I haven’t been feeling the best about myself lately. I look in the mirror and I just see this old lady who doesn’t know who she is or where she is going. It’s scary… but I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and trust that I can do this even when it feels like I can’t. It’s funny because I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time even with all these worries. Im not sure how that makes any sense but I’m working on myself and I hope my girls see no matter what life has in store for them they can rise up and be even better than they were before 💪🏻 It’s the bad that makes the good so fucking good! I’m trusting the process and loving myself even when I feel old and “ruined”. Then maybe one day I’ll find someone else who will love me too… #ramblings https://www.instagram.com/p/CcyEIJArwMy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=


















