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@winchesterish
DEAN WINCHESTER. born to die
Yes. I see. That's one deep, dark nothing you got there, Dean. Can't fill it, can you? Not with food or drink. Not even with sex. Oh, you can smirk and joke and lie to your brother, lie to yourself, but not to me! I can see inside you, Dean. I can see how broken you are, how defeated. You can't win, and you know it. But you just keep fighting. Just... keep going through the motions. You're not hungry, Dean, because inside, you're already...dead.
(kicks rocks) heyyy….
do i even want to know..?
date of origin: November 5th, 2020
J2 + interrupting each other’s interviews through the years (recoloured & updated!)
i just know john winchester LOVED call screening
I get a boner every time jared padalecki transitions from sam to gadreel to sam
Don't keep it in the tags @thedeadedhooman
guess who’s back back back back again gain gain @winchesterish ‘s back back back tell a friend
today is the only day you can reblog this
please don't ask me about my summer plans. i wish only to sleep and read and spend time with the trees
This is literally my favourite line in the Fight The Future script, nothing can truly top this
Supernatural S1E04 Phantom Traveler
things i'm 100% convinced john winchester did:
slept on couches and floors in motel rooms so sam and dean could have the bed(s)
took dean and his girlfriends out for dinner and showed interest in them and told them embarrassing stories about dean and made sure dean was treating them right
told lame dad jokes and usually recycled the same ones. to the point where sam and dean finished them for him and he'd still find them funny
called sam's macbook "the computer with the apple on it". couldnt use his phone properly and sent many blank screens before he finally sent the SMS that just said "ok." and really could barely work a toaster.
attended all of sam's school plays that he could make and maybe cried a little bit because he was so proud
spent hours with dean as a kid teaching him about cars. dean didn't learn that from nowhere.
spent hours with sam as an (older) kid teaching him all the deep and nerdy lore because john was nerdy too and he enjoyed that sam was interested
bragged about his kids to anyone who would listen. people didnt avoid john because he was prickly and difficult to get on with they mostly avoided him because they didn't want to hear any more long stories about the shit his kids were up to and the latest clever thing one of them said
played dumb games with them when they were little kids and broke up their fights and did everything he could to keep it together around them even on his absolute worst days even if he wasn't successful all the time
he tried.
i would like to know the inside workings of spn normies who think sam or dean could have gone on to live normal healthy lives when every time they’ve tried that it has been shown they are two deeply ruined people
DEAN WINCHESTER. born to die
Yes. I see. That's one deep, dark nothing you got there, Dean. Can't fill it, can you? Not with food or drink. Not even with sex. Oh, you can smirk and joke and lie to your brother, lie to yourself, but not to me! I can see inside you, Dean. I can see how broken you are, how defeated. You can't win, and you know it. But you just keep fighting. Just... keep going through the motions. You're not hungry, Dean, because inside, you're already...dead.
So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.
I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.
@aspengrown this is the rawest possible addition to this post thank you
and also:
cat love as in I am small and scared and all of my instincts and my experience and your vast power say you're a threat but I am choosing to trust in your kindness despite my fear. you could kill me with one hand but I know you won't.
cat love as in I can tell you are upset and I don't understand why so I will sit stiffly beside you and awkwardly provide the only reassurance I know how to give. I am uncomfortable with every single moment of this but it is what you would do for me.
cat love as in I am small and powerless but I will curl up back to back with you and stand guard while you sleep and I will mean it with every fiber of my being.
my cat Nepenthe was a former stray behavior case at risk of euthanasia because she kept mauling potential adopters. on her second week in my apartment--having already attacked me multiple times without provocation, I will add, I wasn't special, she needed genuine help--she slinked out of the bedroom yowling at me. when I went to check on her she kept walking back and forth until I followed her, where she insistently paced between my feet and her hidey-hole in the back of my dresser, increasingly distressed. about three seconds after she gave up and hid, an absolutely torrential rain front hit. she didn't understand yet that we couldn't get wet inside. she'd been trying to warn me.
she didn't know me yet, but she knew I hadn't yelled at her when she hurt me. she knew I hadn't tried to hurt her back. she didn't understand why she was attacking me; those episodes probably scared her more than me. she knew I "shared" food with her, and that I asked before touching her. and she went out of her way to bring me into her safe space, to protect her friend.
cat love as stiff hesitant uncertain acts of service that are devastating in their sincerity, as well.
Love your name. You are right, Misha Collins is a heterosexual icon.
thank youmy favorite part was when he was straight
