Ava Starr/ Ghost

Indie RP blog for Ghost from Ant Man and the Wasp

[shieldxassassin]

Anyone want to RP?

[shieldxassassin]

Okay so I got muse for Ava again. Anyone want to RP?

[shieldxassassin]

dxctorstephenstrange​:

Stephen raised an eyebrow in curiosity and a bit of alarm.  He had virtually no idea what that term meant, and became concerned that he might not be the one to help her, even though it was clear she desperately needed help.

“Ava,” Strange began, “I’m not going to lie to you; I have no idea what ‘molecular’…what was it, disequalibrium?…means.  I’m not a scientist…but I may still be able to do something to help you.  Follow me, and let’s see if we can figure this out.”

He led her upstairs and into a massive library that seemed far larger than the size of the building could account for.  “If I were to take a shot in the dark, your condition is causing your physical body to break down at the molecular level.”

He put out a hand, and when he reached back, he was grasping an old book.  He set it down on the table and paged through it.  “Let’s see; if I can determine the rate of destabilization I might be able to at least slow it down considerably to buy us some more time.”

He looked into Ava’s eyes, and he could see her fear and doubt.  He smiled softly and said, “Please trust me.  I’ll do all that I can for you.  Now, remain still.”

He brought his hands together, thumbs and index fingers touching while the others were extended.  He drew his hands outward, creating a bright yellow sparking line of mystical energy.  He then rotated his arms in opposing directions, creating a large mandala that he then lifted up over Ava’s head.

“This may…tingle…a bit,” Strange warned.

He released the mandala and it slowly descended along Ava’s body.  All at once, it was both reading her physical energy and mending the molecular damage.

The mandala disappeared at Ava’s feet, and Strange looked at her again.

“That should stabilize you enough to get us through the next week or two while we work.  I wish I could do more right now, but I will need to find the right energy attunement to permanently reconnect your physical self to your…well, for lack of a better term, your lifeforce.”

He sighed softly and said, reassuringly, “I know that’s a lot to take in.  Hell, it’s a lot for me to take in, too…but I promise you, I won’t give up until I can find a way to heal you.  I’d…I’d like you to consider staying here, in the Sanctum, if you’d be okay with that.  That way I can keep an eye out for any sudden changes and act quickly.  Would you be alright with that?”

@shieldxassassin​

“Doctor, the name does it no justice. What it is, is that every cell in my body rips itself apart before pulling themselves back together again. It used to not be this bad.” She admitted as she followed the strange man. She was happy that he was actually helping her, or putting an effort to. As Doctor Strange read in his ancient books ava stood there silently, putting in an effort to stay solid. 

Ava smiled as he reassured her that he was helping her before warning her to remain still. She did as she was asked. staying still as she watched the yellow glow of the magic. “I wouldn’t mind feeling tingling if I wasn’t in constant pain, even for a single moment.” Ava admitted before feeling the magic going over her body.

As it went over it felt like pins and needles across that part of her body, something she hadn’t felt in a very long time.

“That’s a week more that I have to live Doctor. But you say reconnecting me physically to my lifeforce, not that it matters but will I still have my powers or will this take them away from me?” Her inquiry could turn into one of the dreams she had since she was a girl, just live a normal life, not being used as an assassin or anything else.

When he asked her to stay so he could keep an eye on her she didn’t have to think about an answer, she already knew. “Yes I’ll stay here. It means I’m close by if anything happens to go wrong.” She spoke, smiling at the man. “Doctor I’m so thankful for this I could never repay you!”

@dxctorstephenstrange​

[shieldxassassin]

shatteredverses​:

A knock at the door snapped Stephen Strange out of his focus.  Normally, distractions - especially audio ones - frustrated him, but visits to the Sanctum had been few and far between, so anyone coming to the door had to be someone he’d want or need to see.

He waved his hand in front of him to give a few of the doorway and saw a woman standing and waiting.  He began the spell to bring them into the Sanctum, but to Strange’s surprise, it didn’t work.  It was as if the spell couldn’t detect her physical form.  He tried one more time, with no success.

“Guess I’m going to have to do it the old-fashioned way,” Strange observed as he made his way to the front door and opened it.

“Hello,” he greeted the woman.  “Can I help-”

Before he could finish his question, Stephen saw the woman’s body phase in and out of visibility. His eyes met hers and he could see her fear and silent plea for help.

“Come right in,” he said, stepping aside to allow the stranger inside the Sanctum.

@shieldxassassin​

She was glad to see the door open after a little bit of time. She didn’t know if it was hesitation or something else but was relieved when it did finally open. Ava looked up at the man, her form flickering in and out of visibility, her condition actively deteriorating in front of his eyes.

She stepped inside the Sanctum and looked around. It was fear that made her desperate to go after Hank and now it was fear driving her to seek other help. She didn’t want to die, she was still young and hoped she could live a normal life.

“Are you Doctor Strange? I was told you might be able to help me.” She spoke, her words showing the pain and fear she was in. Honestly Ava didn’t know if he could or not, she didn’t know much about him and figured that he was just some normal doctor. “My name’s Ava Starr, and what you’re seeing is molecular disequilibrium.” She spoke quietly.

[shieldxassassin]

@shatteredverses

Ava had known that after Janet had given her Quantum energy it would only be a temporary fix. As long as she had her powers her condition would continue to afflict her, Bill could only help so much, that was until the Blip happened and first she watched as Bill became a cloud of dust before she met the same fate. After her return she knew that she’d have to continue the search, so while everyone was busy with their families Ava made her way to New York. She had heard rumors of a man who could help her who went by the name of Doctor Strange.

It took her a good amount of time to make her way to New York itself and didn’t have a clue about where to find this man who could help her. Eventually she found herself staring at what looked like an ordinary home. She debated the options of just phasing through the walls but figured she’d just knock and see where that got her.

Hesitantly stepping up to the door, she raised her fist and made contact with it, hoping somebody was here and able to help her with her condition.

[shieldxassassin]

@glitchexmachina

From the moment it started Ava had no idea what was happening but knew it would be bad. She watched one of her only friends turn to dust right in front of her and she wished that it could've happened to her so she wouldn't have been in pain from yet another loss. From what news reports had said was that approximately fifty percent of the population of Earth just turned to dust. To add insult to injury about a year after it occurred she began to destabilize again. It started off just as it had before so she knew that she still had a couple years before she was on the brink of death again. So with hat in mind she began to look for her next way of saving herself. That was how she found herself in front of this building ringing a buzzer to be let in. She was dressed in street clothes and didn't necessarily phase straight through the walls to find who she was looking for, not yet anyways. "Hey I heard you could help me out, please, please come to the door." She pleaded into the tiny microphone and camera.

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson was quietly working, keeping his mind off of things.  He lost so many in the Snapple.  Friends, family, people he...what did it matter anymore?  They were gone and now he had to make this work with less manpower.  The Avengers...or what was left...tried to keep in touch with him to make sure he was okay.  

He always said he was fine.

Most of the time it was a lie.

His eyes darted up to the security screen of the base when he found a familiar face.  He’d been working with Bill Foster stabilize Ava’s existence in the world.  He’d been working on something he saw in a game once and figured it could help streamline the whole Ghost thing.

He tapped the button on the speaker system.  “I assume that if you wanted to phase through the door and let yourself in like I said you could, you would have.  I’ll be right over.”

[shieldxassassin]

Ava waited until he came to offer him a small and sad looking smile. She had her hands in the front pocket of her hoodie and her face held an obvious expression of sadness. "It's coming back. I'm being destabilized again. The chamber it does it's job at this stage but I don't have any idea how I'll be able to continue on later." She spoke, her voice cracking from panic and sorrow.

"Bill's not here to help me anymore, and neither are the Pyms or Lang." She admitted. She was like a young child, she needed to be dependent on someone to keep her alive and all those had gone in the blink of an eye.

[glitchexmachina]

“Thankfully someone’s still here,” Tyson replied, going in for a hug but advising against it.  “I’m glad you’re safe, Ava.  But it’s funny you should mention destabilization.  I’ve been working on something that might just help the situation.”

He waved for her to come inside from the cold.  “Have you been eating?  I’ve got some mulled cider and some cookies.  Don’t know who I’m making them for.  Guess anyone who comes by looking for something to eat.  Tis the season to open your heart to someone in need, yeah?”

[shieldxassassin]

"Really? Oh thank you thank you thank you!" She exclaimed, hugging him, at least for a split second before going through him. "Quantum Destabilization is something I wouldn't wish on anybody. But I would be forever grateful if you can fix my body tearing itself apart."

[glitchexmachina]

He shivered at the phase, feeling much like...well a ghost tried to hug him.  “That was an altogether new sensation.  Don’t know what to think of that...”

“Anyway, I’ve been working on something akin to what I saw in a video game once, but the process on how to make it...this is gonna sound weird...”

[shieldxassassin]

"Yeah, I can't have anything with anyone because of this." She sighed as she followed him. "I'm gald not everyone is dead. But as soon as I find out who did this I'm going to personally kill them." She spoke through gritted teeth.

[shieldxassassin]

@glitchexmachina

From the moment it started Ava had no idea what was happening but knew it would be bad. She watched one of her only friends turn to dust right in front of her and she wished that it could've happened to her so she wouldn't have been in pain from yet another loss. From what news reports had said was that approximately fifty percent of the population of Earth just turned to dust. To add insult to injury about a year after it occurred she began to destabilize again. It started off just as it had before so she knew that she still had a couple years before she was on the brink of death again. So with hat in mind she began to look for her next way of saving herself. That was how she found herself in front of this building ringing a buzzer to be let in. She was dressed in street clothes and didn't necessarily phase straight through the walls to find who she was looking for, not yet anyways. "Hey I heard you could help me out, please, please come to the door." She pleaded into the tiny microphone and camera.

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson was quietly working, keeping his mind off of things.  He lost so many in the Snapple.  Friends, family, people he...what did it matter anymore?  They were gone and now he had to make this work with less manpower.  The Avengers...or what was left...tried to keep in touch with him to make sure he was okay.  

He always said he was fine.

Most of the time it was a lie.

His eyes darted up to the security screen of the base when he found a familiar face.  He’d been working with Bill Foster stabilize Ava’s existence in the world.  He’d been working on something he saw in a game once and figured it could help streamline the whole Ghost thing.

He tapped the button on the speaker system.  “I assume that if you wanted to phase through the door and let yourself in like I said you could, you would have.  I’ll be right over.”

[shieldxassassin]

Ava waited until he came to offer him a small and sad looking smile. She had her hands in the front pocket of her hoodie and her face held an obvious expression of sadness. "It's coming back. I'm being destabilized again. The chamber it does it's job at this stage but I don't have any idea how I'll be able to continue on later." She spoke, her voice cracking from panic and sorrow.

"Bill's not here to help me anymore, and neither are the Pyms or Lang." She admitted. She was like a young child, she needed to be dependent on someone to keep her alive and all those had gone in the blink of an eye.

[glitchexmachina]

“Thankfully someone’s still here,” Tyson replied, going in for a hug but advising against it.  “I’m glad you’re safe, Ava.  But it’s funny you should mention destabilization.  I’ve been working on something that might just help the situation.”

He waved for her to come inside from the cold.  “Have you been eating?  I’ve got some mulled cider and some cookies.  Don’t know who I’m making them for.  Guess anyone who comes by looking for something to eat.  Tis the season to open your heart to someone in need, yeah?”

[shieldxassassin]

"Really? Oh thank you thank you thank you!" She exclaimed, hugging him, at least for a split second before going through him. "Quantum Destabilization is something I wouldn't wish on anybody. But I would be forever grateful if you can fix my body tearing itself apart."

[rollingstoneboycomplex]

when Lemony Snicket wrote “I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you everyday” that hurt me

[heavensickness]

Full paragraph hurts even more.

“ (…) I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where once we were so close… I will love you until your face is fogged by distant memory. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, I will love you if you don’t marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else and I will love you if you never marry at all, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all. That is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.”

[shieldxassassin]

@glitchexmachina

From the moment it started Ava had no idea what was happening but knew it would be bad. She watched one of her only friends turn to dust right in front of her and she wished that it could've happened to her so she wouldn't have been in pain from yet another loss. From what news reports had said was that approximately fifty percent of the population of Earth just turned to dust. To add insult to injury about a year after it occurred she began to destabilize again. It started off just as it had before so she knew that she still had a couple years before she was on the brink of death again. So with hat in mind she began to look for her next way of saving herself. That was how she found herself in front of this building ringing a buzzer to be let in. She was dressed in street clothes and didn't necessarily phase straight through the walls to find who she was looking for, not yet anyways. "Hey I heard you could help me out, please, please come to the door." She pleaded into the tiny microphone and camera.

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson was quietly working, keeping his mind off of things.  He lost so many in the Snapple.  Friends, family, people he...what did it matter anymore?  They were gone and now he had to make this work with less manpower.  The Avengers...or what was left...tried to keep in touch with him to make sure he was okay.  

He always said he was fine.

Most of the time it was a lie.

His eyes darted up to the security screen of the base when he found a familiar face.  He’d been working with Bill Foster stabilize Ava’s existence in the world.  He’d been working on something he saw in a game once and figured it could help streamline the whole Ghost thing.

He tapped the button on the speaker system.  “I assume that if you wanted to phase through the door and let yourself in like I said you could, you would have.  I’ll be right over.”

[shieldxassassin]

Ava waited until he came to offer him a small and sad looking smile. She had her hands in the front pocket of her hoodie and her face held an obvious expression of sadness. "It's coming back. I'm being destabilized again. The chamber it does it's job at this stage but I don't have any idea how I'll be able to continue on later." She spoke, her voice cracking from panic and sorrow.

"Bill's not here to help me anymore, and neither are the Pyms or Lang." She admitted. She was like a young child, she needed to be dependent on someone to keep her alive and all those had gone in the blink of an eye.

[shieldxassassin]

@glitchexmachina

From the moment it started Ava had no idea what was happening but knew it would be bad. She watched one of her only friends turn to dust right in front of her and she wished that it could've happened to her so she wouldn't have been in pain from yet another loss. From what news reports had said was that approximately fifty percent of the population of Earth just turned to dust. To add insult to injury about a year after it occurred she began to destabilize again. It started off just as it had before so she knew that she still had a couple years before she was on the brink of death again. So with hat in mind she began to look for her next way of saving herself. That was how she found herself in front of this building ringing a buzzer to be let in. She was dressed in street clothes and didn't necessarily phase straight through the walls to find who she was looking for, not yet anyways. "Hey I heard you could help me out, please, please come to the door." She pleaded into the tiny microphone and camera.

[shieldxassassin]

Anybody want too RP?

[shieldxassassin]

Anyone want to RP?

[shieldxassassin]

Okay so can someone help me decide, should I make a post Endgame Lila Barton, or should I make a Scarlet Witch RP blog?

[lilmamabeyellin]

[liquidlimits-deactivated2019032]

I just opened up a check in the mail, went to the ATM & found 20$ 😭 I’m not passing these shits up NO more on my mama!

[razxion]

Even if I do not receive money or good news, I did smile at seeing this smiling Buddha.

[dailypattondoodles]

^^^^

[ijusthavethisfornoreason-blog]

im smiling lol this is kinda cute

[shitonmyfaceplease-deactivated2]

👆👆👆👆

[statuedocandfriends]

Lemme just-

[shieldxassassin]

Anyone want to RP?

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worldsgreatcstgrandma‌:

shieldxassassin‌:

Ava got down on her knees to look directly at Cassie. “Hey there’s no need to be scared, your mother will be back don’t worry your dad and I will make sure of it and you can help too.” She told the girl.

“We won’t lose them permanently, we just have to figure out what happened to be able to bring them back and there’s only one person I can think of that can help, but he’s in New York.”

Cassie looked down for a minute. “Daddy will save mommy. I know you both will. I can help? How do I help? Do I get to be daddy’s partner now?”

Scott looked at Ava a bit questioningly. “Is it Stark?”

“Only if it’s okay with your father.” She told the girl before looking back a Scott. “No it’s not Stark. It was someone that I knew I could trust in SHIELD. I trusted Bill and the only other person that I could trust enough was Fury.” She told him, though she didn’t even know if he had survived whatever happened but for her it was worth a shot, he had more connections than she did.

[shieldxassassin]

worldsgreatcstgrandma‌:

shieldxassassin:

“Think we’ll have to take Maggie’s car, because well, three’s not going to fit on that bike,” he held up the keys and looked at Ava. He was wrapping his arms around Cassie protectively, afraid that he might lose her at any moment.

“There needs to be a way to reverse this.”

“Yeah I guess you’re right.” She spoke, thinking about it for a moment. Ave quickly looked at Cassie. “Hey, you doing alright kiddo?” She asked, trying to be helpful but not having been around other children in so long.

“Scott will find a way. I have to get Bill back just as much as everyone you lost. The rest of the world deserves to get everyone back.”

“We can’t lose them permanently,” he looked down at Cassie who seemed a little upset about her mom being gone and her stepfather. 

“Mommy disappeared,” she admitted to Ava, looking a little worried. “Daddy came but…I’m scared.”

Ava got down on her knees to look directly at Cassie. “Hey there’s no need to be scared, your mother will be back don’t worry your dad and I will make sure of it and you can help too.” She told the girl.

“We won’t lose them permanently, we just have to figure out what happened to be able to bring them back and there’s only one person I can think of that can help, but he’s in New York.”