Hello, I have a question for you if you don’t mind me asking, it’s an odd question and if it’s too rude of me to ask then I apologise in advance.
You see I noticed while browsing through your page that some if your content outside tumblr is erotic, and I’m just curious to why you create erotic content.
I’m a somewhat sex repulsed aroace person, and some sexual things allo people typically do and experience don’t make any sense to me sometimes. I want to try and understand typical allo experiences.
Again if this question is too personal or invasive or rude then I am deeply sorry. I just really want to try and make sense of allos since it’s all very confusing sometimes with how much sex and sexual activity is within the world, and I just don’t get it on a fundamental level sometimes given my orientation.
It's OK, is amazing you want to understand instead of condemn other's perspectives, I appreciate it.
I started drawing NSFW 8 years ago. I was on a really bad situation, I have a disabled child and our landlord wanted to evict us because we were delayed with the payment. On top of that I had lots of issues with my family. I was really stressed, my child needed me at home, but in a third world country remote work doesn't exists. One night I went into… certain site to release some stress, and at that moment I thought "Why not? I consume it and enjoy it, so I can try it out"
And yeah it saved my family. It's not a perfect job but overall, fortunately, the NSFW is FULL of wholesome supportive people who I love and consider my friends. It makes carrying the mark of being a spicy artist easier.
About the sexuality part, it works a bit like food. Not in the sense that I need it for sustain, rather than hunger is more akin to a carving. When you really really want to eat something, it becomes a thought that orbits your mind getting bigger and bigger. When you can satisfy that carving, it feels great. That's how sexual urge works for me. Also, like carvings, it can have a lot of variety. Sometimes I feel particularly drawn by certain scenarios, certain situations with my wife or certain genders (I'm a bisexual woman).
All these feelings I described above also go into my NSFW art. Sometimes I or a commissioner really want to see a specific drawing, it can be a character, a fetish, certain clothing, a fantasy, etc. So I draw it and it feels great cause that carving is getting fulfilled. I have always considered my work as a way to make people happy.
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