shiny white starlet

"you had brought me something higher, something of which all art is but a reflection. " /ᐠ × ﻌ × ᐟ\

[shinywhitestarlet]

you make it look easy

your hand on my knee and

i look at you softly

we both know we’re nothing

you touch me on my neck

i knew that i’d regret

smiling back at you

i wish that i had you

saw you on a tuesday

broke down at the station

whenever i’m ready

you keep me waiting

i hope that you’re sorry

sorry you wasted

two years of my life

hoping you’d change your mind

and i know that

it’s complicated

you love her forever

yet you’re not together

but i’m here in your city

i want you to take me

you tell them we’re just friends

i think that you’re faking

you cried on our friend’s couch

saying you messed up

didn’t say what for

probably best if

you never had told me

it’s making me lose sleep

the way that you said it

promise you meant it

i sat on the curbside

wondering why i let you slip away

i had you that day way back in october

you had just asked me

asked me to choose the

girl you would stay with

i told you the latter

i wish i was selfish

maybe i’d be happy

if i just took it

and we’d have an apartment

move in in our twenties

in new york city

it’s all a daydream

cause you made your decision

i watched and i’ll listen

write my diary entries

while dying and empty

never felt your embrace

and it’ll stay that way

as long as i know you

i’ll never escape

the thought of us, darling

you shiny white starlet

[cvntyaddi]

and i stare into your eyes, give me something more. hold me in your arms, let me take all your warmth. i can make this worthwhile, i can hold up a smile. - esha tewari ♡

[sinisterpopsicle-deactivated202]

esha tewari did you liquify longing and put it in your music?

[heartofashton111]

and i dont believe in God

i dont believe in anything

but i believed you

my exception 😞

[shinywhitestarlet]

IT AIN'T ME YOU'RE LOOKING FOR, BABE.

[shinywhitestarlet]

me when she really looks like the real thing

[shinywhitestarlet]

you remind me of someone i knew

forgot her name, but it still rings true

and all i wanted to do

was make up for what she knew

now i see her silhouette on unsuspecting strangers

its hard to forget when i'm tangled up in the things that changed her

and i could try my best to explain it

but i'd run the risk of losing breath on empty pages

losing breath on no exchanges

losing breath on no one waiting

carved your name into my palm

so i'll forget it when you're gone

sleep alright tonight

dream a dream of you and i

and i could try my best to explain it

but i'd run the risk of losing breath on mepty pages

losing breath on no exchanges

losing breath on no one waiting

i will pretend that i can push it down

hold my head under and try to drown the thoughts

i'd spend days trying to forget

will i see you? can you haunt me? in the next life, i'll say i'm sorry

and i, i can try my best to explain it

run the risk of losing breath on empty pages

losing breath on no exchanges

losing breath on no one waiting

and i could tell you were hesitating

when you said i was the one you hated

[sirrosalind]

DPS X Peanuts

A style study while drawing my fave poets

This probably one of the funnest things I’ve drawn in ages

[king-charlie-the-rizzler]

HELP-

KNOX FUCKING SAID IT.

WE WERE HANGING OUT IN HIS ROOM AND HE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, "Charlie, I love you." So I was like, "Love you too, man," bc knowing Knox he probably meant it platonically. THEN HE SAYS, "No, Charlie.. I.. *love* you... Like.. I think I'm in love with you.." So of course I'm FREAKING OUT, and trying to figure out how the FUCK to respond to my crush since middle school reciprocating my feelings.

DUDE.

TELL ME WHY MY DUMBASS DECIDES TO GO, "Brooo W rizz, 10/10" AND HE JUST LOOKS AT ME IN PURE CONFUSION. SO OBVIOUSLY I GET UP AND RUN OUT OF THE ROOM.

CHAT I AM SO FUCKING COOKED WHAT DO I DO-