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[shiro0o0]

I hate myself for always ending up coming back to the ana community.I know is toxic and I shouldn't be doing that but I'm gonna work my ass off to get thin.Cause I know me.I havr these periods where im so desperate to get to my goal weight fast.I dont even know what im doing anymore.I wanna get in control...

[shiro0o0]

Let me know how long did it take you to look skinnier than usual.In how long you started losing weight?

[shiro0o0]

Stay safe you all 💕

[shiro0o0]

Day 2

So 683 cals.I ate a small piece of chocolate.I'll try not to eat after 6pm.I messed up the other day like I always do.Next week I'll start working out again.I need to boost my motivation.

[shiro0o0]

Day 1

Today was supposed to be my starting day,instead I fucked up AGAIN.Tomorrow is gonna be better ,I'll stay under 800 cals,I must do it.I can't keep going like this.But that's just me.I hope you ,whoever reading this to have reach a point where they feel comfortable in their own body.

Also I feel that my body is my biggest insecurity.It's funny how it keeps me back from enjoying anything at all.I also sometimes feel like my boyfriend doesn't deserve me cause of how big I am.

I just wish I had the confidence and the power to love myself.Without having to lose weight.

[shiro0o0]

I need active ana pages to follow for motivation mostly,please comment if you match with this.💕

[shiro0o0]

Stay safe you all 💕

[shiro0o0]

I always thought all body types are beautiful.And I still believe that.But I just cant seem to love my own body.I really do admire girls that feel confident in their own bodies despite their size.

But my body type and size is something I cant seem to handle.Is not right for me.I dont love it.

That's why I wanna be skinny.I know it wont solve all of my problems but at least it will solve one of them.And that's enough.

[alliescaloriesv2]

uwu looking for new blogs to follow or mutuals!!

My feed is really dead,,

Pls reblog if at least 3 apply to u!!

- you post thinspo

- you are NOT pro ed behavior

- youre 17+ years old

- starting weight similar to mine (178lbs)

- you post relatable ed content or memes

- you post food logs or diaries !!

[shiro0o0]

I Keep coming back in the ana community but I've never reached my gw.This time I hope it's gonna be the last.I'll update each day to keep myself motivated.For all those who struggling with their confidence and dont love themselves and body,I hope the best for you too.I hope we all feel enough one day.Stay strong.❤

[thinboysdonteat]

[greentea-hopes-and-dreams]

Disregard the “guilt free” part

[shiro0o0]

Yeah

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[collarbone--queen]

idk what’s happening here but same

[anona-posts]

What a fucking mood

[aloneshisharrr20]

Me in my mind in a restaurant...

My ed: you look so fucking fat like wtf you don’t deserve to eat

My depression: eat everything. No one cares anyway. It won’t matter because you’ll be dead anyway.

My anxiety: but what if someone sees me eat? I’ll look like a whale!! Oh god what do we do??? Ugh.

Me: ok I’ll just eat something healthy. I’ll take a salad.

My ed: NO

My depression: NO

My anxiety: NO

Me: ok well I’m starving wtf do you want me to do. I haven’t eaten in 18 hours.

My ed: good. You gonna be skinni Queen In no time.

My anxiety: but what if people start to question why I’m not eating anything?

My ed: make up and excuse goddamit you’ve done this before.

My depression: no one will care enough to worry if you’re eating or not.

Me: ok ya know what what if I just die

My ed: yes

My depression: yes

My anxiety: yes

[shiro0o0]

Hello,you can comment your goal for today as a reminder to stop you from binging❤

[dearestdeadarling]

don’t waste your life in a body you hate

[shiro0o0]

It's funny cause I always be like "oh that's 180 calories..thats too low ,lets say it was 350 instead"