he told me he had a new girlfriend and all i could do was wondering why iâm good enough to fuck but never enough to date

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@shiveringchild
he told me he had a new girlfriend and all i could do was wondering why iâm good enough to fuck but never enough to date
itâs not that you lied to me, itâs the fact you tried to lie to yourself
âDonât ever think that everyone who leaves wants to.â
â Rachel Wolchin
âI knew he didnât love me, but I adored him anyway.â
â Patti Smith / Just Kids (via bnmxfld)
sometimes i hoped you would smell the sadness in my breath with every exhale but all you could smell was the pack of cigarettes that lingered from my winter jacket when you left
I just want to be the person you write poetry about. Not even good poetry. The poetry of 1 AM text messages that try to spell out love in sloppy metaphors about stars and smoking. The kind of poetry of a lonely windowpane in rain. The kind that swells up in your throat while youâre drunk so when you speak it into my voice-mail itâs just, âYouâre so beautiful and goddammit Iâm in love with you.â Rearranged letter magnets on the refrigerator kind of poetry. Small note in the jacket pocket kind of poetry. The wordless poetry when youâre staring out the black windows of an empty train. Half-rhymed abandoned words you scribble out between meetings and forget on your desk. I want to be the person you try for, the one you spend hours scratching your head and tugging on your hair trying to frame into language beyond âfuck everything else youâre all I care about.â I want to be unspeakable to you, but glittering in your veins so you feel like if you donât talk about it youâll explode into stardust. What Iâm saying is I want to matter to you like you do to me. Iâm saying write me poetry.
iâm not upset you never apologized, iâm upset i forgave you
shiveringchild
âHave you ever been in love? Horrible isnât it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid lifeâŚYou give them a piece of you. They didnât ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isnât your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like âmaybe we should be just friendsâ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Itâs a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.â
â Neil Gaiman, The Sandman (via books-n-quotes)
âI realize, for the first time, how very lonely Iâve been, and how comforting the presence of another human being can be.â
â Suzanne Collins (via purplebuddhaquotes)
Goddamn I wanna be loved so bad
The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy
I tried to scroll past this. I really did
I feel like minor acts of kindness and good intentions are really important on days like this.Â
âEvery time you show your feelings, you apologize. Have you ever had an emotion in your life that you werenât ashamed of?â
â R.J. Anderson, Ultraviolet