ok no it's actually making me feel sick now like that's abusive behaviour -- why is he allowed to switch the number on sam's phone 'in case he needed it' like wtf
also like what did dean expect -- sam to just smile n wave it off like no he is gonna be pissed n for good reason hopefully the show LETS him be pissed for a while at least tho i bet not cuz why should sam get to experience emotions
n his spiral about benny is making me like them both less like why is the show so set on making benny this symbol of innocence w dean as his protector and then make sam like a villain who's dead set on hunting him just cuz he's a vampire
n deans 'i owe him' pissed me off so much cuz like sam owed amy pond for saving his life when they were younger when she literally KILLED her OWN MOTHER but dean doesn't give a shit about that
he's allowed to do whatever dean wants but sam must obey whatever he says or does and never accuse him of anything bad cuz deans innocent of everything and is always right
ugh i rly hate this show
One thing that really gets to me about Dean an Benny’s “relationship” is that DEAN is the one who abandons and lets BENNY down as soon as the association no longer benefits Dean, which is what Dean does throughout the entire show. He runs and throws temper tantrums when he is forced to engage in critical thinking or introspection. I do not really count purgatory as having a close bond because it was just a survival situation and Dean cuts him off to fend for himself in an unfamiliar world once they get back to Earth.
Dean also gets really upset at Sam for “leaving” him in purgatory, but Sam thought his brother was dead. Dean, on the other hand knew that Castiel was stuck in purgatory and did nothing to get him back and then acted annoyed and personally offended that he somehow got out.
















