Nisee hadnât been able to stop shaking. Not since sheâd heard about the body, about the two victims in the hospital. Torn apart, sheâd heard. Every time she closed her eyes she saw a bedroom covered in blood, a childâs doll discarded on the floor. It was hard-so hard-to separate the incidents. Sheâd sat at her altar in Ariaâs old room for a large part of the day, had closed the shop even though it was always open the day after the festival as people tended to be more interested in taking the flowers home with them.
Sheâd known Malcolm. Sheâd known Kristofer. A human and a witch, So far. and two others injured. Whatever was happening, her gut was telling her it wasnât isolated. When she finally tired of sitting in solitude, she recast the wards around her home and store and tried to contain some of her stress. Cooking was out of the question with her mind as scattered as it was, so she gathered her purse and put on her coat.
She had known it was a bad idea even as she locked up and headed downtown, one eye on her surroundings. But she couldnât sit inside anymore, couldnât stand the solitude. Reasoning that many in town would likely feel as she did, she made her way to the Blue Heron. It was neutral ground, and she needed to not be by herself, even if it was just the background noise she truly sought. The Heron was buzzing when she arrived, but she had no trouble finding a place at the bar. She ordered her usual moscow mule and allowed her eyes to drift up to the large TV on the wall. It was human news, politics or something, so she wasnât really interested in what was being said.Â
It distracted her enough, however, that she jumped a bit when someone slid in to sit at the stool next to hers. Her drink sloshed a bit onto the bar, but thankfully missed the person next to her. She smiled sheepishly and said âOh, Iâm sorry, you startled me.â She grabbed some napkins and mopped up the few drops of liquid, then gestured at the TV. âI think itâs more fun when the captions arenât on, you know? Trying to figure out what theyâre talking about without any clue.â
The Blue Heron wasnât Shivâs first choice of bar, or second, probably not even third. It was too touristy, too âhipster chicâ, too expensive. It was a place people went when they wanted to be seen, or to impress someone they didnât really know well. None of this appealed to Shiv in the slightest, but what she did like, especially at a time like this, was the relative anonymity of the crowd here. The place was well-lit, fairly crowded.Â
Nowhere for her nightmares to hide.Â
She was no stranger to darkness, or death, and neither particularly scared her. She didnât believe in hell, and was undecided about an afterlife in general. She knew death was quiet, because she had asked the dead. That wasnât what she was afraid of, no. She was afraid of Arlynn, and how Arlynnâs hands had shaken as she asked Arlynn to reanimate the charred corpse. Shiv had known it would be bad; she had rules about necromancy for a reasonâthe only bodies she ever reanimated were people who had died peacefully, without trauma. Violent deaths were a gruesome matter, and no one wanted to wake up in what used to be their body, but now more closely resembled jerky, in Malcolmâs case.Â
She felt bile rise in her throat, and had to set down her glass and breathe through the nausea. It hadnât gone well, and when Malcolm had woken up, the remnants of his last scream in his throatâ
Her hand jerked, and the drink tipped over and Shiv couldnât do much more than just stare at the mess. Even her magic was acting up. Finally, she mopped up the table and headed to the bar for another. Drinking was probably a horrible idea, but she didnât know what else to do.Â
Nisee was a surprise, and maybe an unwelcome one, if Shiv thought about it too much. Everyone knew what she had done, they knew, but Nisee was still talking to her, so she had that at least. She hadnât been cast out, not yet.Â
âGlad Iâm not the only jumpy witch around,â Shiv said, trying to joke, but it really wasnât funny, was it? Her coven was grieving, and terrified, and all she had to offer was some Left Hand magic that had wounded them all.Â