good day sunshine:)

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

I just wrote a long thing and deleted it all. Let's just get to the point. I have a perfect baby, I'm one very lucky mama. The end

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[wordsnquotes]

Commit to loving yourself completely. It’s the most radical thing you will do in your lifetime.

Andrea Gibson (via wordsnquotes)

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

Every morning I think I can't possibly love you more then I already do, and you prove me wrong atleast 20 times before we even go to bed. How is it even possible to love a person this much? And to think I almost spent 5 years traveling to find myself, when who I was supposed to be was a mom. I'm one lucky girl.

[palpamemes]

President Barack H. Obama II 44th President of the United States

[adulthoodisokay]

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

Love her

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[shemoveslikejaggerr]

I forgot to say decaf

My mind is racing along with my heart and all I need is someone to talk me down but I don't know how to talk to people because my conversation starter is about how I'm washing my face with breastmilk now. I used to be normal and now I'm a mom. Somebody talk me down from this caffeine high

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

Hey mamas, you're doing great

I don’t like when fellow mothers and fathers tell me what I should do as a mom, but I really don’t like when non-parents do it. It’s an unspoken rule that not enough people follow: don’t tell another mom how they should be parenting.

Different things work for different mothers and that’s ok! I do what I think is best for my baby and I know every other mother out there is doing the same. So please, don’t question it. If you have to comment on a mothers parenting, just tell her she’s doing a good job.

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

In case I don't stress this enough...

Know what's better then snuggling up with your baby? Nothing

[arisell-i]

its moments like this when i remember why im on this website

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

You know what the cutest thing ever is? When you're laying in bed next to your 2 month old and hear her squeal and look over just in time to see her giggling in her sleep. What is she dreaming about?? Playing with me?? I wish I could wake her up and play with her right now, I love that smile, the coos, the giggles. I'm officially crazy but love will do that to you I hear.

[shemoveslikejaggerr]

Wish

As I stood amongst the children's book section of target today, my sister handed me one to read. It was important we find a good one for a baby shower and sadly this one seemed perfect for the expectant mother. I held you closely as I read about the wish that didn't come. A miscarriage. The book ended with a wish that did arrive, but I decided it was too unsettling for the mother and opted for another. The book stuck with me throughout the day though and I decided to read about it only to find an article about a few other beautiful children's books that were written following stillborns and death. This must be by far the most devastating loss a person can experience. It hurts to see how wonderful people who have plans for these things have to suffer such a loss. They get married, they try, they want a baby so bad. I didn't plan, I didn't want to get married, I didn't try, but I needed this baby and didn't know it. I don't have the option to feel selfish or bad that I get to experience this, because I wasn't who I was supposed to be. I never would've known what love and true happiness was unless this happened. I would've mourned the things my heart wasn't ready for and let people hurt me just to feel something. I needed this. Right now you're sleeping across my chest, your breathing pattern synced to mine. Your ear to my heartbeat and stomach rising to the fall of my own. This is my high. When you were first placed on my chest as a newborn to now, this is still and always will be my favorite feeling in the world. You're an unexpected unknown perfect wish. You're the love of my life, my best friend. Everyone deserves a wish like you, and the fact that some wishes disappear breaks my heart. It's not fair to anyone to suffer a loss. I know I'm not off the hook. I know I'll spend the rest of my life worrying about you, and one day you won't want me to worry, I won't be able to make you smile just by being next to you when you wake up. You've already proven to me how fast you're growing. So tonight I should be sleeping, but I think I'll just hold you a little longer and hug you alittle closer. I'm so happy you're here with me.

[hanukkahlewinsky]

mom: but honey, you’re special to *me*

[outcrying]

[mysimpsonsblogisgreaterthanyours]

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