IT'S REALLY YOU
"Wendy, I have a crush on Jihyo, I really really like her. I want to ask her for a date." You say to Wendy.
Wendy was shocked she feel her heart broke in to pieces. She didn't expect that you have a feeling for her cousin. She wants to cry but she stop it. She forced to smile
"R-really? Why? I mean, y-yeah. Ask her a date, s-she would like it" she said. She's so sad at that moment, she didn't know how to response on you
"You sure? Cuz I-
"Yeah I'm sure! Look Y/N I need to go. I have something important to do. Bye" she cut you off, and run after she said goodbye on you.
You noticed the way she act after your confession, but you shrugged it off. That evening you text her but she didn't response. You feel something different
Wendy pov
After I heard her confession, I'm really really really hurt. Of all people why Jihyo? I don't know what to say, I want to cry that's why I cut her off
"Yeah I'm sure! Look Y/N I need to go. I have something important to do. Bye" I immediately run away. I don't know where to go, I just want to be alone. I go to the nearest park and watched all the kids who played there. I stay there until the sun disappear. I decided to get home and sleep. Before I go to bed, I got a text message from Y/N
"Yow Wendy, are you home now?" My heart hurt again. Why she acted like this, I know she's my friend for a long time now. And that sweet attitude of her is the reason why I'm falling for her. I decided not to reply to her. I want to avoid her. I need to be okay. I need to move on
The next morning, Wendy woke up in the sound of her alarm she stretch for awhile and run to her bathroom to do her morning routine. After that she open grap her phone a open it Y/N name pop to her screen
"Morning Wan, how was your sleep?" She just looking at her phone screen and whined, she wanted to reply but didn't do it.
"I need to move on" Wendy mumbled
3 weeks later (Sorry I'm zo lazy)
Y/N POV
"It's been 3 weeks now but... Wendy... She didn't talk to me, she avoiding me. I don't know why" You say to Yeri, being sad is so obvious
"Did you ask her why she's acting like that?" Yeri asked you worriedly since this is the first time happened kind of things to you and to Wendy. She even shipped you two in a secret way with Joy
"No?" You pout, you feel your going to be crazy, you feel like without Wendy your day is not complete
"THEN ASKED HER WHY!?! YOU DUMBASS!?" She scream at you she's irritated that you didn't even asked Wendy why. Some people near you looking at you two weirdly. You roll your eyes
"I can't! I don't know how! I'm scared" She roll her eyes on you too
"Know what? Nevermind! Okay here, why do you think she acting like that?"
"I have no idea Yeri. The last time we talk, I say that I like.... Jihyo!"
"Wait what? You like her cousin?" Her eyes widen, you nod
"Do you think she's jealous?" You chocked
"What on eart-" Yeri cut you off
"Y/N, you really have no idea that Wendy inlove with you?" Your eyes widen. You umiling. Yeri sighed
"God! It's very obvious Y/N, the way she looks at you, the way she's smiling at you, everytime her face brighten up everytime she sees you" she sighed again
"Do you really like Jihyo or you just impressed to her because she's always on top, a model and... your long lost childhood friend?" You furrowed
"I- i don't know"
"Think about it Y/N. Btw I need to go now my class will start 10mins for now. Bye" Yeri tap your shoulder and leave you at the cafe.
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Later that night you're in your bed looking at the ceiling. Your brain can't process all those things. What if Yeri was right? What if you just being so fast thinking you like Jihyo. Or what if You've just being used by Wendy's presence that's why you've been hurt all this time. Thinking about those things you didn't noticed the time and you fall asleep
The next morning, you wake up more early in as usual. After you finish your morning routine you decided to go to school even it was still early. When you locked your gate and start to walk you see Wendy with Irene one of the famous student in your university slash seatmate of Wendy and be so uncomfortable when you know she's a Wendy's seatmate. After that who you found yourself getting irritated to her. You can't explain but you can feel something different on your chest. You bit your lip, you can't see Wendy with Irene who looks like very happy. That whole day you can't focus on you class. You think on the possibilities that what if Wendy started to fall inlove to Irene. You can feel your going to be crazy thinking those things.
Later that afternoon you decided to wait for Wendy, it's been more than 3 weeks now. And this was the first time you will approach her again. After 10 minutes you can see her walking on a hallway. You see that she noticed you but she immediately throw her eyes on something else.
"Wendy!" You called her. Your nervous. Your hands sweating. She looks at your direction
"Yow!" She smile but you can say that it was a fake
"Can we... Walk together?" You ask nervously
"Yeah sure"
There have a walking of silence (lol it was really moment of silence) in your ride. No one dare to start a conversation. Wendy controlled her self for not talking to you. While you, you don't know how to start talking. Praying for your brain to process well. After more than fifteen minutes, there have a words came out to your head
"Wendy, c-can we go to our favorite park?" It's been so awkward when you ask that. She just nod. Your hurt that she's very different now. When you two was already there. You two sat under your favorite tree.
"How are you? It's been a week now, why you didn't talk to me?" You ask knowing why but you just want to make sure
"I'm fine. Do you asked Jihyo to date you? How is it? How is she? The love of your life?" She smirk bitterly answer avoiding your second question
"The love of my life." You sighed
"Know what I never thought that I really like her. No. I already love her. Everytime I'm with her I feel so happy. I feel so complete. She really knows what I needed how to care me and make me happy. She's so perfect for me." You look at Wendy who was looking down at her lap and bitting her nails. Didn't have any idea you talking is her. You continue
"Thank you for asking but she's fine. But.... She's avoiding me. It's my fault though... I didn't look at her, and being so excited with... The other girl" You look away. And you can feel Wendy looking at you now
"W-what? What are you" Wendy asking you, starting to get nervous
You look at her
"I love you Wendy Son Seungwan! I'm sorry if I getting my feelings aside. I thought it's normal thing. And Jihyo suddenly came, which is my long lost childhood friend, never thought she's your cousin. I getting excited because after so many years I saw her again. And I forgot you. I'm sorry if I was wrong, I thought she's the one who shout my heart but no. I'm sorry if I'm so fool not realizing it was really you. I'm sorry if I'm hurt you" You said while crying she was crying too. Then suddenly she hug you
"I love you too Y/N. I'm sorry for avoiding you" She cry on you neck. You smile.
"Stop crying. You're not very Beautiful when you cry" She slapped you on your arms then she gives you a devil look. You laugh. Then hug her again
"I love you so much my little squirrel"
"I love you too so much Y/N"
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