Ramblings of a Shutter Fiend

I am a Photographer and student living in West Virginia. I shoot both Film and Digital, but my heart belongs to film. I collect vintage camera's and have a strange love for typewriters. This is my blog about my journey through life as a photographer that hasn't found where she belongs yet. Please feel free to follow me. ALL PHOTO'S ON THIS BLOG WERE TAKEN BY ME: SHEENA SCHULTZ UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED. PLEASE DON'T TAKE, COPY OR ALTER THEM IN ANY WAY WITHOUT PERMISSION FROM ME.

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I haven’t been feeling the best about myself lately. I look in the mirror and I just see this old lady who doesn’t know who she is or where she is going. It’s scary… but I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and trust that I can do this even when it feels like I can’t. It’s funny because I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time even with all these worries. Im not sure how that makes any sense but I’m working on myself and I hope my girls see no matter what life has in store for them they can rise up and be even better than they were before 💪🏻 It’s the bad that makes the good so fucking good! I’m trusting the process and loving myself even when I feel old and “ruined”. Then maybe one day I’ll find someone else who will love me too… #ramblings https://www.instagram.com/p/CcyEIJArwMy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Did a little soul searching at the beach this morning 🧡 Healing is a process and I’ve realized I’ve been hindering that process by doing shit that isn’t good for me to try and stop feeling the overwhelming thoughts in my mind. Like I said before, it’s hard to put the shovel down and stop digging but I think it’s time to let go and start making better, healthier decisions for myself.. it’s about to get ugly haha but it’s gonna be for the best. I’ll see you on the other side!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CbvLgtyLhHG/?utm_medium=tumblr

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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I took the photo. Bring Me The Horizon wrote the words! https://www.instagram.com/p/CbUENPSA0Gv/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It’s been one of those weeks where things are just shit and you can’t find or figure out how to pull yourself out of it… I’ve realized the hardest thing to do when you’re in a hole is to stop fucking digging…it feels right. I mean you have a shovel and shovels are meant for digging right? It’s the first thing you think about when you see or think about a shovel. You don’t see a shovel and go hey I need to fill some holes lol nope you say hey there’s a shovel let’s see what we can dig up! 😂 Anyway… moral of this story, healing is fucking hard even when you’re ready for it. https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca-_DbxrLRh/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Here’s to the Devil! #Cheers https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca3OCJmgVqn/?utm_medium=tumblr

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“… Ridin' down the highway Goin' to a show Stop in all the byways Playin' rock 'n' roll Gettin' robbed Gettin' stoned Gettin' beat up Broken-boned Gettin' had Gettin' took I tell you, folks It's harder than it looks … It's a long way to the top if you wanna rock 'n' roll” @acdc https://www.instagram.com/p/CaxK2hbLJZI/?utm_medium=tumblr

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“I am the softest and most ruthless I have ever been.” https://www.instagram.com/p/CalVaV9rJBZ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I hope you all had a good day 🧡 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cad5hD3AihN/?utm_medium=tumblr

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“Got no more hate And that makes me dangerous No pride or shame And that makes me dangerous Can't get knocked down And that makes me dangerous My time is now And that makes me dangerous I'm a grenade without reason Ready to explode I'm like a freight locomotive Steamin' out of control I'll make you a martyr Boy, step in line I'm a glutton for punishment Yeah, it makes me feel alive It makes me feel alive Ain't got a f--kin' thing left And that makes me dangerous Got no regrets And that makes me dangerous All outta cocaine And that makes me dangerous Nothing to cure my pain And that makes me dangerous” ~ #shamansharvest #dangerous https://www.instagram.com/p/CaYWaYELSbV/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I'm far from a perfect person. I fuck up, allow my emotions to get the best of me, and make an ass out of myself frequently. Inspite of all that, I like who I am. Perfect? Not hardly. Human and trying? Every day. https://www.instagram.com/p/CaWCvHOrAqk/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I’m a glutton for punishment. It makes me feel alive!! #shamansharvest https://www.instagram.com/p/CaTRzfWLQ1N/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It’s been a long but good day, Cheers! https://www.instagram.com/p/CaLrusHrXgQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Smiled a little more today and it felt good. https://www.instagram.com/p/CaJJunxLzEM/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Sorry can’t talk doing hot dorky girl shit 🤣 Making a new character for my oldest daughter’s DND campaign. It will be her first time being the DM and I’m so excited for her! Leave her a supportive comment! https://www.instagram.com/p/CaGP9N6rcjy/?utm_medium=tumblr

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“Let my heart on the shelf for way too long Sick and tried, picking up from the dirty floor I saw the line of snakes that came to me So innocent were the days The taste of good memories A bag full of hope that was only for me and you No more broken dreams I feel like a loaded gun Spitting bullets at your armor of mind control Cut her tongue, don't believe a word she says She's on a hunt, cooking cooking cooking misery” Volbeat ~ Blackrose https://www.instagram.com/p/CaFns44JU_K/?utm_medium=tumblr

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“If you want to live life on your own terms, you gotta be willing to crash and burn” ~Motley Crue https://www.instagram.com/p/CaEAbADLdjH/?utm_medium=tumblr

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"sometimes you think that you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found. https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ9VHgBA7wH/?utm_medium=tumblr