Shiloh JesseThey/them 29

cw: 280.5lb Hw:334 Lw:235 fml

[plainblavktea-deactivated202501]

its so hard to check the cals on stuff when ur around friends <\\3

[babymousie]

When your goal is someone’s starting weight 💀

[shilohjesse]

So tried my best today as lately I've been relaxing on the weekends but today managed to rein in at under 500 so I had 1 slice of oat toast with 1 egg scrambled and 3 strawberries altogether that was 185 cal and dinner was a pasta bolognase like 30g of pasta was 108 cal the meat was 150 cal Chopped tomatoes 40 cal and half an onion 20ish had a bit of salad 16 cal and I feel pretty good but the scales aren't being nice so come to bed early to cry 😀

[shilohjesse]

Honestly don't think anyone would care if I wasn't here anymore 😕

[shilohjesse]

Binged today feel so low uncomfortable and just blugh

I did lose 2.5lb this week just doesn't seem worth it for all I go through in the middle of the week then the weekend I'm a bit more relaxed but I think I can't keep doing that 😑

[bonesandpounds]

Reasons for me to lose weight

To look more androgynous and confuse people on my gender

To go down in a binder size

To be able to wear my binder as a crop top

To make people actually care about my mental illnesses

For everything to look baggy on me to hide my curves when I want them hidden

For boxers to feel loose where they always hug too tight

To have the frame of a stick instead of all these femminine curves

To be able to pull off short haircuts better

[pschtt42]

I'm not thin enough for him.

[fatterdummy]

*TW MEANSPO*

how could you do this to yourself? you gained weight again just because you wanted to taste something for a few minutes? look at yourself in a mirror and see how disgusting you look. this isn't because of genetics, its because you have no self control. no one is going to want to date a fat bitch unless its their fetish to have a pig for a girlfriend. this is no ones fault but your own, if you could just starve yourself properly you wouldn't be fat. maybe try going for a run in some shorts, oh wait your thighs touch don't they? who in the world would want to see that? who in the world would want to see someone as disgusting and fat as you?

[just-not-alice-deactivated20240]

Reasons to lose weight

"I never slept with someone that fat"

[losing2anaagain]

Can someone respectfully tell me to starve myself because wtf :|

[kcaldeficiency]

“you don’t know how long i could stare into your picture and wish that it was me”

[dxchne]

yeah heartbreaks hurts but have you ever binged on a food you were looking forward to and it just tasted sad and disappointing and all you’re left with is feeling like a overblown whale

[shilohjesse]

Bruh

[shilohjesse]

Help!!! I'm terrified of pasta because I have no idea how to work out the calories? How many calories is an average handful of pasta shapes people? Thanks in advance love to you all 💕💕

[manic-pixie-sceneboy]

me and my friends lol

[jeasme]

To tell myself I need to lose weight again wasnt enough. I couldnt bring myself to do it again.

As we fight I was so mad at you you making me feel not enough. Not attractive. Not pretty. And lied to me over and over again.

But now I kinda thank you for that trigger bc now I am at that state again were I cant eat much and will starve again what I wanted. Maybe this Time I‘ll reach my goal and getting prettier.

[basementtreasure]

[chiapetofficial]

was this me almost word for word? yes.

[d-voldo-deactivated20190607]

A lesson that we can’t afford not to be taught.

[hypnotic-flow]

let’s spread this again and again and again

[sleepyheadgoth]

No means no. Listen to what comes out of someone’s mouth first.