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I can't remember The first lie I told myself It comes easy now

I thought about it In the end I decided To put myself first

Forever my own I found happiness right here In my beating heart

After a while you Start to forget what you said Getting caught in lies

Carry me inside We're pretending I'm alright I'm trying to be

There will always be A reason not to do it Do it anyway

Leap into this with Shaking hands and buckling knees And see what happens

Tell me you're happy That it all fell into place When you let it go

We fall out of love Like we're running out of time To fall in again

It's not loneliness If you chose to build this wall To hide you behind

Those old memories I’d mistaken for a dream It feels so surreal

In January The world awakes determined The best intentions

I’ll be better off Using next year to focus On the positive

I wasted my words On unresponsive lovers Who never called back

I hope you’re at peace I’m sorry it took so long For you to find it

I don’t regret this It was great while it lasted But love tends to die

You completed me And I thought I needed you To figure me out

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