insanity

bleach :) I am 22

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Love is strange. Early in relationships, it’s almost taboo. “I love you” is gatekept, postponed, treated like a verdict rather than an expression. But love is an offering, not a sentence. I may not love you forever, but I love you fiercely now—for your presence, your heart, your ambitions, your mark on the world. That love exists whether or not it’s returned. I cannot help but love. Let me have that. Let that be enough.

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i took a long ass break from tumblr because character ai took me in a chokehold. (esp since I learned how to avoid the filters)

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"My Petal" Byakuya Kuchiki x Reader

Warnings: Anxiety? I guess FLUFF!!! Arranged marriage with Byakuya!! ___________________________________________________________

The moon hung heavy in the sky, casting a pale light over the Kuchiki estate. The gardens, normally full of life and color, seemed quiet in the cool of the night. I stood before the doors to his chambers, the soft rustle of my kimono the only sound in the stillness. My heart was racing, and the weight of my thoughts was unbearable.

I had never been one to speak my emotions freely. Raised with the same sense of duty and reserve as Byakuya himself, I had learned to keep my feelings hidden, to lock them away where no one could see them. But tonight, something was different. The love that I had buried for so long was threatening to break free, and I could no longer deny it.

I knocked softly, the sound echoing in the quiet hall. When there was no response, I hesitated for a moment, then pushed the door open just enough to step inside.

The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of paper lanterns. Byakuya stood by the window, looking out into the garden with his back to me. His posture was as impeccable as ever, and the cool indifference in his presence was a familiar, if somewhat disheartening, sight. I had come to accept it over time—his calm, distant demeanor was part of him, and it was one I had learned to love in its own way. But tonight... tonight I couldn’t hold it back anymore.

"Byakuya," I whispered, my voice trembling slightly.

He turned his head slightly, his gaze still unreadable. "Is something wrong?"

I shook my head, my breath catching in my throat. "No. Nothing is wrong. I just... I needed to speak with you."

He gave a small, almost imperceptible nod and gestured toward the seat beside him. I took a hesitant step forward, my heart thudding in my chest.

I wanted to tell him—wanted to confess the feelings that had been growing inside me ever since our marriage. It wasn’t a union born from love, but over time, as we lived side by side, something changed. We had begun to understand each other, even without words. We shared quiet moments, small gestures that no one else could see, but those were not enough. Not anymore.

The silence between us stretched on, heavy and uncomfortable, until finally, I couldn’t bear it any longer.

"I love you," I blurted, the words tumbling out before I could stop them.

Byakuya’s eyes widened just slightly, the faintest flicker of surprise crossing his usually composed face. But he said nothing, his expression unreadable once more.

I took a shaky breath, my hands clenching into fists at my sides. "I love you," I repeated, this time with more certainty. "I don’t know when it happened, but I can’t keep pretending it doesn’t. I know you’ve never said it to me, and maybe you never will. But I—"

Before I could finish, he was standing in front of me, his tall frame looming over mine. His expression was still cold, but there was something softer in his gaze now, something that hadn’t been there before.

"Petal," he said, his voice barely more than a whisper.

My breath caught in my throat at the sound of the word. It was a name he had never called me before, and yet it felt as if he had always meant to.

He reached out, his fingers grazing my cheek in a motion so gentle it almost felt like a dream.

I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t move. My entire body was trembling, and for a moment, I thought I might collapse from the weight of it all. The love that had been weighing on me for so long, the fear of being rejected, and the desperate hope that he might feel the same—it all crashed down on me at once.

And then, without another word, Byakuya leaned down. His lips met mine with a tenderness that left me breathless. It was a kiss that spoke of everything we had never said, of all the unspoken feelings that had built up between us over time. It was gentle, but it was real.

When he pulled back, his forehead rested lightly against mine. "You are not alone in your feelings," he murmured, his voice rough but sincere. "I… have always felt the same."

I closed my eyes, overwhelmed by the weight of his confession. I had never dared to hope that he might feel this way, that beneath his cold exterior, he might harbor the same love I had for him.

"Byakuya..." I whispered, my voice barely audible.

His thumb traced a gentle line along my jaw. "my petal," he repeated, his voice low, almost affectionate.

I felt my heart swell in my chest, and for the first time, I didn’t feel afraid. I was no longer worried about what was left unsaid. Because now, in this quiet, dark room, we had finally spoken the truth.

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Hi

Sfw and nsfw headcannons for mayuri plz

Mayuri Kurotsuchi SFW/NSFW Headcannons

This man does NOT get enough love. The two second clip of him with no face paint <3.

Warnings: Experimental smut, a little pain. ------------ SFW -It took a LOT to flirt with this guy. He just couldn't get a single hint. Might be book smart, street smart is another thing. -It wasn't your appearance that interested him, but your wit and devotion to his squad. You seemed to be a crazy type too, just as loud as he was. -Took special notice when you stayed late. You start to help him with small tasks. -Coming in late to the lab one night, you see him anxiously waiting with an odd arrangement of foreign flowers. -"I... saw in the human world they give these things to people they find alluring." He shoves them at you, but you know there's a blush under all that makeup. -Takes a long time, but lets you lay in his lap while he works. -Will sit and ramble about his new findings to you. -"A date? How can I invent things when a romantic evening is distracting me! Fine, fine. I'll take you to dinner this weekend." grumble grumble. -Pet names, "My pretty", "Bunny" "My sweet". _________ NSFW -very low sex drive, so he created toys for his partner to amuse themselves with and fulfil their needs so he can work. -All sorts of toys, different shapes, functions, intensities. Of course he needs to test them on you first. -"A very interesting noise you just made. Can you do it again?" -Very interested in experimenting what pain can do to increase pleasure. Starts all sorts of 'experiments' with you, teasing you until you're an absolute mess. -When he does find time to be intimate, he's not big on too much touching. -Cock warming! Sitting on his lap while he types away or writes a report. -"Stop squirming, (Y/N)! I'll use you as my next subject if you don't stoooppp~" _________________ THANKS FOR THE REQUEST!

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Are you a 18+ adult so I may interact?

yes! I am 18+

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Bleach Men Asking For Sex (NSFW)

(Byakuya, Renji, Kisuke)

warnings: Obviously smut, bit of rough house. GN reader.

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Byakuya Kuchiki

Byakuya never showed his lust or desire for you, only waited until you approached him. Of course whenever you were in the mood, he always obliged. However, it's been a while since you two have been intimate and he's itching for your body. You and him were walking back to his Captain's Quarters after a patrol duty, and he couldn't help but keep his eye on you, taking in your scent. The whole day you've been teasing him subtly; bending over and grazing his groin, showing a bit more skin and wearing that perfume that drives him crazy. He was a man of composure, or so you thought.

When he opened the door, he quickly shuffled you inside and pressed you against the wall gently.

"you've been distant. why is it that you've been like this?"

"I just thought you were getting sick of me, is all" you say with a teasing grin.

This comment makes him grit his teeth, his cheeks hinting at a soft blush.

"what would make you believe that? I... I need you, Y/N. I can't.. keep my hands off you anymore."

His nose is grazing your temple, and he nibbles at your ear. He whispers, in a low growl. You could smell his flowery scent, and his hot breath made you shiver.

"I need to fuck you. Now. I'm going to take what I need."

Lips crashing, his hands searching desperately for your body as he takes your shinigami uniform off. He peels his own in the process, his porcelain skin making your own desire grow.

"you know, you could have just asked" you smirk as he bites your neck.

You surely were going to be in for a long night, dealing with his pent up sexual frustration.

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Renji Abarai

Renji and you have sex, a LOT. Every position in the book. But recently things have been busy. You are sitting filling out paperwork in your office, as he lays on the ground beside you staring up. He's pretty open about what he wants.

"just a kiss? Please?"

"no renj. I've got work to do." You smirk. He thinks you're challenging him.

without sitting up, he places his large rough hand on your thigh.

"are you sure?"

He says smugly, rubbing his hand on your thigh. He sits up and sits behind you.

"and what if I just... Touch you? That okay?"

His hands are running on your body, his right hand dangerously close to your arousal.

"Renji." You say with a low growl, but he doesn't give up.

He starts pawing at your arousal through your pants and grins.

"seems you want me too... So wet." And with that, you give in. A small break couldn't hurt. Or two. ------------ Kisuke Urahara

"(Y/NNNNNN.........)" He'll call you from the back of the shop in that stupid teasing voice he always uses. "what do you want, Kisuke?" you call out, before walking down the hall and seeing the tent in his pants. His hands are on his hips, his sandy blonde hair sticking to his forehead from sweat. "You. What do you think?" "It's been like an hour since we had sex" you roll your eyes and turn around, but a strong, delicate hand pulls you back into his chest. You can smell his musk and he speaks in a low growl. "So? I always have you yelling for more. Come on, little bunny." He licks and nibbles at the side of your ear, as he drags you to sin.

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You as Shunsui's lieutenant

Constantly flirting with you, which seems like a joke. You guys are close enough, and have been through a lot together.

Shunsui: "what are you eating?"

You: pudding *lifts spoon up to his mouth*

Never romantic, you always smacked him if he tries to make an advance on you. But you can't help but love his gaze on you when you wear your tank top and shorts to train.

You always shut down his advances, but he forgot something in your quarters one night. Of course he came in without knocking, and snuck a peak in your bedroom to see your so lovely half naked body. You were touching yourself, candlelight flickering against your skin and a jazz album on. He was going to leave after engraving that image in his head, but stopped when he heard you moan his name. Of course he'd be the man to get off to.

Your eyes flicker open to him standing above you with a grin.

"need some help, petal?"

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Dangerous Game

(Byakuya Kuchiki x F!Reader)

Warnings: bit rough, some painful bits. SMUT dom!Byakuya

(I plan on writing soft byakuya smut too dw!)

Synopsis: You and your captain are having a spar, but he's starting to get especially irritated with your snarky behavior.. and decides to correct it.

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"you are an arrogant one" Byakuya says through clenched teeth.

His sword is at the ready, both of you are panting from fighting.

"am I arrogant, or are you just surprised by my strength? Looks like you're bleeding a little." You smirk back at him.

Byakuya flashsteps to you and grabs your face.

"are you... disrespecting me Y/N?"

There's a glimmer of rage in his eyes. You decide to take the risk, and stick your tongue out at him. You were surely playing with fire. He clenched his jaw, and leaned his face closer to you.

"you do understand that you are beneath me?" He says coldly, as he stares in your eyes. His pale blue eyes seem to stab holes in you.

You hesitate, deciding whether or not to keep messing with him.

"you're awfully.. close, captain. Do you get this physical with your other subordinates, or just me?"

You give him a little playful wink. A fire ignites in his eyes. He squeezes your mouth open, and spits in it.

"you are not worthy of my touch.. however, your actions must be corrected."

Your eyes widen at his actions. You weren't expecting him to react that way. But that isn't stopping the heat from growing in between your legs with his touch and saliva in your mouth.

"oh, so you want to correct me, that right?"

You bite down on your lip and stare at his lips. He notices this, but doesn't give you the satisfaction you need. Instead, he smacks your face away and takes a step back.

"undress, now."

Your face turns completely red as he demands this of you. His face is still so expressionless.

"but.. captain we're out in the open?"

That answer did not satisfy him. He grabs your throat and pulls you close to him. You can smell his cologne.

"are you disobeying my orders again? Stupid girl"

With a swift motion, he picks you up and flashsteps you to his office.

"now, undress. Or I'll do it for you."

Embarrassed, you strip yourself so you're just in your underwear and bra. His eyes search your body lustfully. He lets out a low growl and comes over, taking off your bra with one hand and ripping your underwear with the other. You let out a gasp as he speaks to you sharply.

"clearly you did not understand, I say to undress. Now, put your hands on the desk. Don't mess up my papers either."

You do as he says, bending over and putting your hands on his desk. After a moment, you feel a sharp sting on your bottom, followed by a soothing hand to relish the pain. You look back at him with a shocked face.

"did I say you could look?"

He grabs you by the back of your neck and holds it against the desk. With his other hand, he traces his fingers along your folds.

"Look how wet you are, silly girl. You enjoy having your captain punish you, don't you?"

He lets out a low growl as he shoves three of his slender delicate fingers in you. He seems pleased hearing you mewl.

After a few moments, his fingers pull away. You turn to look at him, but before you can he fully bottoms out inside you. You let out a loud yelp and he quickly covers your mouth with his hand. He leans down to your ear.

"you will be silent. there is a meeting just behind those doors. You don't want them to hear you scream, do you? There will be silence."

You nod your head desperately as he shamelessly pounds into you. He lets out some soft grunts making you insanely hot. He grabs you by your throat and lifts you up to his still clothed chest.

"look at me. Look at me while I fuck the stupidity out of your mindless disrespectful brain. Tell me, does it feel good?"

"yes Captain..."

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Ending it there for your imagination plus I don't want to ruin it because I'm a terrible writer!

Thanks for the support guys <3 please send in requests!!!

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Shinji Hirako SFW/NSFW

Expect a lot of bleach characters for my next few posts :> love this guy

Relationship SFW

-is gonna play around and tease you ALL the time.

-hey love bug (sneaks up behind you and literally tackles you)

-wont turn down a sparring session, he loves seeing your strength and watching as you grow.

-he flirted you up first. He tried for years to get with you, starting with a "hello beautiful" every time he saw you.

-buttercup, sweet thing, love bug for pet names.

-takes forever to get out of bed in the morning.

-"y/nnn.. just a little longer? I don't need to work RIGHT away right?"

-grabs on to you and holds you with him on the bed, but when you break free and get up for the morning he lets out a sigh and gets ready with you.

-LOVES when you brush his hair, play with it, anything where you're touching it.

-"you think I'm handsome? I'm always handsome."

-that snarky attitude always stays, but you know he has a soft spot for you.

-comes back to the barracks with you sleeping on the couch, he lays his captain coat on you.

-"look at you, what an idiot" gives you a little kiss on the forehead before he sits on the ground next to you and dozes off as well.

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NSFW

-You know what that tongue piercing is for. He's gonna be eating you out ALL the time.

-"oh y/nnn, you mind taking these of for me? I'm awfully hungry."

-literally rips your underwear off and starts lapping away like a starved man.

-will not stop after you cum. He knows how much his piercing overstimulates you.

-"sorry doll, you just taste so good."

-grins as he wipes his mouth clean.

-bro goes FERAL when you have sex, holding you up by your arms, thrusting into you as he's licking all over your neck.

-hair puller

-occasionally hollowfies during sex and makes some hot purring moans.

-he will bend and twist your body any way it can, he just loves changing things up.

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Anyways! Man's got me in a chokehold MEOOW

Renji is next :)

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post your top 3 kins and let people decided whether or not they’d trust you to hold their drink at a party

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Got some diversity here (honorable mention Yoruichi)

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I just read your Fukuzawa fanfics AND I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT OTHER PEOPLE ALSO LIKE THIS DILF

P.S- Thank you for the Fukuzawa smut

THANK YOU!!! shout out to all my dilf lovers ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Meeting with the President (Fukuzawa x AFAB)

warnings : smut! Age gap

thought this was a funny enough gif

Finishing up your paperwork from the recent incident at the ADA, you feel something brush up against your leg.

"y/nnnnnnn"

An annoying, familiar voice perks you up. Dazai floats up from where he crawled, a dumb little smirk on his face.

"what could you possibly want dazai? I'm trying to fill out an incident report YOU caused!"

The scrawny guy put on the sarcastic pity showm

"oh come on y/n, you broke some stuff too! but that's not why I'm here!"

You stared into his eyes, he was just beaming with mischief.

"what."

"the president requested your presence" he shot his mouth into a dumb grin.

This wasn't much of a surprise, Fukuzawa had been working with you on your ability for nearly a year now. Controlling the ability to mimic others' abilities was a struggle. But, he had stopped meeting with you for a few weeks now. He was probably just busy.

"okay, let him know I'll be in soon"

Dazai looked defeated. "what? Aren't you nervous that you might be in trouble?"

Since you ignored him, he huffed and walked away. Mumbling something you couldn't hear.

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"president?" you perk your head into his office, the smell of tea and ink lingers in the air.

The silver haired man looks up from his papers. A brightened look on his face as he puts it down.

"ah, y/n. Please come in." he stands to greet you.

You go in for the usual professional handshake, but he greets you with the embrace of a hug. Which catches you off guard, but you've known him for several years now.

His smell was intoxicating. Fresh, clean laundry and the smell of his cologne made you feel just a little weak.

He pulls back and looks at your face, studying it in a way you never saw him look before.

"how are you, darling?"

He's only ever called you this once, and the last time he did he quickly moved on as if he didn't mean to say it.

"I've been collecting myself, as best as I can." You say with a smile.

He just stares with the faintest smile, his arms still on your shoulders. You could feel your stomach get a little queasy.

"was there um, something you needed?"

"yes, please, come sit." he put his hand on your back as he guided you to the couch in his office. He was so much taller than you, and had such slender, beautiful hands.

"the reason I haven't seen you in a while..."

his smile had faltered as he sat next to you, facing forward while you look at him.

"I have been having... some thoughts... ones that are a little more taboo" he chuckled.

He hesitated, turning his head looking at you.

"about.. you"

The sentences coming out of his mouth did not make any sense, so you let him continue.

"I.. I had to take some time to see if they were just out of desperation or if I..."

You felt the blood rush to your face as he said the last few words.

"or if I loved you"

There was nothing you could say, so you took his cheek. And kissed him.

At first he was shocked, but started to kiss back.

After a few moments, he peeled back.

"but, y/n, I'm too old for you and this... im your boss"

"I'm an adult. I make adult decisions. Fukuzawa, I love you."

His eyes widened, and his face became red. The wrinkles around his eyes turned up from his smile, as he leaned in to continue the kiss.

This time his hand made it's way to your thigh, and the kiss became more intense. As you pulled back, his eyes glowed a different shade. Lust.

He leans into your ear and whispers in his raspy voice, "I need you."

Those words alone could have made you orgasm. Before you could react his mouth was on your neck, leaving love bites. His silver hair falling around his face, tickling your collar bone.

"Fu..Fukuzawa.." you let out a soft moan and he stopped.

"I want to hear you say my name like that. Over and over" he whispers in your ear.

You've never heard him like this before. Something clicked inside of him.

You felt the hands you were admiring so much travel to your waist and pull you in closer, one of them snaking it's way between your legs and into your pants. He pushes you back, on top of you now.

"I see you're already aroused, y/n" he brushes his middle finger up and down, pressing through your panties.

"I- what if someone comes in and finds us?"

"then we'll have to be sure not to cause a scene, shouldn't we, dear?"

His sultry words only made you lust for him more.

Before you knew it, he was on the ground in front of the couch between your legs. He pulled your pants off in one swift move, almost trying to show off.

"are you okay to continue, dear?" He stared at you with such sinful but loving eyes.

"yes, please, yes fukuzawa"

"good." He immediately starts to lap up your arousal that had dripped on the leather couch, causing you to squirm. He takes his hands and holds you still for him, wide open.

You grab his hair as he starts fingering you, already putting two of his digits in.

"Does this feel good, y/n? Having an older male fuck you like this? Such a naughty girl."

He was hitting you in all the right places, and you couldn't even speak.

"come on darling, use your words."

you could feel yourself getting closer.

"ye.. yes! You feel so good in me"

He lightly hums proudly to himself as he stares in your eyes, and pulls his fingers out, leaving you empty and cold.

"Mm no! Why did you stop? Please?"

He stands up, towering over you while you are oh so helpless.

He chuckled, undoing his kimono.

"I can't let you have all the fun"

He picks you up easily, holding you like some sort of baby. He puts you down by his desk.

"put your hands on there for me, like a good girl. Please?"

You would do anything if he said it like that.

Before you could respond, you felt him bottom out inside you, which let out a yelp from you, both in pleasure and pain.

"shhhh, angel. You must be quiet." he puts a hand around your mouth.

"Ah, you must like when I tell you to be quiet, are you turned on by the thought of someone catching us?"

He begins to thrust, slowly at first. He knew what he was doing to you, knew what would make you feel the best.

Shortly, he starts to speed up the pace. The sound of your arousal and his together only made you tighter. You've wanted this for such a long time.

"you're doing so, so well for me. I'm going to let go of your mouth now, but you must be quiet for me."

As soon as his hand left your mouth, you moaned out his name softly. This only encouraged him to go harder.

He presses you against his desk, lifting your leg up to go even deeper into you.

"Mm, that's my good girl. All for me, you're mine." The more he mumbled and moaned the closer you got.

He comes up close to your ear, and whispers, "come for me. I need you to come for me, will you?"

You felt the waves crashing over you, your legs shaking as you let out a moan surely someone would have heard. Shortly after you felt him release as well, filling you up. He grabs you from falling, putting you back on the couch as he lays with you, stroking your face.

"You're so beautiful. I think I'll keep you."

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Intimidation (Shigure x F!Reader Smut)

Shigure Sohma x Female!Reader WARNING: dubcon, age gap, manipulation, corruption, loss of innocence, exhibitionism, dacryphilia, loss of virgnity, slut shaming, toxic relationship

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You find Shigure scary. He likes that.

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Keep reading

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PLEASE AHHHHH

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Something about the calm power hungry villains in animes gets me going. I think I have a power kink

[fyodior]

I think I dreamt of you tonight, don't remember anything about the dream but you were there I'm sure of that

Now you're fr inside my mind pls get out /j

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not only am i in ur mind but i am inside ur walls. let me out

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Hi guys sorry for not updating my story with fyodor IT'S COMING SOON

also my questions box is open so send me things :D requests, stuff like that

ALSO chainsaw man went HARDDDDD

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Fukuzawa Imagines!

There is NOT enough posts about this handsome man. So enjoy!

Warning: there is some adult content underneath the second cut :)

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Fukuzawa romantic relationship:

-type of guy to not establish an actual relationship but assumes you're together anyways.

"oh NOW you want to be my partner? I thought we were already together"

-will be slow with intimacy, since he hasn't been in committed relationships because of his work

-very cool and collected, but you still make him blush now and then with your kind remarks on his appearance or attitude

-very classic romance, takes you stargazing, out to the shops, brings flowers.

-names a cat after you

-announces to the entire agency that you're together in an "emergency meeting" to make sure dazai doesn't plan anything

-calls you "darling" and "dear"

-a certain bond when you sit alone in silence with him, calming presence of your lover

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Fukuzawa in bed:

-soft top

-LOTS of praise. "You're doing so well." Mumbles things like "my beautiful.. my beautiful girl"

-intimate touching. Holds your cheek, gentle kisses even if he's pounding you down

-doesn't want oral because he thinks it takes your dignity away. But will 100% give you oral

-he knows you love his hands because of how sturdy and slender they are, he always keeps them nicely trimmed ;)

-when he's in the mood he'll find the right time to touch your thigh, and stare deep into your eyes almost trying to communicate through telepathy. Eventually you give in to his puppy dog eyes and lean in for a kiss