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YOU ARE THE REASON
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we're not kids anymore.

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I can't remember if I ever posted this. It's a collection of old abandoned pages.
I would burn the world to bring some heat to you.
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reblog if you love ao3 exactly how it is and you donāt want it to āupdateā or change in any wayā”
The only thing I wish it would change is the ability to give multiple kudos to a series. One kudo just isn't enough.
I'm trying hard to be an SFW artist, even learning scene painting. But ever since I opened some Bloodweave fics last weekend, I feel like I've been continuously horny againš¢
Wip for new chapterš
The fic I read reminded me of thisāI really want to see AA go crazy with jealousy, I want him to lose it.šæ
I participated in @bloodweavebrainrot's MerMay event and got paired up with @astraliaa! They wrote a delightfully angsty fic that involves capturing a sea-god Gale and is chock full of clever ties to canon and Gale bullying. Yippee!!!
Read Blood in the Water here! 2/4 chapters are currently up ššš
Thank you Bloodweave Brainrot for organizing this event and thank you Astralia for being such a wonderful creative partner!
Concept art for Gale below
I think I have a lot to say. Before drawing Bloodweave, I didn't draw much and never used Tumblr. BG3 was so powerful that it moved me deeply and made me reflect a lot. But I'd never drawn 3D characters before, so my artwork wasn't good. I drew two Bloodweave comics, but few people liked themāprobably because the content I wrote had some deaddove elements (I knew nothing about AO3 or Western culture back then; I used to love Japanese anime). I felt discouraged by the lack of attention on my comics (since they were very hard work), and I thought I was bad at this. Yet one person kept telling me how good my art was, comforting me constantlyāeven after I left BG3 for a year, she still supported me. I feel really guilty toward her. Recently, I discovered an author whose writings I absolutely love, and I keep rereading them. I realized her popularity isn't high either, yet she keeps writing anyway. I feel ashamed. I shouldn't equate popularity with quality. I shouldn't let the lack of attention dull my love for those two men I cherish most.Thank you for always watching me.
Fish fic has been so hard for me to write (big climactic chapter, so much pressure ššš) so I decided to take a little break from it and try to find my Astarion POV voice again with the next project:
That idea where Gale was cursed to be a little porcelain doll. This sketch:
A snippet from the first draft belowwww
Chapter 19 is up!
Last Starboy chapter <3
FF and Art are both mine, please don't repost!
Rising of a Wave
Bloodweave / Explicit
It was foolish. Undignified. He was a wizard, a scholar, a survivor of cataclysmic fate. He had touched the Weave itself. And yet here he lay, reduced to this - undone by memory, by the ghost of a mouth brushing his skin in the dark, by words never spoken, by letters left unwritten, by the immense and echoing quiet that greeted him in every room he entered alone.
Or
An epilogue turned book two.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/68421316
Continuation of I'd burn Through the World.
My Folly Continues ch 3 Sneak peek
Just a little sample of whats going to happen in the third chapter of "My Folly Continues". Warning...we're going to a dark place...so if things like Sex work, dubious consent, toxic abusive relationships, suicidal thoughts, and borderline sexual assault trigger you, please skip this and have a lovely day! Those of you who want some good angst and can handle it, hop aboard the pain train! --- https://archiveofourown.org/works/62736592/chapters/160609435#workskin
Link to the work in question. Summary: Gale is a prostitute who got away from Vampire Ascendent Astarion. Mystra punished him by helping break his chain and giving him the ability to be in the sun, but she kept him a spawn and made the orb crave magical items again. Summary for this chapter: Astarion pays for a night with Gale, and it doesn't go as either of them plan. In this specific snippet, Gale has Disassociated during the sex and retreats to his inner Mind Palace for some relief. Rated: E for sexual content and lots of angst and suicidal thoughts, nothing too bad in this snippet though --
Gale had long since stopped feeling his body. He didnāt need to be in it at the momentā¦if he could help it, he would never return to himself again.
As he laid there, letting Astarion use himā¦as so many others have beforeā¦his mind wandered through the safe palace heād crafted for himselfā¦his mind palace. He retreated here when it got too difficult for him. Let his body go on autopilot so he could maintain some sense of sanity.
His mind palaceā¦it always took the form of his tower in Waterdeepā¦his library. The same place heād once pulled Astarion to in an illusion. He gushed about his books, the view, and his desire to share all of it with his beloved.
ā¦before he failed to save Astarion from himself.
In a wayā¦this was his faultā¦he deserved thisā¦deserved the cards dealt to him. He didnāt stop Astarionā¦he should have stopped him. But in his desire to pleaseā¦to keep Astarion at his sideā¦he stood back and let him do as he pleasedā¦just like now.
He was so afraid of losing Astarion if he spoke out against ascendingā¦he was willing to turn away and allow him to commit atrocitiesā¦kill thousands to gain a power that no one should weild.
And he fucking lost him anyways.
If Gale was present, he would laugh. But noā¦in the distance he could still feel Astarion inside himā¦moaning, spitting vile insults, ripping and biting and tearing him as much as the contract allowed.
He couldnāt come back yetā¦noā¦he didnāt want to return yet.
Let me stay hereā¦let me stay in Waterdeep for just a little whileā¦let me pet Tara and read my books and see my mother in the morning. Pleaseā¦let me be anywhere but hereā¦with himā¦
Let me go back in timeā¦
Let me speak up and stop him from destroying us bothā¦pleaseā¦
Astarionā¦I want Astarion backā¦pleaseā¦pleaseā¦PLEASE!! Give him back! I want to be with him in Waterdeep! I want to bring him here with my books and my Tara and my view of the harbor!
I want to make love in my bedā¦with him, only him!
No more strangersā¦no more painā¦no more hunger or orbā¦
Pleaseā¦I canāt take any moreā¦
He felt the tower fade around himā¦felt the lights shift from the warm glow of sunset to the cold white of candlelight. He saw his library shift into the shelves of his prisonā¦filled with books that were a mockery of true literature.
And he felt pain courseing through his body as the Ascendantās panting form appeared above him.
He was coming backā¦
Noā¦no pleaseā¦.let me stayā¦just a little while longer, please! I donāt want to go backā¦I canāt be with him!
Iāll die!!
I want to die! Please just kill me! Please KILL ME!
āPleaseā¦ā Gale mumbled out into the ceilingā¦
Astarion stilled, glancing at him with a raised brow, āPlease what?ā
Galeās eyes never met hisā¦they stared stillā¦vacantlyā¦like theyād been doing for a while now. But the words never came. Gale closed his mouthā¦so Astarion rolled his eyes and continued using him.
A single tear managed to slide down Galeās cheekā¦going unnoticed as what he wanted to say rattled around in his brainā¦unable to come out hrough the fog of his mind.
Please kill meā¦
I love itš„¹
I started learning to draw landscapes this week, so I have no time to draw yaoi. I can only satisfy my craving by looking at ao3 for a while. After such a long time, I still prefer to read toxic stories where Astarion and Gale are entangled with each other. I love seeing Gale crying and Astarion's regretful expression(I'm sorry, of course I also like sweet stories).š¤¤
Series Post
Realized since there are so many part of the series I'd make a master doc for Willingly Unwilling
Series Summary: (Warning Spoilers)
Follows Gale and Astarion's life together post game in which Astarion did the ascenion ritual and Gale agreed to be his dark consort.
The Willingly Unwilling: Gale reflects on his time with Astarion early in their relationship after the vampire lord ascended
Forever and Always: Astarion reminds Gale that the mage will always come back
A Man of His Word: Gale get's kidnapped by Gurs out for revenge. Astarion goes to save him.
Let's Play Pretend: Karlach discovers that maybe her friends aren't as good as they claim to be, and learns that sometimes the best help you can offer is by going along with it.
The Two F's: Gale and Astarion spar and then do a lot more than sparring.
Mother Knows Best: Morena Dekarios comes to visit her son. Even vampire lords can be scared sometimes.
Feel Like Making Love: The first time Gale and Astarion have sex is also the first time they make love.
Three Little Words: Astarion gets injured and Gale confesses his love to his vampire lord.
Never Gonna Give You Up: Gale uses Astarion's need to possess him entirely to try and get over Mystra.
The Reason These Glasses are Tinted: Gale and Astarion attended a charity party at Blackstaff while visiting Waterdeep. Gale learns it's okay to be selfish sometimes.
Only Human: Gale get's sick, Astarion takes care of him and realizes they may not have forever. Yet.
Worth the Wait: Gale asks to fix up the garden and surprises Astarion with a simple question.
Challenge Accepted: Astarion implies that Gale is easy and eager when it comes to their sex life. Gale's ego doesn't take too kindly to that.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/71508541/chapters/227968011
Look who finally got his shit together lol! Not intended for Bottom!Gale week, but ya know what I'm gonna say this is my contribution XD
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beautiful men I loved
The fanbook about the actors of Wolverine and Deadpool has arrived! It's perfect!
I think there is something more than love and friendship between them
steve and bucky ddr