sheela 💤

the solar system is a mystery

[sheelajagan]

all we feel is misery.

not an rp blog / tpq fake posts & incorrect quotes / poems about characters / rbs only tpq / side blog

[sheelajagan]

dear arundhati,

wow. that seems so formal.

i’m not trying to be all lovey dovey

so i’ll try being normal

though, i guess, with us that’s impossible

given all our history

i’ll try and make my feelings seem plausible

this is not supposed to be a mystery

but could you put the clues together that i’m lit by your flame?

my camera can’t catch your mystical frame

no matter how many times i see the pictures, it will never do

because the true beauty isn’t in the photos, it’s only in you

you might try to pay me back for this letter, but i assure you it isn’t pricey

you’ve already paid me everything by letting me be

your dearest,

wifey

[sheelajagan]

when i look to you all i see is blue the water hates me too it tells me all these things things i hide with bling it says my words aren't true that i can't be in this crew but these words aren't new i hear these voices in my mind they make my bad qualities defined i see them in the fountain my insecurities are mountains i am trying to forget but i believe all of it when i look to you all i feel is blue

[sheelajagan]

aiden acharya. sometimes i feel ordinary but not in a good way. as if i am not a part of the story but just a little ray. i do not have their troubles. but that also doubles as not having their experiences.

sure i have power. but my smolder is too much to shoulder am i just a boulder a burden a bother to everyone

but you

[sheelajagan]

nikita jagan loves full body mirrors. she loves the selfies, the fit checks, just staring at herself fully. but she doesn't own any, because if she stares too long she won't be able to stop.

[sheelajagan]

prince rudra. usually i'm not like this so different and oblivious but i won't let this put me down this disaster is ambiguous

i am smart even though my brain restarts i am brave even if i don't behave i am kind even if i am filled with pride am i though?

i am a valuable asset but everyone has met and maybe i'm unneeded but i will not stand defeated

the shield around me something you can't see might look like an ego but it's just insecurity

i've always felt that i am more than my power but when tragedy occurs i dont have any superpower.

[sheelajagan]

sheela jagan frequently pinches herself. sometimes to know if this is a dream, and sometimes to know if this is a nightmare.

[sheelajagan]

[nectarinez-rule]

The fact that Mini's so desensitized to Aru that the only problem she had is with the spelling

[sheelajagan]

we've moved past aru's chaos but we will never move past her spelling

[sheelajagan]

btw, for posts abt aru i tag "arudhati shah" and i js tag most my posts "aru shah"

[telugxrl13]

im so sorry but her name is arundhati 😭 it was paining me to see you misspell it every time

[sheelajagan]

sobbing what 😭 dying inside - thank u for letting me know tho lmao

[sheelajagan]

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[sheelajagan]

yamini kapoor mercado lopez studies until she falls asleep, but absolutely despises the texture of a book on her face, so she makes an effort to put away all her books before sleeping.

[writergracethepanda]

Alternatively, Brynne can sleep very comfortably on a cookbook with flour on it

[sheelajagan]

and when she wakes up, no one tells her about the flour on her face except nikita, who gives her a disappointed dad look.

[sheelajagan]

brynne rao constantly tastes her cooking over and over until she gets it perfect, but when cooking at someone else's house, she just tries her best the first time and prays it isn't bad.

[sheelajagan]

btw, for posts abt aru i tag "arundhati shah" and i js tag most my posts "aru shah"

[sheelajagan]

yamini kapoor mercado lopez studies until she falls asleep, but absolutely despises the texture of a book on her face, so she makes an effort to put away all her books before sleeping.

[sheelajagan]

arundhati shah frequently tells a lie and then right after, says "that was not true at all"

[sleep-can-wait]

[Texting, Aru to Aiden]

Aru: How’s life baby gorilla

Aru: babygirl*