Armin Arlert from Attack on Titan, watercolor painting.
Shingeki no Kyojin.
Today's Document
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
Sade Olutola

No title available

izzy's playlists!
Noah Kahan

Origami Around

if i look back, i am lost
Stranger Things

pixel skylines

★
The Stonewall Inn
Show & Tell
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
Misplaced Lens Cap
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Mike Driver

No title available

oozey mess
seen from India

seen from United States
seen from Spain

seen from Peru
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Australia

seen from Indonesia
seen from Latvia
seen from United States
seen from India
seen from United States
seen from Philippines
seen from France
seen from Netherlands

seen from France
@shingetsu-japex
Armin Arlert from Attack on Titan, watercolor painting.
Shingeki no Kyojin.
honestly? at this point just kill yourself dude. you're always complaining about your mental health issues and forgetting that this is a place to write fanfics, not a therapy appointment. im so tired of seeing you post everyday about your feelings and thoughts and shit and not writing a single sentence of the fics you're supposed to be writing.
like, why do you even start? why tease us and then leave us hanging like that? are you mental (rhetorical question since I already know that you are).
do us a favor and choose. kill yourself and save us the whining or actually write like you're supposed to. bitch.
oh so we're going through this again, huh?
I’d really like to know who the anonymous person is so I could tell them a few truths. The internet isn’t a lawless place.
“if I can’t even protect my captain’s dream, then whatever ambition I have is nothing but talk.”
and that’s the thing about loyalty — it’s not loud, it’s not pretty, it’s not easy. it’s choosing someone’s dream as if it were your own. it’s standing your ground when everything in you is breaking. it’s proving, over and over again, that your words actually mean something.
not everyone understands that. but the ones who do? they change everything.
We are all slaves to something: a meditation inspired by Vinland Saga.
There is something curious and painful about the human condition: we almost always carry shackles that cannot be seen. We give these shackles different names; honor, fear, ambition, debt, trauma, faith, hatred… But deep down, they all work the same way: they shape our choices, narrow the reach of our will, and keep us bound to a narrative we believe is “me.” Vinland Saga makes this condition the heart of its tale: not just a story about Vikings fighting for land, but about men fighting to free themselves from their own selves.
What does it mean to be a slave?
To be a slave, here, is not simply to live under someone else’s chains. It is to be bound to an impulse that takes the shape of a purpose. It may be the thirst for revenge that turns a son into a devoted killer (Thorfinn’s case), or the ambition that reshapes a fragile prince into an absolute ruler (Canute), or the survival logic that turns a cruel, strategic leader into a born manipulator (Askeladd). All of them are “free” in a social sense, they move, command, conquer—and yet remain subdued by something within.
Examples in Vinland Saga
Thorfinn is the classic image of the slave to trauma: his entire life is organized around a single act that will never return. Revenge becomes his time, his body, and his dignity. Only when he renounces his enemy and therefore the very goal that gave him meaning does he begin to relearn himself.
Askeladd represents the slave to strategy and emotional calculus: he hates the world, uses anger as both lens and shield, yet keeps himself cold because he knows his survival depends on not being consumed. His freedom is that of bitter lucidity, not innocence.
Canute personifies the slave to utopia: the desire for a “paradise on Earth” can turn into a chain that demands policing, sacrifice, and violence. The ideal becomes a tyrant.
Thors and Leif remind us that freedom is also an ethical choice, renouncing privilege and the “honorable” for something more human: the preservation of life and the sowing of hope (Vinland as an idea).
Philosophy that illuminates both the prison and the path
The reflections in Vinland Saga intersect with several philosophical traditions:
Stoicism (Epictetus, Seneca): proposes that real freedom is born from mastery over our desires and over the judgments we make of things. Epictetus would say we are not slaves to events, but to our opinions of them. Thors, in this sense, already lives a stoic spirit: he cannot control wars, but he can control his response.
Existentialism (Sartre, Kierkegaard): argues that we are thrown into situations we did not choose, but we are free to assign meaning and therefore assume responsibility. The anguish that afflicts Thorfinn in the face of loss and emptiness is existential; only by giving himself a new life project (non-vengeance) does he rebuild his freedom.
Nietzsche: speaks of resentment and how what cannot be transformed becomes hatred that destroys. Revenge in Vinland Saga has that trait: it corrodes those who cultivate it. Nietzsche also proposes the creation of new values, which resonates when characters stop following inherited codes and seek new horizons.
Hannah Arendt (on evil and action): the banality of evil appears when cruel actions arise from routines, orders, or “reasons of State.” The great political machinations in which men lose their humanity show how slavery can be collective and institutional.
Inner freedom: not a destination but a practice Inner freedom is not the absence of desire. It is the ability not to be ruled by desire. It is to recognize the chain, name it, and choose, step by step, which link you will break.
Freedom, as Jean-Paul Sartre put it, is humanity’s condemnation: we are condemned to be free. This implies total responsibility for our choices. The anguish that afflicts Thorfinn and Einar when they are freed lies precisely in this condemnation: now there is no master to dictate their path; freedom is the burden of unavoidable choices and of the responsibility to shape one’s own inner world.
The true tragedy is not physical slavery but a soul chained inside a free body. Vinland Saga invites us to meditate on the invisible bonds that keep us from being the Master of Oneself.
Thorfinn does not “reach” freedom by decree; he attains it through years of repair, modest labor, and reflection, a practice of reconstructing the self.
Why is resisting liberation so tempting?
Because chains give identity. Revenge gives coherence. Ambition gives an apparent meaning. The radical question is: If I lose my reason to live when I abandon the sword, who am I? It is a legitimate question, and from it fear is born. But it is a fear that mistakes prison for purpose. Liberation requires courage to face the void and fill it in a new way.
Conclusion: Vinland as promise and task
Vinland Saga offers two things at once: a mirror and a promise. The mirror shows our chains, how individuals and societies repeat patterns of violence and inner servitude. The promise, embodied in Vinland, is the idea of a possible space where life is not organized around hatred. But Vinland is not a magical place given to us; it is a practical hypothesis: community, labor, ethics, and the renunciation of narratives that degrade us.
Inner freedom is not a prize for the few. It is a daily and painful task, slow and, for that very reason, profoundly human. It is relinquishing certainties that have sewn themselves to us like skin so that, with bare hands, we may stitch together another skin: more fragile, more truthful, less beautiful in the eyes of power, and better in the eyes of life.
We are all slaves to something: a meditation inspired by Vinland Saga.
There is something curious and painful about the human condition: we almost always carry shackles that cannot be seen. We give these shackles different names; honor, fear, ambition, debt, trauma, faith, hatred… But deep down, they all work the same way: they shape our choices, narrow the reach of our will, and keep us bound to a narrative we believe is “me.” Vinland Saga makes this condition the heart of its tale: not just a story about Vikings fighting for land, but about men fighting to free themselves from their own selves.
What does it mean to be a slave?
To be a slave, here, is not simply to live under someone else’s chains. It is to be bound to an impulse that takes the shape of a purpose. It may be the thirst for revenge that turns a son into a devoted killer (Thorfinn’s case), or the ambition that reshapes a fragile prince into an absolute ruler (Canute), or the survival logic that turns a cruel, strategic leader into a born manipulator (Askeladd). All of them are “free” in a social sense, they move, command, conquer—and yet remain subdued by something within.
Examples in Vinland Saga
Thorfinn is the classic image of the slave to trauma: his entire life is organized around a single act that will never return. Revenge becomes his time, his body, and his dignity. Only when he renounces his enemy and therefore the very goal that gave him meaning does he begin to relearn himself.
Askeladd represents the slave to strategy and emotional calculus: he hates the world, uses anger as both lens and shield, yet keeps himself cold because he knows his survival depends on not being consumed. His freedom is that of bitter lucidity, not innocence.
Canute personifies the slave to utopia: the desire for a “paradise on Earth” can turn into a chain that demands policing, sacrifice, and violence. The ideal becomes a tyrant.
Thors and Leif remind us that freedom is also an ethical choice, renouncing privilege and the “honorable” for something more human: the preservation of life and the sowing of hope (Vinland as an idea).
Philosophy that illuminates both the prison and the path
The reflections in Vinland Saga intersect with several philosophical traditions:
Stoicism (Epictetus, Seneca): proposes that real freedom is born from mastery over our desires and over the judgments we make of things. Epictetus would say we are not slaves to events, but to our opinions of them. Thors, in this sense, already lives a stoic spirit: he cannot control wars, but he can control his response.
Existentialism (Sartre, Kierkegaard): argues that we are thrown into situations we did not choose, but we are free to assign meaning and therefore assume responsibility. The anguish that afflicts Thorfinn in the face of loss and emptiness is existential; only by giving himself a new life project (non-vengeance) does he rebuild his freedom.
Nietzsche: speaks of resentment and how what cannot be transformed becomes hatred that destroys. Revenge in Vinland Saga has that trait: it corrodes those who cultivate it. Nietzsche also proposes the creation of new values, which resonates when characters stop following inherited codes and seek new horizons.
Hannah Arendt (on evil and action): the banality of evil appears when cruel actions arise from routines, orders, or “reasons of State.” The great political machinations in which men lose their humanity show how slavery can be collective and institutional.
Inner freedom: not a destination but a practice Inner freedom is not the absence of desire. It is the ability not to be ruled by desire. It is to recognize the chain, name it, and choose, step by step, which link you will break.
Freedom, as Jean-Paul Sartre put it, is humanity’s condemnation: we are condemned to be free. This implies total responsibility for our choices. The anguish that afflicts Thorfinn and Einar when they are freed lies precisely in this condemnation: now there is no master to dictate their path; freedom is the burden of unavoidable choices and of the responsibility to shape one’s own inner world.
The true tragedy is not physical slavery but a soul chained inside a free body. Vinland Saga invites us to meditate on the invisible bonds that keep us from being the Master of Oneself.
Thorfinn does not “reach” freedom by decree; he attains it through years of repair, modest labor, and reflection, a practice of reconstructing the self.
Why is resisting liberation so tempting?
Because chains give identity. Revenge gives coherence. Ambition gives an apparent meaning. The radical question is: If I lose my reason to live when I abandon the sword, who am I? It is a legitimate question, and from it fear is born. But it is a fear that mistakes prison for purpose. Liberation requires courage to face the void and fill it in a new way.
Conclusion: Vinland as promise and task
Vinland Saga offers two things at once: a mirror and a promise. The mirror shows our chains, how individuals and societies repeat patterns of violence and inner servitude. The promise, embodied in Vinland, is the idea of a possible space where life is not organized around hatred. But Vinland is not a magical place given to us; it is a practical hypothesis: community, labor, ethics, and the renunciation of narratives that degrade us.
Inner freedom is not a prize for the few. It is a daily and painful task, slow and, for that very reason, profoundly human. It is relinquishing certainties that have sewn themselves to us like skin so that, with bare hands, we may stitch together another skin: more fragile, more truthful, less beautiful in the eyes of power, and better in the eyes of life.
Today I can't find the rhymer.
Perhaps lost in deep seas, starless skies
I don't know where he left his smile, his tenderness, his joy
Suddenly, the trapdoor opened into the void
Everything became uncontrollable and joined to nothingness
What made sense evaporated in the shadow of time
Whirlwinds of emotions swirled like birds without wings
The king star was waiting, but everything was set in stone
Everything was diluted in the vacuum of the stars
The words passed through his fingers with a stunned and pained gaze
And the tears dried up their springs.
A japonese quote.
Today I can't find the rhymer.
Perhaps lost in deep seas, starless skies
I don't know where he left his smile, his tenderness, his joy
Suddenly, the trapdoor opened into the void
Everything became uncontrollable and joined to nothingness
What made sense evaporated in the shadow of time
Whirlwinds of emotions swirled like birds without wings
The king star was waiting, but everything was set in stone
Everything was diluted in the vacuum of the stars
The words passed through his fingers with a stunned and pained gaze
And the tears dried up their springs.
The Girl in Flowers.
A work based on the surrealist styles of the 20th century. Set in the context of the avant-gardes that would come to define modernism in the period between the two World Wars. It brings together artists previously linked to Dadaism, gaining a worldwide dimension.
A japonese quote.
The Secret
Harken closely now, lend an attentive ear,
For in these words, a secret I shall clear,
I'll pour my heart out, baring all to thee,
But a single fear doth haunt and shadow me.
That fear, it harbors an eerie, ghostly name,
As I tread the path towards fame and acclaim,
In the tapestry of memories, I shall wade,
And one I'll share, a tale of darkness swayed.
Dark it was, the world so chilling and vast,
In cold isolation, my destiny cast,
Trapped in realms unfamiliar, not mine to own,
I carried within me a secret unknown.
I fear the one thing I do for myself,
A weighty burden, an ominous bullet of stealth,
For this truth, concealed in the depths of my heart,
Is a revelation that soon shall depart.
I'll be your storm.
Will you be my breeze
that unfurls the thunder
from my summer strands?
I'll be your boulder.
Will you be my stream
that flows on by me
And smooths my stony hands?
I'll be your fire.
Will you be my earth
to tame my wild spirit
and not let me burn?
I'll be your shadow.
Will you be my light
to guide my way back
when there's nowhere to turn?
I'll be your hope
when you're stranded at sea.
Lest shall I wonder,
"What will you be to me?"
Eren Yeager and his titan form.
Eren Yeager drawing pencil color.
Shoto Todoroki, painted drawing.
Boku no Hero Academia
Levi vs. Kenny Ackerman, painted drawing.
Rereading of one of the most iconic scenes in Shingeki no Kyojin.
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Dracula is a Gothic horror novel published in 1897 by Irish author Bram Stoker. As an epistolary novel, the narrative is told through letters, diaries and newspaper articles. It doesn't have a single protagonist, but opens with lawyer Jonathan Harker going on a business trip to stay in the castle of a Transylvanian nobleman, Count Dracula. Harker escapes from the castle after discovering that Dracula is a vampire, and the Count moves to England and ravages the seaside town of Whitby. A small group, led by Abraham Van Helsing, hunts down Dracula and, in the end, kills him.