it all fell down

letting go is the easy part it's the moving on that's painful. so sometimes we fight it. trying to keep things the same. things can't stay the same though. at some point you just have to. let go, move on no matter how painful it is, it's the only way we grow. a roleplay blog for dr. elena sloan, an original character from grey's anatomy highly selective & private penned by sarah est aug 2015

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#MCNEUROS  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 23  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!!  ELENA SLOAN is an ORIGINAL CHARACTER FROM GREY’S ANATOMY, that i created back in 2015. elena is very near and dear to my heart, a character that i’ve put a lot of work into over the last seven years!! so many different headcanons and different verses, with SO many more to come!!

“when you stop fighting ⸻  you stop living. we ALL need that thing that’s worth fighting for. maybe it’s a certain someone, or a special place, maybe just an idea. so find your FIGHT and fight like hell ⸺ ’til your battle is WON.” 

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd  –––––––  pinterest  –––––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  cardigcn

[shesloan]

#SHESLOAN  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 27  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!!  ELENA SLOAN is an ORIGINAL CHARACTER FROM GREY’S ANATOMY, that i created back in 2015. elena is very near and dear to my heart, a character that i’ve put a lot of work into over the last eleven years!! so many different headcanons and different verses, with SO many more to come!! this is a side blog to @epiphanics

“when you stop fighting ⸻  you stop living. we ALL need that thing that’s worth fighting for. maybe it’s a certain someone, or a special place, maybe just an idea. so find your FIGHT and fight like hell ⸺ ’til your battle is WON.” 

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd  –––––––  pinterest  –––––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  @epiphanics

[shesloan]

#SHESLOAN  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 27  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!!  ELENA SLOAN is an ORIGINAL CHARACTER FROM GREY’S ANATOMY, that i created back in 2015. elena is very near and dear to my heart, a character that i’ve put a lot of work into over the last eleven years!! so many different headcanons and different verses, with SO many more to come!! this is a side blog to @epiphanics

“when you stop fighting ⸻  you stop living. we ALL need that thing that’s worth fighting for. maybe it’s a certain someone, or a special place, maybe just an idea. so find your FIGHT and fight like hell ⸺ ’til your battle is WON.” 

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd  –––––––  pinterest  –––––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  @epiphanics

[shesloan]

#SHESLOAN  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 27  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!!  ELENA SLOAN is an ORIGINAL CHARACTER FROM GREY’S ANATOMY, that i created back in 2015. elena is very near and dear to my heart, a character that i’ve put a lot of work into over the last eleven years!! so many different headcanons and different verses, with SO many more to come!! this is a side blog to @epiphanics

“when you stop fighting ⸻  you stop living. we ALL need that thing that’s worth fighting for. maybe it’s a certain someone, or a special place, maybe just an idea. so find your FIGHT and fight like hell ⸺ ’til your battle is WON.” 

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd  –––––––  pinterest  –––––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  @epiphanics

[shesloan]

#SHESLOAN  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 27  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!!  ELENA SLOAN is an ORIGINAL CHARACTER FROM GREY’S ANATOMY, that i created back in 2015. elena is very near and dear to my heart, a character that i’ve put a lot of work into over the last eleven years!! so many different headcanons and different verses, with SO many more to come!! this is a side blog to @epiphanics

“when you stop fighting ⸻  you stop living. we ALL need that thing that’s worth fighting for. maybe it’s a certain someone, or a special place, maybe just an idea. so find your FIGHT and fight like hell ⸺ ’til your battle is WON.” 

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd  –––––––  pinterest  –––––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  @epiphanics

[epiphanics]

#EPIPHANICS  –––––––  welcome to epiphanics!!  i’m  sarah  ( 27  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!! this a private & selective, multi muse blog featuring muses from dawson’s creek, grey’s anatomy, one tree hill & more!!!  please read rules before following!!

“maybe she was SCARED ⸻  so scared that her whole life, she would never be TRULY LOVED. not completely. not for really who she really was. ⸺ maybe now she sees that she was LOVED in that way. and that it was REAL.”

current highest muse characters : elena sloan, mark sloan, nathan scott, juliet burke, dennis whitaker & pacey witter

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  carrd –––––  pinterest  

[shesloanarch]

elena has moved over here, at least for right now!! come check out my multi! i’ve got muses from oth, grey’s anatomy & criminal minds, etc!!!

[shesloanarch]

should i come back to this blog? do i even have a mutuals left? i have soo much muse, but don't know if anybody would want to write with elena?

[epiphanics]

#EPIPHANICS  –––––––  thank you for checking out my blog!!  i’m  sarah  ( 26  ,  SHE/HER  ,  EST  )  & i’m the mess of a person who runs this blog!! this a MUTUALS ONLY, multimuse blog featuring muses from dawson’s creek, grey’s anatomy, one tree hill, lost & more!!!  

“maybe she was SCARED ⸻  so scared that her whole life, she would never be TRULY LOVED. not completely. not for really who she really was. ⸺ maybe now she sees that she was LOVED in that way. and that it was REAL.”

IMPORTANT  LINKS  :  muses –––––  pinterest  –––––  OTHER  BLOGS  :  shesloan 

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can i bring back these icons? what do we think lol or are they too 2021??

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since i'm going to be active alot more, should i make my multimuse it's own blog or keep it a side blog!? i can't decide

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okay, so i have to re-do elena’s carrd & @cardigcn as well! i’m thinking of adding/removing some characters from my multi but im so indecisive

[sophsun1]

Charmed – 2.18: Chick Flick

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮/𝑩𝑬𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑳𝑬𝑭𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

BEING LEFT ❛  wait! you can't just leave me here alone!  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to live in a world where i'm all alone.  ❜ ❛  everyone i've ever loved has either left or died.  ❜ ❛  i'm not yet ready for it to end.  ❜ ❛  will we ever see each other again?  ❜ ❛  please! you promised! you promised you'd never leave.  ❜ ❛  if you leave now, i'll never forgive you.  ❜ ❛  are you really going to leave after everything we've been through?  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to keep on like before when you're not here anymore?  ❜ ❛  i knew this day would come, but i hoped it wouldn't be today.  ❜ ❛  please don't go. not yet. just stay a little longer ...  ❜ ❛  don't just walk away. say something, anything, before you go.  ❜ ❛  so that's it? you're just ... gone?  ❜ ❛  you can't just walk away like none of this meant anything!  ❜ ❛  why does everyone i love always leave?  ❜ ❛  i should've known better than to think you'd stay.  ❜ ❛  is it really that easy for you to walk away?  ❜ ❛  you said we'd face the world together. now i have to face it alone.  ❜ ❛  if you're going, at least look me in the eyes and say goodbye.  ❜ ❛  i don't have the strength to watch you walk away again.  ❜

LEAVING ❛  i'm sorry, but i cannot stay here any longer.  ❜ ❛  for once, i'm trying to do the right thing.  ❜ ❛  you don't need me here anymore. you've always been stronger on your own.  ❜ ❛  i wish staying was enough. i really do.  ❜ ❛  don't look at me like that. if i don't walk away now, i never will.  ❜ ❛  one day, you'll understand why i have to walk away.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could stay, but this isn't my place anymore.  ❜ ❛  don't wait for me. i don't know when ... if i'll be back.  ❜ ❛  i wish there was another way. but there isn't.  ❜ ❛  this isn't goodbye because i don't care. it's because i do. too much.  ❜ ❛  this goodbye is the hardest thing i've ever had to do.  ❜ ❛  i'm leaving because i love you too much to keep hurting you.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry i couldn't be what you needed me to be.  ❜ ❛  i have to go find who i am without all this.  ❜ ❛  just because i'm leaving doesn't mean i stopped caring.  ❜ ❛  i'm not running. i'm just done waiting.  ❜ ❛  every step i take away from here is breaking me.  ❜ ❛  i can't keep pretending this place feels like home.  ❜ ❛  the hardest part isn't leaving. it's knowing you'll be here when i'm not.  ❜ ❛  sometimes goodybe is the kindest thing we can say.  ❜

[cardigcn]

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋. muses. rules. ( please specify muse )

[mudskip-memes]

Send my muse asks about anything and everything, anon or not!

[shesloanarch]

okay.. so if i were to make a come back?? how does rping work on tumblr now haha i'd want to bring elena back and my multimuse!!

[shesloanarch]

SOPHIA ON GREYS!? my dream has come true 😭😭