Some people just need an escape.

I just can't seem forget that you neglected me when I needed you the most, but I also can't seem to forget that I was the only girl in your life that you loved..even after you abandoned me.

[lagoonhag]

wouldnt it be cool to just like not feel nervous about everything all the time

[wordsnquotes-online]

A family is supposed to be our safe haven. Very often, it’s the place where we find the deepest heartache.

Iyanla Vanzant (via wordsnquotes-online)

[maternalscars]

As a child, when you reached out to connect emotionally (as all children naturally do), the lack of response sent you an unspoken message, loud and clear: Don’t reach out. So now deep down, when you need help or connection, you are stopped from making connections by a block inside of you. Somehow, it just feels needy or wrong to ask for help or even want to connect.

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

a mother is suppose to protect their child from every harm that comes their way,

but what happens when the harm is coming from the child’s own mother..

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

I just want at least to have one moment where I can feel like my mother wants to keep me safe instead of throw me out into moving traffic with a gun to my head

[the-moon-whisperer]

[heavensghost]

[melisica]

(by MillyCope)

[preventive]

via weheartit

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

my mom is slowly turning into her parents the older she gets and it scares me because is father was physically and verbally abusive, and her mother is emotionally abusive.. does that mean abuse = genetic trait?

it is facts like these that make someone like me afraid to not just avoid children at all costs but avoid people.. because what if one day I just become a mindless robot who brings out the hurt in people without realizing it

I don’t want that ever

[everwhatever]

[fotogrimsi-deactivated20180915]

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

it’s always so weird being hit in public because one second my mom doesn’t care about who sees, but the next second she begins to worry that people could see the blood whenever I can't just wipe it away

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

[suicidal-depressed-msh]

it only gets worst at nights...

..when you are consumed with loneliness.  

[melius-placere]

I should just kill myself and be done with it

Me@myself, while cutting deeper into my leg. (via melius-placere)

[shesdyingyetshesmiles]

This blog has become my diary for when I feel like I have nothing else and honestly right now I am so scared. I don’t want to do anything I regret and I have nobody around who could help me but I want to take the pain away. I hate this pain. I hate crying. I hate feeling hopeless or unwanted.

Some days I wonder why I never took my life back when I was 13.. or 14.. or 15.. anytime before I was 18. why was I even born into a family who wants nothing apart of me?