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i swear to god i am growing fins

[cannibalchicken]

[gorepup]

[otherkinwords]

If I’m the only God then you’re the proof of my existence

Mili, world.execute(me); (via otherkinwords)

[magick-memes]

[amygdalae]

inaction fans when they find out making no choice is a choice in and of itself

[gardenlilgnome]

[adrawatcher]

The "I just think they're neat!" As a kid/teen to "I am trans gender" as an adult pipeline

[brunz]

How do you guys deal with loneliness

[narmeenio]

Found this beauty while looking at my art from grade 9

[1dietcokeinacan]

On tumblr dot com the app, kill yourself is a basic greeting. It means hello and goodbye like shalom or aloha

[theunstablejester]

[urgohthewanderer]

sweet dreams for Baby Yingliang

[liqueurstore]

Photo of the oviraptorosaur embryo ‘Baby Yingliang’. It is one of the best-preserved dinosaur embryos ever reported. Courtesy Xing et al., 2021

[kenichijouji]

[werewolfcave]

The moments in 3.0 with Kaworu are genuinely touching and it makes me go wild. In 3.0 we see Shinji gets as close to healing and genuine recovery as we ever see in the Rebuilds.

Everything from learning that there are other ways to communicate (communication being something Shinji has had a problem with in the past), and feeling a genuine deep connection with someone through a medium by which he has always found comfort in to ACTIVELY CHOOSING TO DO THINGS. It is so incredibly important that when Kaworu wakes up the next morning and walks out onto the patio that Shinji is there waiting for him. It is the fact that Shinji made the active choice to come back and to learn more and, by extension, 'talk' more. It is the fact that Shinji learns the lesson of sometimes you have to realize when you yourself made something sound good. To learn music you must have the ability to say to yourself "that sounded pretty good." Not someone else telling you that but you telling yourself that. Then the fact that he is so deeply committed to learning the piano and he enjoys it so much that it carries into his time in private where we see him realize he isn't even sitting at the piano and yet he still plays. It is also incredibly important that it is Shinji's idea to stay and watch the stars together. It is important that Shinji is choosing to share their own comfort with Kaworu just as Kaworu has done with him. They talk about how the stars are comforting because at least they haven't changed. Hell! Shinji even trusts that Kaworu can fix the item that he holds dear, which has been shown to be almost a part of Shinji in a metaphorical sense!

I want to reiterate, Kaworu gets Shinji to open up and to MAKE CHOICES ON HIS OWN. Shinji gets out of bed for them! Actively chooses to wake up early and play piano with Kaworu, which, for Shinji, is not all that easy!

And don't get me started on the fact that Kaworu in the Rebuilds reads as autistic and the piano scene and stars scene serve as this sort of "I will show you my heart because you have shown me yours" and so thuroughly shows the way that Kaworu communicates and it's about the communication through what makes the most sense, it's the talking through what your mind is centered around. Kaworu in the Rebuilds is genuinely one of the most actually autistic characters I have ever seen and it drives me so insane I had to show my therapist those scenes.

[cuteitem-deactivated20220720]

Yeah im thinking im going to ignore social cues and do something inappropriate and annoying

[librarycard]

all music should be as intense as possible and then we should all die

[stlamb]

nooo not the weight of it all lol