I've never had a good nickname to put here

I've made a lot of mistakes in life and dedicating this one to stalking Ed Sheeran when I was 14 is not exempt.

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how do i get over someone who i never dated

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ignoring me is really the best way to irritate me

[sokkaflockaflameo]

That awkward moment when I feel like I can’t post personal stuff because people that I knoW IN REAL LIFE FOLLOW ME AND THEY CANT KNOW MY SECRETS BUT STRANGERS CAN

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have you ever had to restart a song because you spaced out and weren’t appreciating it enough

[stockhlmsyndrome]

5:00: oh boy Chinese food

5:05: I ate way too much Chinese food

5:10: oh boy leftover Chinese food

[sheerannosaurus-eds]

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!

I don’t know why this is on anon, but THANK YOU! I’m super excited!!!

[sheerannosaurus-eds]

It doesn’t get better

If there’s anything I’ve learned in life, it’s that. Life will change and the positives and negatives will fluctuate, but life doesn’t really “get better.” Telling someone this gives them a false expectation for how the world works and sets them up to be disappointed. Life truly doesn’t get better. It’s the same stupid things day-in and day-out. It’s the same rude comments, the same crappy people, and the same crappy things. It’s the same expectations and goals you can’t live up to. Life doesn’t “get better.”  But your mindset? Your mindset is everything. You can hear compliments and praises all day long. You can be the pristine version of beautiful. People could treat you like you’re royalty. You could be a genius with a 2400 SAT score and a full ride to Harvard. Do you think that would change a damn thing? Do you think then you wouldn’t care? You won’t find find flaws; you won’t wake up feeling completely empty? You think then you’ll love yourself? The circumstances of your life aren’t holding you back, you’re doing that yourself. Happiness is a choice because happiness is contentment. Happiness is looking in the mirror and seeing the same thing you saw yesterday but choosing to find the perfections. Happiness is knowing you have an excellent sense of humor and your laugh is crazy but adorable. Happiness is figuring out that you love something and choosing to do it. Happiness is hanging around people who make you feel like you’re worth something. Happiness is saying “screw you” to the expectations and standards the world presents to you and knowing that you are crazy and wild and beautiful and mysterious and you deserve so much more than sitting in your room alone trying to figure out why you can’t do anything right. Happiness is loving every part of you that you used to hate.  It doesn’t get better, and I wish someone had told me that sooner. But if you choose to work on yourself and your own happiness, it will always be worth it. 

[sheerannosaurus-eds]

Question

So, uhm, I applied for a study abroad scholarship for an entire year abroad in Germany and.....I GOT IT. I asked this when I went to Samoa but never did it. If I were to make a blog recording my year in Germany, would any of you be interested in following it? 

[caloriq]

how do people have relationship after relationship like i can’t find a single person to find me remotely attractive for a solid second

[wordsnquotes]

Travel isn’t always pretty. It isn’t always comfortable. Sometimes it hurts, it even breaks your heart. But that’s okay. The journey changes you; it should change you. It leaves marks on your memory, on your consciousness, on your heart, and on your body. You take something with you. Hopefully, you leave something good behind.

Anthony Bourdain (via wordsnquotes)

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“just ask them out!”

[youngvlxanoes]

i need a hug and six months of sleep

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*anxious at night* next day: “haha boy that was a silly thing to be anxious about” that night: “OR WAS IT”

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well this social situation isn’t going the way i acted it out in the shower

[crystuls]

i wish i lost weight as fast as i lose motivation

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do you think in the 1700s there were people who were like nah man Mozart’s a total sellout I only listen to peasants beating things with sticks it’s way more authentic