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I'm going to start putting a "DNI Porn Blogs" banner under my posts. I'm sick of you guys.

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A friend told me that having BPD is like speaking in code that needs to be cracked.

Saying "I hate you" "leave me alone" but also "don't leave me" is code for something that needs to be uncovered, a hidden message lying in between the outbursts and episodes, and that patient and compassionate people have the ability to crack the Borderline's code.

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My two favorite movies🎀🩷

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Serena's advice for black women.

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Dyed my hair half cherry red, half black.

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I was a troubled teen that blossomed into a troubling adult

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I can't kill myself, I have stuff to buy

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My bestie calls me Cassie (from Euphoria) anytime I'm in a BPD episode. Any other borderlines relate to her character?

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In my dreams last night, I was having a BPD episode, I woke up crying. After work I impulsively bought so much shit I don't need. I'm currently still in an episode. Music is helping though. My FP has been ignoring me for two days now. I feel like I need a cigarette.