious enough To dig inside You choose to face the sun .. Ignoring the shadows behind .. Many ..look more normal than they are .. Many ..smile ..more often than the others do ! Many "wounded " can heal the wounds of others , but not their own Many ,..and many you don't know Because you choose to hear mwhats loud And ignore the silence To look where you want to look to face what is bright.. Neglecting. the shadows -s.am

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I hope you find that person, where saying nothing means a whole conversation, and you feel like your words fall at the right places

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““Suicide” is when you fear death , But you fear “ living” the most”

— S.am

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“maybe , you were always a butterfly , inside a caterpillar body, who knows?”

— pt.sam 

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It was loneliness that killed him

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you go buying too much of everything , just to feel full , you buy too much books that you may read few , too much perfume that will expire before finishing two, too much lipsticks with no where to go wearing them , too much of "things i might give as a gift "with no one to give them to , you soon understand , a lot of things may distract us , but few will makes us  whole

ptsam

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it is dull 

it is lifeless 

ive been eating junk, sleeping at the day, missing going out in the sun , watching too much dramas

just to feel something 

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whom i miss the most , is so close yet to far away,whom i miss the most , cannot return , although he is not dead , who i miss the most it here , it is me

sam , whom i miss the most 

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while you keep crying over a little spoiled water , i keep smiling on the outside and keep the river of tears flow within

pt.sam

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maybe , your scars are all shown on your body , but mine hide in the inside

pt.sam

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I think , in my past life i was paralyzed ,

hence in my real life i seem to go nowhere 

no matter how hard i try 

[sheandheronly]

today , wasn't my day , actually ..none of my days were

pt.sam

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maybe , you were always a butterfly , inside a caterpillar body, who knows?

pt.sam 

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Remarkable

when im still , and people are like running water 

they move forward ..and some move back

and im still here waiting , staring . searching for an answer 

and then i play ..my flash back of the story 

and realize ..i made things that were older and wiser than my age 

i made people remember me ,, and i know , when i die 

they will smile right back at my grave 

and whisper 

lies here , the remarkable one 

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we usually try out hardest to hide how we feel , but deep inside we wish if someone will notice , ask , extend a hand

S.am

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do you know what hurts the most , that kind of missing things that are already there

sawsanamir

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I dont think he was sad at all Im sure he was so happy to know He will die soon Cause knowing you will die Will make you give life all what is needed to be alive Isnt it ?

S.am

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You are not blind But you cannot see You hear But you don’t bother to listen .. You only look at the shell of things Not curious enough To dig inside You choose to face the sun .. Ignoring the shadows behind .. Many ..look more normal than they are .. Many ..smile ..more often than the others do ! Many “wounded ” can heal the wounds of others , but not their own Many ,..and many you don’t know Because you choose to hear whats loud And ignore the silence To look where you want to look to face what is bright.. Neglecting the shadows -s.am 21july2017 For my legend : #ripchesterbennington #linkinpark Will miss my childhood memories associated with you