a student

i want to experience a glimpse of a miracle

[shenpao]

I'm lost, the soundtrack of Steins;Gate keeps ringing in my ear. I don't know what to do in my life.

[shenpao]

Please, don't make this hard for me.

[shenpao]

oh. that dream was so pure.

keywords: tutor, girl, goodbye, bittersweet

[shenpao]

This is the best decision

To not pick the flowers because it's beautiful

To admire those stars shining in the night sky

To feel the breeze of the morning sun

This is my ending

I love you.

[shenpao]

The World God Only Knows - Chapter 263

Kami nomi zo Shiru Sekai

[acupofrandomness-blog]

You don’t need a reason… to like someone!!

[shenpao]

I never become a gifted child, that's just an illusion, confusion, and delusion.

[shenpao]

The urge to leave everyone and publishing myself by being alone for the rest of my life

[shenpao]

The reason I don't like New Year (and probably never will)

I really don't exactly remember when I hated this celebration, noon nasa San Jose (Bulacan) pa ako, naalala ko yung time na may hawak akong kwitis tapos hawak-hawak ko lang siya habang nanonood sa fountain (yung fireworks) na nasa gitna ng kalsada. Naalala ko rin yung ilang mga New Year dito sa amin sa Santa Maria (Bulacan), yung pinakahuli ay yung umidlip ako para lang hindi salubungin yung bagong taon pero lumabas pa rin naman ako dahil may mga magagandang fireworks sa hindi kalayuan.

I wonder why I hated this celebration, maybe because the sound of firecrackers and loud sounds is bad for cats and dogs, maybe the loud sounds of motorcycles here in our street that makes me irritated and uneasy, or the point I am spending this event with my family. I really don't hate my family, sometimes. Iniisip ko rin if I celebrate the new year with my friends or people I would love to spend with pero siguro makikicelebrate lang ako to comply and para hindi masabihang KJj (killjoy).

Iniisip ko rin na baka killjoy lang ako last year kasi hindi ko 'yon cinelebrate pero iba na siguro kung gano'n pa rin ako hanggang ngayon. Maybe the reason I hated this is because of the fact the reason we celebrated this every year for a dumb reason. Maybe killjoy nga talaga ako kasi why bother to spend time para lang abangan ang susunod na araw kung inaantok ka na, ewan ko ba kung bakit ganito ako..

I just hated this for such a dumb reason, so why bother to consider my insights, dumbass

[shenpao]

I don't expect anything anymore

I'm glad to be like this

I hope you figure it out yourself later, and when that time comes, I hope I'd still be here

[freshmoviequotes]

Past Lives (2023)

[shenpao]

Nagising ako noong araw ng Martes; pasado alas-dos ng madaling-araw sa kantang "You Made Me Live Again" ni Janet Basco, nakalimutan kong patayin yung tugtog sa cellphone ko kahit na alam kong ngayon lang ulit nagkalaman ang baterya na ito dahil sira ang charging port.

Napaniginipan ko rin nga araw na 'yon si monay, ang weird lang kasi ibang-iba siya doon sa panaginip ko.

[shenpao]

I'm too happy, I didn't deserve this

There's still the urge to be forgotten by everyone

Feelin blue is not a mood, it's within me

[plssetmefree]

pinadownload mo sakin yung wuwa... naguguluhan na naman ako

[shenpao]

right

[shenpao]

Clannad: After Story

Episode 20: The Mischievous Sea Breeze

[shenpao]

I crave for your touch.

Maybe I'm just touch deprived.

Sorry, it's just too selfish

[shenpao]

I really think I like you until now.

But thank lord, I guess my mind was clear that I shouldn't let my feelings linger more.

I refrain myself from interacting to you.

I hope you be less interested to me.

Hate me more